I haven't gone anywhere, except largely away from my art site accounts. I've become casual. It's nice to see what others contribute, but I don't have much to contribute myself. I remember brainstorming a poem one afternoon last year, I think. I'm mostly out of the writing habit now. I see that the…
Glad to have made it here, and glad for you as well! I know I've kind of fallen off the map where art is concerned. I'm considering making more posts mainly on DeviantArt in the form of screenshots! It would be really fun. https://www.deviantart.com/guzzlemuzzle/journal/Happy-New-Year-everyone-7792…
And a safe new year to you all! :) I'm actually in the know about what I'm getting for Christmas via computer snooping, so the surprise factor is out the window. XD I know my brother and nephew are going to absolutely LOVE their gifts. Mine will essentially make my computer run at blazing speeds -…
To be 17 again Driven home, taken for a brief ride Picking up prescription medications Sitting in the passenger's seat, broken A twisted, malfunctioning toy A shell of what little I once was Watching the sunlight I had always loved dearly Feeling the wind on my cheek I couldn't cry. I had forgotten…
Just a notation that I used to have a lot on my mind to add to my creative writing, but don't now, and haven't for a few years now; maybe five years. Still, it's nice to see what everyone else is doing. I'm alive. Thanksgiving was nice. Stayed home from church because I'm sick, feeling achy and wea…
Just now had a broad thought to express artistically (if maybe not too eloquently): Feeling warm, outside. Sitting on a hill. It is night. The stars look lovely. Thinking on a specific calming music from an ancient, lost game. Feeling optimistic; hopeful, thinking of musicians and authors. It's war…
Yes, I had a dream about Caves of Qud, an insanely deep roguelike video game. Firstly, I honestly don't recognize each and every system of play in (the current build of) Caves of Qud (rather, the vast majority of them). This dream was like speculation, and personally, I feel it poorly represented t…
I dreamed there was an air team duo of people who were tasked with doing ground-based work in a local neighborhood. The dream was largely fantastical; things that'd never happen in reality, like planes burrowing to make canals, and air training directly over civilian air space.
I regret taking down my submissions here on Weasyl. I don't even have them backed up now. Just a note that if any of you following me still care about me, I appreciate it. But I realize I've been a mess these past 4 years, maybe not to you, maybe actually to you, but most definitely of my own will.…
Take a shot every time someone both lauds and instates religiosity over reality.
I went through a few phases over the time I used to write lots, like when I would mass fave things on FA and here on Weasyl. One not-so-obvious thing I grew to love lots was some of the music being made - plenty of folks who had tastes in music similar to mine, and on top of that I was in a sort of…
TL;DR I dreamt about a non-hostile person suffering extremely from psychosis. To emphasize, I mean they were suffering "to the furthest extent", unless the furthest extent of suffering from psychosis would imply doing harm to someone else. They didn't harm anyone. Preface To my own detriment, I had…
The notion of looking back on past things, remembering how things used to be for me, and considering that other people feel better not thinking back to those times. I've lost a lot of inspiration, yet sometimes I suppose I would write again. It comes and goes. Remembering what I used to do heavily,…
Sheryl, from my stories, created in Skyrim. https://i.imgur.com/GgTXJ7q.png
Once upon a time, regardless of a game's difficulty, we played it and, at times, actually relaxed so well during play that we fell asleep to it, rather than spending our months lunging at opportunities to tell all of our 'friends' and the entire world "how hardcore we were", because it was enough t…
Gamers, lol. Spread love, not hate.
There's just so many cool games out there, and it's not even all the notably great ones that I would play. I'd play anything. Listening to my brother ask me for my disc copy of Megaman X5, along with that he genuinely appreciates PS1 and PS2 games - along with my sister in the same vein - makes me…
The notion of that you don't just casually go around emphasizing M-rated video games or controversial movies and shows like you would games and shows of a happier nature that are geared more so towards kids. Naturally you'd look weird to put mature entertainment in the same light as family friendly…
I'm just going to spend my time looking up old things like ancient music and radio and ancient video games and art on websites like https://archive.org/ ... ...you know, from back when the world feigned retardation but wasn't actually retarded. :/
...in this pussified, helicopter parent, post-SJW fucked garbage society.....
I live in a world where you have to be a "fugitive on the run" just to enjoy mature entertainment - even in being a fucking grown ass man going on 40 years old - because the world is overrun with parent-dominated, oversensitive, fucking bratty children who can't handle any depth. Yeah, fuck crime.…
Expecting the most out of children that aren't taught to be strong in any way. Expecting "fighters" of coddled, barely mentored youths. And then you blame the kids themselves. Right.
"Not my bias? What?"
So the worst "DnD virgins" (or "insert person who isn't as <<<\holy>>> as you") do when they're not top shit is "make someone's internet slower", or, stalk them in reality while being largely unfit to cause any real damage... ...but a staunch sports fan will incite a full blown riot. https://www.yo…
Unfortunately, I'm at the point where it's normal for folks who are younger than me to suspect different things about me. My favorites galleries on art websites don't help much with this either. I was never going for a flawlessly appropriate record. This is just me wishing I didn't have so much "ba…
#NotMyPresident It's not Mario, it's not Zelda, it's not Fire Emblem, it's not Earthbound, it's not cute and quirky. It's surrealistic, which is perceived as a 'threat' to people who need endlessly annoying cuteness. The avenues the story and storytelling methods take aren't dumbed down and plain,…
A.k.a. modern politics, but uncensored. You have to wonder what even sustains the production of entertainment typically meant to disturb or "enlighten" through uncouth avenues. Then there's hiding the actual messages behind "charm" as if to say you mean no ill will, or, you just never wanted to get…
...all the while stumbling over your own moral compass and falling over your own conscience at a breakneck pace because simply engaging entertainment must entail infringement on your beliefs. Year 2018. "The scary evil TV things are coming to get me, and rob me of my faith....." Be wary of fiction…
Amazing how relaxed a holiday can be just after a hardy meal when you ignore edgelord posts meant to strike down the notion of other people's beliefs at every turn. For some, getting a life would kill them.
I recently left a Discord server. One day, one of the people there made the comment in voice chat that "If you have pride after 2017, you may as well kill yourself." That Discord was full of kids. Go figure. At least I made three friends there. Take pride. It's better to feel proud of something tha…
But you can salvage anything on completely cancerous pretexts.
This is massively a side effect of possessing a stark lack of consistent prioritization about myself, but in the matter of where I stand in a world with an overabundance of information readily accessible, I just wish I knew far less, and was largely restricted to a small subset of activities with l…
Universal division in epitome, because you know, all gamers are losers unless their entire collection is sports and first-person shooters. Dynamic cards are also for losers. But baseball cards... "Not enough [thing]. Needs more [thing]." What is objective interest? Aaaaaaa...
I'm really bad with managing my computer software-wise. Sometimes I'll install something I'm really not going to use - a terrible practice that wears down a hard drive's lifespan. I need to be more organized with my interests. Part of it is spur-of-the-moment excitement for something that takes hou…
A professional voice actor is basically someone who actually had to study "trying to sound like they're even about the words that come out of their mouth". That's like "majoring in giving a damn".
Racist, but "muh interesting philosophical views". Barely went outside, hated humanity (gasp, hated whites too?! 1920s people and impotent rage?!?!), married out of his race in the end just to say "You're all wrong, haha. Made you look!" H.P. Lovecraft was & forever is pathetic, and is now to me a…
This is one of the most basic feelings a person could have, and maybe one that's a little awkward, but I'm getting old, and I just had the thought that people who hurt each other is a very sad subject. Video game wise, since it seems that many people feel the same way, it's notions like this that m…
The highlight was properly equipping armor and weapons in the right slots, yet the slots emphasized carrying things that would make the combat more efficient. The events of the dream were very weird. It involved watching Disney movies with people I used to go to elementary school with, and shooting…
A game strives for realism. Entities sabotaging each other on a regular basis is a prominent theme. The game features some fantasy elements, but is largely based around the notion of either olden or modern daily chartered or clandestine activities meant to stamp out someone or something else, howev…
When people say "Time is going by so fast!" and "I'm getting old!" Maybe if you didn't spend 99% of that time getting triggered by every little fucking thing you might actually have some memories WORTH cherishing. Fucking Christ...
Sure, anybody is a badass in an age where you can't call a faggot a faggot without losing your livelihood and destroying your reputation, because people who waste fortunes on beauty products are "stronger" than the kinds of people fit to protect a nation or at least ward off a real threat. Hilarity…
You're literally sitting on your ass stationary when you engage in Dark Souls. Real life. "Just like Dark Souls." The fact that the world is this retarded now is an absolute travesty.
My "men's class" Sunday school teacher literally told my folks that he'd pull all of the hairs in my body out if I didn't show up at church today. This isn't the first time he's "jokingly" (BS) threatened me... http://www.slate.com/articles/health_and_science/science/2015/11/christianity_forced_on_…
Go outside.
We don't even spend time outdoors anymore yet everyone is overly concerned with whether or not you're "okay". Literally die in a fire.
Kid shoots up school, kills 17 kids. Consensus is "His parents were bad". Possible Scenario: His parents were good, but he viewed proper discipline as "abuse". Then at school, possibly, he thought he could take advantage of other kids. >Kid with an attitude of "You can't tell me what to do!" >Same…
Too many conflicting views on it. I'll be around. I just...don't feel like being artfully active. :(
It will sound cliche, and wholly like a manner of "fool's glory", but the very subject, and how fairly fleshed out it was, and how it made me feel, was why I'll always cherish it, despite its inconsistency. Me and my family somehow, in a non-descript way, traveled through time back to the early 90s…
Knowing the pursuit isn't worth it. Knowing most folks wouldn't care. Knowing your time is better spent elsewhere. Yet, still going along with it. The end of the matter is that passion as a concept is either largely dead, or has been transmogrified so horridly that I don't even want to associate my…
Water is also a fluid. https://www.youtube.com
I dreamed I was pulled deep down into a portal back first by a pair of ghoulish figures. "Egregious" is one of the three words I saw on a surface before they pulled me in. This was also accompanied by menacing music. https://i.imgur.com/rnL7F6S.png
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YriClv7DLl8 You bought a video game You played it (Man)Children People don't agree with how you played it, and wish death on you Grow the fuck up.
"The world is beyond hopeless"...because some people realize life isn't all sunshine and rainbows... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ohtOSCG2Uc Never separate a 'real man' from his lolis.
Survive to die at an old age. Remember kids: Being an "edgelord" is inherently detrimental.
I just found my favorite MS-DOS game of all time on archive[dot]org. Spin - the space shooter from Ground Up (Ground-Up) Software! https://archive.org/details/Spin1996GroundUp A simple little early game that featured the capability of swapping out module musics. It also has hilarious sound effects!…
A brief dream. Simply, I measured the windows we needed replaced, and I was looking to spend some of the left over cash on old game cartridges, specifically Nintendo ones. Somehow it was like the old days in this dream and, at a nondescript store's cashier's desk, there were NES and SNES games hang…
Why anyone hates anything remotely "normal" is hilarious. Seriously, take a breather, lay off the drugs and memes, and make some damned sense for a change.
Had a dream that I was doing leg training with AMA fighters by running, specifically to reach a destination where we would spar. There was an awkward feeling about the dream. It didn't feel natural to run nor try to keep up, as though I were riding a bicycle or pedaling a machine. It was an awesome…
They fight less. They fuck less. They exercise less. They amount to challenges less. They think for themselves less. They take charge of their own lives less. They have less fun. They have less ideas. They value quality control less. They control themselves less. They respect people less. They go o…
People don't like how choosing different dialogue leads to the same outcome yet want to end up in outcomes that entirely break the game. They hate on Fallout 4 because you're always the parent looking for their son and say you could RP better like being a badguy. In Skyrim you could spend all your…
There is an unending universe of opinions out there, on everything. Natural, of course. I seriously can't take most of these people seriously when they say they like something when they feel it necessary to come up with like, 25 reasons why they DON'T like that same thing. Someone will make a video…
There's no point in being ambitious post-2018 when literally everything you do online will be torn apart by cancerous meme children and manchildren. And offline life has only personal health and wellness of mind going for it when over half of what you do in life all pools back towards the internet.…
Having a constant gateway to sources of what's essentially self-therapy as opposed to walking around making everyone else and yourself miserable in all unholy ineptitude... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmhmKEhnIpA Family, lol.
It was a "grave transgression" to eat from a "tree of knowledge". From the beginning, mankind was doomed to suffer on Earth for wanting to know shit. Think about it.
Honestly.
The Stanley Parable. I giggled in genuine happiness. After following the narrator's...narration, the game took a sharp turn that easily gave me a good belly laugh. I won't spoil it for new players! I should genuinely try to have fun more so than be so serious about everything. It's not the content.…
I live with this every day: What could have been had I conducted myself more maturely online. It's misery.
I don't come from a dignified background. Ignorant family members, backlogged issues. It's a lot of failings that pull me down as a writer and a person - trappings I don't do much to change the realities of. Stagnation. I don't exactly know how to feel as someone with a taste for in-depth expressio…
I don't need to go on a hiatus. What I need is to pay less attention to these entities that incessantly spam their nonsense all over the internet solely for clicks. Sitting here thinking, it's always been the act of taking matters seriously that leaves one satisfied with life. You see all these chi…
In today's atmosphere, you can't feasibly care about the things surrounding popular notice, and stay relatively sane. You're either a slouch, or a moral crusader loved by some and hated by others for reasons that are most likely cringeworthy. I don't care anymore. There are issues I would like to s…
Post-modernism is shit. https://i.imgur.com/Wm2Ddcf.jpg
1: You're sexist. 2: Why? 1: Because [You acknowledge your sex drive and show interest in the opposite sex]. 2: Whoa, chill out lady. 1: Did you just assume my gender? I most recently bought: The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt - Game of the Year Edition Fallout 4 - Game of the Year Edition Dark Souls 2: Scho…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pI7pAsvqPAk Always hilarious.
"Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact." https://twitter.com/AndreiAndrei63
Peace on Earth, and good fortune to all of its people, regardless of their affiliations. I send love and well wishes out to you all. <3
In a game where you should casually talk to the king of Whiterun's court wizard to find out he wants you to deliver frost salts to the local alchemist... ...everyone instead wants to drive a cadillac over the hills, shoot people with potato arrows, shout "Bazinga" at characters, and roleplay as the…
It means I would play video games that I don't like, or games I do like but don't feel like playing, and do it for very long periods of time. Basically old-school obsessive behavior, for the sake of bleeding out my insecurities, and working my brain and motor skills beyond a comfortable limit. The…
It's still a wonder to me that my poetic writings and writings of other natures receive so many pageviews. Someone knows of me. People know of me, and quite possibly inform each other of my submissions. I don't know if these surges in pageviews on my submissions can be rightly attributed to some ma…
It's "hell" being a "disgraceful" "part" of the "not ingloriously waving a last-ditch banner" race. All I stand for is good food, fairness, and fun. It's utterly horrible......
[Quote] OR I just remain present "long enough" to say "fuck you entirely" without resorting to villainy, unless villainy entails "not giving you your way". "Muh absolution." Fuck you.
You, in a room, in front of a global communication-ready device. "Wow, I can pretty much talk to anyone. Better stretch myself thinner than microscopic and care about everyone and everything in every location on earth, all the time, instead of powering on my device and tending to myself. That would…
All three of these games are free right now. HumbleBundle (Steam): https://www.humblebundle.com/store/layers-of-fear-and-soundtrack GOG: https://www.gog.com/game/oxenfree Steam: http://store.steampowered.com/app/368230/Kingdom_Classic/ Also, Watch Dogs, Assassin's Creed IV: Black Flag, and World in…
Instigators marching on their 'sublime' claims (such as the ever-high-IQ-backed "kill yourself") in reality? "That's not activism, my dude. That's unecessary work." Roflmfao.
Short and sweet. Everyone who regularly uses the internet as a means to fight depression, anxiety, sadness, discouragement, and other forms of negative emotion, as well as those who use it to promote what genuinely helps and aids people in beneficial, non-controversial, or questionable but reasonab…
In this dream, there was a lady in a convenience store's front floor who had a music keyboard set up, and she played all sorts of video game and movie music! Lots of people gathered around to watch her. She was someone my family knows, who's family is known for music keyboard expertise. She played…
An entire century of people forever bludgeoned with dogma on that the super religious hiearchs couldn't handle new technology. "This advent makes your life easier? You are lazy. Why, back in my day, we"~ (Read: Not all of them.) https://thei535project.wordpress.com/2014/09/25/christians-are-uneduca…
I edited my previous journal to read that I was set to be able to purchase my new laptop tomorrow due to a message from my friend, but unexpectedly, that's not the case now! I can buy it today for later mailing! Shopping time! <333
I realize that meme was done in satirical spite of the people who act that way though, so basically, Richard of ReviewTechUSA trolled an entire generation. It speaks highly of racist tendacies to suggest that any grouping is a "master" due to their personal gain. The inclusion of a racial basis onl…
I should only be getting an exact two presents this year, unless there's money left over for Steam purchases, and the second of three steps towards the greatest of those presents - and literally the greatest present I've ever received in my 35 years living (materialism-wise) - is done. I should be…
It's not to say all children think in this way, but it's to be expected in a society thoroughly encroached upon by PC culture. It's your run-of-the-mill infantile perception. Two adults engage in something like, say, intercourse, and the kid becomes overly concerned about whether or not they're hur…
Feeling unwell, desiring a very specific solution, but only being able to obtain it through means you would rather not be associated with. This goes hand in hand with my "Monitoring my own well being" journal. To explain, I should note that it used to be very easy to get me preoccupied with an acti…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSmE1YPhtA8 Spend time online to watch a video telling you to spend more time offline. And then the commentators attack her views, because they're too "general", so you have that always sitting in front of a screen is "normal" because, oh, it takes a lot to handle an…
Because of a number of things both within and beyond the boundaries of my control, I'm susceptible to poor mental health. I need to watch myself better. This time of the year can be brutal, and I don't want to fall into a trap. Potentially, this year could end on a specific, amazing note. It could…
Firstly, I want to say fuck whoever first coined the notion that "living in your own world" entails delusion when conversely, they live in their own little special YouTuber world where everything they spew is right and everyone loves them. Really, you need only reference PewDiePie to reach the real…
Today is my birthday! :D No special plans, except a birthday cake celebration, and my present, which is just money. Between now and Christmas, I'm hoping to get an NVME M.2 SSD for a brand new high end gaming laptop that a great friend is planning on buying for me this Christmas, which would litera…
And all because of fragile personalities that can't handle depth. Ask me why I haven't written a story in 3 years.
This isn't a very extensive subject. Simply, I've fallen somewhat out of the habit of extended exposure when it comes to hobbies like games and shows to watch. I think I am becoming overly boring. Two journals ago I mentioned a stance of opposition to desperate consumption of hobby material. This i…
Unless you're hopelessly indecisive, a.k.a. inexperienced with real video games. Kids on open world experiences spending over a half hour analyzing the texture quality lmao.
I firstly want to say that if the title of this journal offends some of you, please feel free to ignore it, because for some people, they don't have much say in their lives when it comes to desperation. A little history. I've experienced several points in time where enjoying life and staying out of…
Something of this nature doesn't exactly necessitate a blog post. This is more a passive footnote than anything. Simply, I mean to tone down my regular doings that involve my computer terminal and gaming devices. I often don't consider just how old I am, and some folks wouldn't call me a very old p…
On a whim (I randomly do a lot of things on whims), I've decided that I want to get deeper into the modern retro-stylized indie wonder that is Stardew Valley! A friend linked me to its Nexusmods page, and being the huge lover of most things pixel-related that I am, I'm already falling in love with…
You try to look up something about a subject relevant to your interests. Depending on the subject, you're either less or more likely to find something stupid and cancerous, and it's most likely linked to video games and/or the animators that surround them. You could be trying to look up information…
If you're not a heavy gamer, or just stick with very casual fun, this may sound funny to you, but most definitely cringeworthy. Do you wonder why people make so many references to retro video games? In those days, we were essentially banging our heads against a wall concerning trying to overcome ch…
The game "Butcher" comes to mind. Really, it's 2017, and you expect that your folks are going to sit there and listen to brutal sound effects like cries of pain and agony mottled in grungy music. Salt & Sanctuary. First thing you hear after loading is a high pitched ring. And that's the "title musi…
Never heed those who wish death upon you. Other people's insecurities aren't your own. Stay alive.
All week long. You can watch Teen Titans Go, other cartoons the nephew pays no mind to, and Amazing Spider-Man 1 when everyone wants to "get serious" about what they watch. And that's just Monday. The following 5 days, everyone can watch...............the same. Anything less more would be "#SoEdgy"…
A lot has been done with The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim mod wise. There's somewhere near or over 100,000 mods for it between Nexusmods, Steam, and other places online. I've been having a bit of casual fun using my favorites for a long time now, but in consideration of the game's original vision, I'm t…
http://www.ign.com/boards/threads/why-are-kids-today-such-little-pussies.200942852/ "Your NEStalgia means nothing. I grew up with a tablet and Newgrounds!" You're the best around. Nothing's gonna ever keep you down. You never bend, you never break. You seem to know just what it takes. You're a figh…
I have a hard time not picturing people who get overly serious about entertainment as either some YouTuber type riding some manner of hype, or someone comparatively lowly in standing. It seems everywhere I look concerning most entertainment, there exists the kinds of people I just don't want to be…
I'm at a point where I prefer to be very casual about my enjoyment of entertainment. With video games, there are difficult ones, slightly challenging ones, and casual ones taken at a relatively slow if not consistently halted pace, and I'm liable to enjoy them all, and anything in between. That has…
This one was odd. It began with that my sister was playing a game on a modern gaming console that was reminiscent of the older Tomb Raider games for PSX. During gameplay, she discovered a location where she gained access to an in-game video game arcade, and arcade perfect ports of the original Donk…
Dreamed that I owned a PS4 (I don't own one currently), and wanted to show up the game journalist who played Cuphead poorly (it's popular news right now). This dream would've been completely normal, because not much happened besides Cuphead gameplay...except somehow, I acquired a 3D animation video…
In this dream, there were many anthros both of "more human-like" composure (think vanilla Skyrim khajiit and Argonians), and a more beastly composure with digitigrade legs and the like (think taurens from World of Warcraft). I think there were also humans, but I doubt it. The dream started out like…
Shit on Dota 2 because muh Half Life 3. Praise Dota 2 for all the worst reasons. My favorite game on Steam is "Fuck Ever Playing Dota 2".
A dream probably isn't the best source of knowledge, but in this specific case, I'd say it is. I'll cut right into the meat of this. I dreamed I was at a banquet party at my church. The members held a building-wide dinner; people sitting down to eat in any room. A young boy challenged me to steal a…
The short version of this thought is this: I am feeling a need to come away from less scrupulous things, and focus more on what has a pleasant air to it. Or alternatively, create such friendly, not objectively harrowing pleasantry through modifications of sources normally entrenched in less friendl…
I had an awesome dream that was like Metal Gear Solid meets Batman. There was some sort of special banquet or gathering being held somewhere, and villains from all around were invited. As "Snake", you had to take several people out without being seen, while they were all attending and getting ready…
...I would let you marathon play the video game Silent Hill 4: The Room for months on end, at age 1. This sums up everything you'll ever need to know about how I view censorship.
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Long story short, I keep having dreams where I think to take a Wii U, which happens to be an NES hybrid that can play NES carts, off of a closet shelf along with an N64, and play them both. It's funny because I don't own a Wii U, and I've never owned an N64, and the Wii U can't play NES cartridges.…
The first dream was brief and brutal. It began at around midnight, in the dream that is, and I was lying in a bed that my dad was also lying in. I got up to go check the front door, and I saw a short lady wearing blue clothing who was holding a rather large pistol that she readied. Then she rang ou…
Dreamed there was a day like the movie "The Purge". It was Halloween, and people dressed up as flashy warriors and other fighting types of people armed with weapons or however self-defensive, and the broadly understood idea was that we were to "play war" that day. A lot of people took it seriously,…
From a most recent tweet chain of mine: Most hobbies dealing in artificiality carry an element of delusion. Why are such things needed, or necessary? It terrifies me to ponder it. I'm concerned about more than a lack of interest in hobbies, but the nature of those hobbies. It's frightening knowing…
I'm a horrible person, and all I want right now is love.
Yeah, about that... There's the great news, and there's the good but slightly inconvenient news. The Great News I haven't deleted a single pic from everything I've been collecting since I joined Fur Affinity in 2010, sans one incident in, I think, 2012, where I accidentally deleted one of my huge e…
Had a dream about legos and personal lego toy stories, midi and module music (and slightly Vinesauce), old versions of Windows, and turn-based RPGs. It involved my sister building a small two-floor boat and a "golden" castle out of legos, and I built two "speedy land vehicles" and two space ships o…
The value of an individual's creative works. How well someone can thrive on their own craft. This is honestly beyond me, so I'm only speculating and, quite frankly, stumbling in the dark. I've never been knowledgeable about business practices in general, and I can't say I am now even at 34 years of…
Gaming love. It's very nice to have a very broad selection, but it's not always as warming to know there's always another game around the corner beyond the few you have available, I guess, if you're prone to skimming through several games. I was one of those kids who always wanted to try out any ne…
This dream began somewhere on the note that me and my dad were somewhere far off, and were set to drive home. It was near midnight, and we were to be somewhere very early. He and I were the only ones in the vehicle. During the drive, he maneuvered the car in many ways that could easily get us kille…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0F-5CeKuvs PSP had Skype in 2004. Original Xbox had headset voice chat in 2002. The first wireless communication device was made in 1880...
I've been plagued by a streak of arrogance for the better of a year and a half now. I want to write more. I think one good quality of an artist who regularly expounds on thematics is, they know when to step back and keep things in all good fun. There's that you sometimes can't more deeply step over…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TAvr7X_dBY&t=4m33s These students were offended by wooden finishes. ... ...... ......... Normally, I wouldn't presume myself to be some sort of insanely awesome badass of the highest degree solely because of......the video games I play, but when you live in an era o…
Since my Fur Affinity days, I am a known spammer of emojis. There is an upcoming movie called "The Emoji Movie". This is my relative reaction to its trailer: https://youtu.be/H07zYvkNYL8 Get taste.
...with diced fried chicken nuggets sprinkled in soy sauce. Just a little fun poked at atheism being that I confessed to Christian belief a short time ago. In complete honesty, I'm not on the notion of broad fanaticism under any pretext beyond the notion of artistic merit. Nobody wins when a group…
Here's the thing: The bar was always too high for the likes of me, but bringing it insanely low to where I actually have a chance isn't exciting. It's depressing. I'd rather climb up and into a small opening than step down into a valley, period. Bonus idiot points if you've always thought I was a c…
A friend I talk to over Skype and Steam. Suffice to say, I need to be extremely more grateful for what I have in life, because there are people everywhere who have far more going on in their comfort zones, or just their "zones", than I do. Wish I could turn back time and have offended far less peop…
Happy Mother's Day! Tell mom how much you love her, and keep her off her feet! <3
Stanley Weston, the creator of Thundercats, G.I. Joe, and many other cartoons of the 1980s, has passed away today on 5-10-17 at age 84. https://twitter.com/CBR/status/862018689494900736 He will be sorely missed.
I've gone neutral. I like the idea of writing more, but I'm not too confident in the pursuit. It boils down to that you either take a break, or come back to the craft and stomach the impressions. You create a reputation for yourself with everything you do, and I've somewhat come out of that mold wh…
There is no source content out there that is more fucked up than the Holy Bible itself, yet Christians are the main bunch of people policing the content and context of literally every thing that is even remotely derivative of, or should I say *inspired by,* Christianity. Hilarious to no foreseeable…
For a while, I thought I would have to wait for Windows 10 to adopt special drivers that should make my Western Digital My Book external hard drive compatible with this Windows 10 PC...except that doesn't make much sense. Turns out it was simply a matter of what version of USB port I had it plugged…
A $349.99 best selling laptop from Amazon.com. Have had it since 4-4-17. :D It's not the most powerful, but it's fun using Windows 10's speedy interface on 4GB DDR4 2400MT ram. All I need is more ram (up to 32GB max), and I'll be rip-roaring. \o/ Hope you all have been well. <3
Anymore, whenever something is noted as being of particularly high quality, I just take that as a note that depending on what its subject matter is, I should just start there, and look a good 15-to-25 years or more back to find something either in the same category or exact subject, or similar, to…
When you can't even cough and spit without people spazzing out like "ARE YOU OKAY?!" That we have to be just out of war times for people to even remotely exhibit a layer of thick skin, a.k.a. the 80s and 90s, is nothing short of absolute bullshit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDMsGl_XxTk When you genuinely wonder if the furries who draw oversized, impossible limbs and genitals are bleeding edge tech PC gamers, bored children, or 20-somethings who just don't give a damn, lol...
I just got done playing Jumpman, the Commodore 64 version, that I grew up with. I made it to the level called "Vampire" - the one with the three bats that pursue you as you collect more of those circular items needed to complete the levels. THAT was fun. No broad philosophies on life, no broad comp…
Boundaries. It's largely amongst young people that wild things of fiction and art propagation are highly interesting, and even though I'm 34, I still think that is very cool (you have a gist of my maturity level in the kind of lingo I employ. xD). Writing this, I'm just mildly confused where artful…
I dreamed about rap battling with other Marvel characters as a black Spider-Man, and getting chewed out by Mary Jane to pay the rent, and funnily mindfucked by one of our team psychics for shits and giggles, then having to fight monsters who showed up at our front door. I don't do adverse drugs.
Be safe, everyone.
It can be anything really, but even cooler if it's in my main interests (not so much my vore interest...).
Drive safely, and be sure to show love to the ones closest to you, and to others in extension! :D
Drive safe, and remember to be courteous to your fellow people, especially those less fortunate than you. :)
This isn't one of them. http://venturebeat.com/2016/12/14/nintendo-switch-specs-less-powerful-than-playstation-4/ Remember, "Graphics don't matter." https://puu.sh/sR8sj/9bacb9d23a.png
GentleWhispering Her most recent upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jkiol7kH0k She's very talented at providing very soft audio both in audible sound and spoken word. Check her content out! :)
Just an odd note to myself that in order to create followers in the Creation Kit you can download along with the original Skyrim, you must import not only the character's "body" via the "spf" console command once you look as you'd like, but also export...their head. xD Guess I now know why that's a…
My family members gutta nurr cuz tudur whure a bit burr on that the US hurr is a huge blur, even though they're with her. I'm also going to send Donald into a bandit camp equipped with a fork. Boring day.
You proverbially run in fear of that *gasp* "sharpness is a thing" today, you handle that "people die when they are killed" tomorrow. Peruse very old shit, lol.
Columbo and Clark Kent walk into a gay bar tended by Edward Nigma, and owned by Bruce Wayne. ... ...... ......... Also, Punk is dead. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FA-mmcnLCzI Punk Punk Birth: unknown Death: 4E201 Race: Nephilim Khajiit Killed in Riften by Riften Guard. Was level 1 when installed…
Cashiers. I wanted to leave a customer experience survey with her, but I'm not Satan. XD <3
Aces Wild and TowerClimb (two excellent games) go mostly forgotten now, but put them in Mega Man's era, and somehow, they'd be legendary alongside Mega Man, Mario, Zelda, and others. It's not the video games. It's the people.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBvHpw5FelE Gayest time to upload a tune with this name. Don't worry. It isn't "edgy". More like, from times when people used to smile. /hyperbole I'm the second person (I guess) in the world who has ever uploaded it to YouTube, so I got that going for me, which is n…
I found Heaven. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_qhjzQ5qfoRotF-3J1N2cw/featured Get out and go rock your childhood on loudspeaker downtown. <33333
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bx0AEQGjOQY From http://imgur.com/gallery/vW5xA It's funny because some people FAF users I met upon introducing myself to the furry fandom think I'm a creeper. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nf-ANnjvrlA Cri evry tiem all dae
For this reason a man will leave Papa Ray and Mama May to hook up with Bae thinking it's okay to say she can't live her own way any day without providing absurd pay until driven cray-cray, and thus refusing to stay in the gray on the accusation that he way always gay.
I want to start a blog. What website would you guys recommend for starting a blog? I'd prefer using one that isn't necessarily primarily furry-based nor staunchly politics-based. The one site I can think of most in this regard is...Tumblr. I know what sort of reputations it has, but I'd use it main…
I mean, I almost died from the joy I couldn't suppress at the thought of eating some seriously badass, scratch-made pepperoni, cheese, and anchovi pizza with people who can't maintain logical consistency let alone social stability in anywhere between 10 seconds and half a minute, but 'for some reas…
The National Institution of Gullible Goofballs who Encourage Regressive Stereotypes and the Hierarchy of Obnoxious Narcissists who Keep Endlessly Yelling about Shit. And the Internal Division of Incredulous Overstatements Taken Seriously.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmEwpHIrPlg It's funny because I doubted it would work from a technical standpoint anyway. On PC, players are free to strip out specific sections of larger mods for smaller purposes. And some mods require patching. And 3rd-party tools. Xbox One's getting them, but th…
National crisis: Undisciplined capitalists threatened by disciplinary action and self-admission, anal devastation to follow. More at eleven. https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/6162278?hl=en
Hates jabber One brief method reduces YouTube music download time to less than 30 seconds Develops opinion on it before even trying it "because you're talking too long" Respectful autistic people don't deserve the bad reputations given to them by retards like this.
Before computers were made, people died more. After computers were made, people lived less.
"Another Metroid 2 Remake", 8 years in the making! http://metroid2remake.blogspot.com/p/am2r-downloads.html It's pretty awesome, and well polished! :D I suggest you all hurry up and grab it before "Get off my lawn" Nintendo takes it down, lmao.
A good friend just gifted me Starbound!!! Starbound's come out of early access since a short while back, and now I can enjoy it! :D This game is going to be my stand-in for pixelated love. With how easy it is to mod it, it's going to hold my interest for years to come! <333 I haven't even loaded it…
http://www.moddb.com/mods/enderal ...and it's getting an entirely new, huge world setting to explore next week, to say nothing of the upcoming remaster. Sit down. <3333333333
They're prone to spamming you with "cute", primarily MLP pictures You try to discuss issues going on in popular posts They fret and pout like a child just because you did that saying shit like "Why don't I just go not exist?" You curb the idiocy by "spamming" them with realistic facts (because they…
http://gifstumblr.com/images/dont-miss-the-train_1242.gif Because when you want access to your thousand-REAL-games owning uncle's modded Skyrim, you must first ask if your MOTHER can play his video games. XD
It's enough for me that when I post new poetry, several people view it. I'm grateful to you, whomever this should apply to. I am not nearly a professional writer. I'm more like a nonchalant scallywag. Thank you for taking interest in my writing even so long after my regular uploading from around 20…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2WHAbTlPrY I'm crying...
They won't go outside to roll in the grass or jumprope or run in sprinkler water, but they'll travel the world in search of Arceus...... I quit. EDIT: Gold. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3694910/Angry-homeowner-tells-Pokemon-players-yard-hilarious-sign.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x_W2dyZJ4I The world is more focused on SEX than real issues. Fuck everything.
"Get in, you didn't swallow, so you died. Get out" and "Fuck shit motherfucker ass cunt bitch lead me to the next dickface to shoot damn the dialogue oh I won points I guess." Yeah. I'm just old. xD Run on sentence intended.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDPesjPimS4 The world is hilariously infantile these days.
It helps to simply take in whatever you deem interesting in ways only geared towards your comfort. I think most people do this. It's more of a memo to myself. It makes me think of the rise of higher technology over the years. People have had far less convenience and gain in times past, and in that…
Little mewmews out back! I have a tendacy to call all feline life "mews". It's not a reference to the adorable pokemon of that name. x3 I'm no expert on animal care, yet I'm always wishing we had a kitty. Probably for the best that I don't own one. Never mind my family's asinine stance on animals.…
If you haven't heard about it, look it up! It's basically a GUI frontending fucking everything ever made in gaming (Literally. I'm neither joking nor exaggerating) with nice arcade-style brief gameplay footage, and original box, cover, and cabinet art galore, some even with quirky little movements…
Honestly, people don't support developers. At all. They don't give a fuck about the writers, unless they're all chanting "Ur gonna die anyway", because they all like it up the ass. Stay classy. Never mind that fuck all is going on in reality, and we argue over 4K 1080p asscracks. "Oh, you played on…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9z3bK1nQ_Y I don't have hands-on familiarity with this tune under its original gameplay context, but I've heard it in a few goofy fan and spoof videos online over the years, and it is a beautiful tune. <3 It's not so very un-understandable why there is such a massiv…
http://store.steampowered.com/app/374320/ Laughing my ass off from behind my werewolf wife in Skyrim.
They're not drawn. I don't have that sort of skill about myself. This is about a month old, but for a while now, I've used the appearances of the khajiit and argonians in Skyrim to represent 10 characters, 9 of which are canon from my stories. The anthro felines in my stories aren't khajiits, nor a…
To stand in a place of gathering, emotionally torn, trying your best to hide it yet all the more torn apart by everyone there who involves themselves with you, taken advantage of, existentially raped.
I'm only so much 'in the know' about some more or less over a decade old JRPG titles (Suikoden, Lunar, and Phantasy Star come to mind), but after months of tinkering with Skyrim, I'm in the mood for the more Japonesque side of RPG gaming. The first title that came to mind was Disgaea 2. I've beaten…
Are there ANY fucking Skyrim players out there who CAN give simple instructions on how to use character appearance enhancing mods WITHOUT the fucking genitals? God damn.......
I haven't much been around here, but there's some great things going around! My tastes in visuals are mired in both pride issues and genuine amiableness. I'm a "wildcard" with it. One day I want Michaelangelo, the next, I want MSPaint Adventures. :) <3 It hasn't been very long since I last said thi…
You could be holding an iPod Touch or phone, and get shocked. :( I need to write more. But my very own ideas make me cry. I have always cared, generally, more than by how extensively is healthy...
Play as Donald Trump, throw explosive money at pursuers, run across a tall bridge, press the shout button and watch a particular npc explode, ragdoll yourself from Markarth to Fort Dawnguard, don't die upon landing, get drunk, die of alcohol poisoning.
Billions live. Nukes turn Earth into "Fallout 10". Two people left. One shoots the other, then goes to play games online but can't because physical infrastructure is fucked. They eat a hotdog, and soon get mauled by an animal. Non-human life wins. I say this as someone who neither hates humans nor…
The factors that follow the things you call yourself "interested in". In other news, you should always look both ways before crossing the street, and make sure not to be standing near an erected structure before crossing the street for fear of getting wrapped around or crushed against something via…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVyNrVUm6fc Hahahahaha... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSRtYpNRoN0 "B-but in the latter, you can mod in a 9999999 damage kitchen fork!"
Dunno what to put here atm, but I just wanted to say that I miss being active amongst all the creative folk here in the "more so or less so" 'furry fandom'. I'm not in so largely different a position than were I've been since late 2013. Still living in the same home. I'm glad that creativity hasn't…
...to drown out the stupidity consuming the world at a breakneck pace. So I went and listened to a track from Armored Core: Nexus of the PS2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FIUdwLWsRE (YouTube lets you loop videos now. Fuck yes. <333). I need to be surrounded by rust. No, not the game "Rust". Rus…
Prehistoric people were giants, some old people think kids suck and that old people are better, so if you highly esteem biblical women - being the "person alive in 2016" that you are - you essentially support unbirth since the humans of the current age are tiny as shit compared to the people of the…
At home, your nephew can't watch Deadpool. In rich land, people who think they're foxes and dragons waste the government's time. And in "mid land", everyone's wracked with STDs. Woe is me.
Happy "I Rose From The Dead To Keep Your Kids Singing 'Jesus Christ is My Nigga' Indefinitely" Day. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kppx4bzfAaE
The things you can change, the things you can't, and the wisdom to know the difference.
I want to feel more art love. It's been a long 3 years of my family trying to get back into a comfortable spot. I haven't felt entirely confident, but if only to enjoy expressing things I have in mind, I would love to get back into the thick of writing. <3
3rd Edition. Their official site: http://www.makewarnotlove.com/ A bundle recently released on Steam: http://store.steampowered.com/sub/94153/ There will be two more releases starting from within 19h27mXXs from the time of this post, SO GRAB THEM WHILE YOU CAN!!! <333 Happy as fuck that in tandem w…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-27GFE9IJQ
BUT I WANT THE SMASH BAAALLL!!!!1 On the way home from my blood work, nephew wanted to 1v1 me on rust. So I popped Tekken Tag Tournament 2 in before Smash Brawl later, and we fought like brave soldiers at war. 'Rekt' his girlfriend Unknown (the evil form of Jun Kazama) on Tekken, helped him as his…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7AXPD1eTnk
Sarabande of Healing - Castlevania: Curse of Darkness OST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8g1y5PWa1Q Past courtesy of Ayami Kojima - https://magorographics.files.wordpress.com/2015/07/33-1ayami-kojima.jpg Give me the heroes or heroines - or non-binary saviors - who would lift up those who cry and…
Yeah, I'll just be enjoying myself gasming. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GSp7kqgX5I
"Rich and bored. Recorded 6 seconds of me taking a shit in 10,000 different ways. Fund my boredom!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4gEMVva7h8
According to a christian radio station, "secular news" is bad, and you're sucking the wrong cock...
I took it upon myself to look for a specific tune I remember from the MS-DOS "ball and paddle" game "Twinblok". I found another tune I remember hearing alongside it; a module tune, which you can download here: http://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_by_moduleid&query=70763 Didn't actually find…
DerSchmu Longplay (720p Version) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0vZo9C8ARY Just a game from my distant childhood. My parents and sisters love this game, though not so heavily as to let priorities go lacking. The mid-early 80s were slower times, and somewhat simpler. Somewhat... Threw around lots…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PjqsYzBrP-M Haters gonna hate, 'cause they don't know how to create. Only obsfucate, the intended outcomes of which dissipate because Bethesda's games are made large-and-by of what most people can appreciate. What makes it even sweeter is that the very voice of Mario…
Because the vast majority of people can't be assed to freely frolick about playing outside, so Skyrim gives them a premade open world with its own campaigns where in "virtual reality" (the old definition of VR, lol), they can do just that. When fans of The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt have to go back and b…
Icon change. :3 Source: http://puu.sh/mwxqw/ea061054f5.gif
And the end result never differs.
There's a such thing as special attacks in games. There's a such thing as the right analog stick in some games. There's a such thing as paying-the-fuck attention in ALL games. Plebs =/= Gamers It's painful as fuck literally COACHING my sister on what to do in a video game. .-.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ht9bEc1mOS0 This is how I learned of David Bowie's existence, and this song and stage of this PS2 game helped keep me sane during the darkest time of my life. I've never known about him extensively, but I've been around the internet enough to know he will be greatly…
http://holesinthefoam.us/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/nye-thenaturalworld.jpg Ground rules rock.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_6G9ko201c Alternate Journal Title: Your Generation Blows.
A summer day; almost twilight, the sun's fading light warming homes of an appearance then muddy; solemn. A family closes their doors; a waylain woman stares blankly for customers. An eve' overstrode; of restless tone... Did two minor revisions to this text before settling on it. Tonight's a not-so-…
I just remembered I have a big bag of Wild Berry Skittles, and a bag of Gummy Savers: Exotics. Nephew (he's 6) made a "New Year's wish": That God would kill the Devil. ... Happy New Year. Drive sober.
https://twitter.com/GuzzleMuzzle/status/681985771239124993 You wanna talk Nintendo love? Nintendo worship? This is the Nintendo I love. The Nintendo they themselves stopped wanting to be; the Nintendo they stopped wanting to promote... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTy7NVe--mc&index=1&list=PL8627…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShBR2YCDKko I can't........................
I didn't have much in specific in mind to receive for Christmas in the form of a wrapped gift to sit under our Christmas tree. I just wanted some money. Got that, and the rest will come later. I received the most in monetary value of everyone in my immediate family, and I'm very grateful for it. ~…
Playstation and Xbox hating children are on a mission to temporarily take down PSN and Xbox live. Merry Christmas to all, and to Phantom Squad, a good anal lubing. Don't go too far down on Mario this Christmas. He has Peach for that.
Interpretations in fantasy art and expression deemed "generic" for the win. Let the artists flourish wildly. <3 Having lots of fun with the original Torchlight game. I've had it available for the longest time. Just never got around to playing it. http://levelsave.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/torc…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfemdYuiMoc By the Red Hot Chili Peppers, from the 1989 album "Mothers Milk", the original of which can be heard here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cG9Kh8rd2-M One of those little things that contributed to the dream-like joy and bliss of derping around on one of…
For the sake of keeping this journal rated general, I will simply say... Look up a recent tweet on my Twitter that contains the word "devil". I'm not angry with anyone here. I'm pissed off because of the kinds of people who do their damndest to show nothing but hatred. Granted, if you saw most of m…
Do you know how much I love? I'm a deepthroat whore at heart, and a 33-year-old man. I could stay kind. I could cut every corner. I could ignore pride. And somehow, I wouldn't feel right at all. I don't "hate" over 75% of what I rag on. I'm happy for simply that expression continues to thrive. I'm…
Zelda U (in development as of this post) - Taking cues from Skyrim - a game set in a "boring", giant world - to become a wannabe Dragon's Dogma mechanics-wise boasting Dark Souls iconism only to provide so much "interesting" content within a "[Prototype]" (a PS3 game) open world... ...pun intended.…
That's how much of a faggot I am. But I have my opinions and preferences, and ugly as it is, much of them are "high and mighty". Interest is simple for me. Nintendo is awesome, Undertale is great, FNAF is silly fun, Sonic is funny nostalgia, but damn, the annoyances... https://twitter.com/GuzzleMuz…
...and largely makes up the exact same stance of most folks. It's rude, it's biased, it's opinionated, and it blankets over some of the company's efforts. And it's accurate to a fallout. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7KYQEZoptsc
"Muh gameplay", and how it's somehow infinitely more important than compelling narratives in story telling, and beautiful fucking artistry, in video games, save for, hurr, anything featuring Link, because Link, Samus, because Samus, Fire Emblem, because Fire Emblem, and both games Nintendo fans fel…
I'm a bit stuck between both shyness and indecision writing-wise. I have a friend here who wants more to have the time and privledge to write, and here I am with all thumbs regarding subjects to expound on. I'm afraid. That's something of an answer given to a constant question "asked" by the muse o…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1hLREgL194 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5i-A1i6Cfc Have a wonderful Thanksgiving everyone. Except you hipsters. The pursuit of happiness is too mainstream... ;)
Do a couple of simple tasks in order to enjoy your favorite games, and then there's all these loose files all over the place that do nothing but bloat your system, lol... Windows 10 literally treats Windows 7 like a virus, lmao. I still use 7. :P
http://cirrusretro.com/ Simply, Original Gameboy, NES, SNES, Sega Genesis, and a few other old game musics in their old formats online. http://cirrusretro.com/listen/1908-darxide-sega-genesis#10 (Never grew up with this one). All of my love. <333
...and their stories are cooler than ours, implying they can be assed to share them.
Hope you all are doing well. I haven't been too inspired in recent time. It's been a very voyeuristic several months, naturally where video games are concerned. I may just be old and out of touch, but I find myself wishing we were living in times of a great boom in creativity. I am reminded of Fur…
Have any of you recently had trouble just winding down? Just...slowing down, tuning things out, and relaxing very well? The first thought that comes to mind is my childhood. Sleepy moments had while doing any one thing; usually something that didn't require much hard focus (like playing old games).…
2015 be like both "we don't want to be kiddie!" and "we don't want to be mature!" Why not both? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06l-oiT2Vvw
A friend linked to this. http://imgur.com/gallery/hZB9x3d A blog post I found on it. https://paulacourtneybrown.wordpress.com/2014/08/28/fifty-three-times-seven-is-kiss-my-freaking-ass/ I am dumbstruck by this...
...But boy do I miss the conveniences. ;_; Heeey! X3 Hope you're all doing well. And staying warm! Cold's coming around the bend for those of us in more northern, southern, and elevated locales than others. Lots of Skyrim, a bit of Mugen, some Steamworld Dig and Rogue Legacy, and a bit of Undertale…
Because of a hefty bill. Money's tight. In other news, the OpenBOR M.U.G.E.N. project - playable on PC, Original Wii, PSP, Mac, Linux, and a few other platforms, is my new obsession. It's a Mugen that turns whatever is coded into it into a beat em' up game, similar to Final Fight or Streets of Rage…
Only somehow, Onision was in it. So before I mention the best parts, I should start with the beginning. xD Somehow, against likelihood, my parents took me to where Onision supposedly lived. Why, I'll never know. The meeting was on some sort of BS grounds, and in it there was an air of clandestinene…
At least they know how to settle with a game. Sure, you can earn money in a professional e-sport, but the people dubbed "casuals" can appreciate a game purely for that it is a game, and that it was made available to them. A little screen capture from the exit screen of the MS-DOS game "Twinblok", b…
Just thought I'd share some awesome music, though I think the music player bugs out when the track is too long. You might not experience extended play on the extended tracks. Arista 96 http://puu.sh/kisoE/414b0bfed4.m4a Click - Player Select (not a game tune. My own personal edit of a module tune b…
So your overused and blitheringly inane memes are disagreeably damp, musty, and typically cold. That's not exactly "epic", now is it? Lol.
But naturally, you can't expect the people that champion for this to even care about this video since they don't even know they champion for this, lol... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwMyjKQ725E
You can't always denounce everyone who is young and new to the gaming scene as a "hipster" you want nothing to do with. What about the young people who are simply fascinated by gaming in general, and love its various forms so much that they couldn't contain their desire to craft their own? http://g…
Then know. http://www.worldometers.info/
"I can't forgive you for how I made you unless I give birth to myself and die horribly because I love you." It's incredibly hard to apologize to folks unless someone gets their back fucked up by a nine-ended whip with sharp rocks tied to its ends isn't it, particularly when the one who should recie…
"No! I can't have you playing EXCITING games like Crisis Core Final Fantasy 7 or Final Fantasy Type-0 upstairs on your TV, because its diversity will offend MUH CHRISTIAN SENSIBILITIES!" We all know Zack Fair fights a "TL;DR LALALALALA" "demon" at the beginning of Crisis Core. If you play demon gam…
Generally, I want everyone to prosper. And that's a foolish thing to say considering just how some entities would prosper. I apologize for my the previous journal I took down that you can't see now. It may be foolish to say we are all equal, but if you saw an oppressed group who's greatest concern…
Elders reminisce about a time when you couldn't meet someone on the street without being greeted, and I'm like "So what planet did they colonize in the year 2000?"
"In all my days, has the unthinkable truly transpired under this...this tomfoolery of deciet?! Connections made?! Alliances torn?! A lesson for each child and all unborn?!?!" ^ A forthcoming quote spoken by a villainous individual in high authority - a figure in a production blending both medieval…
Had a dream that my family was out around a place with patches of water-accessible lands, and me and my brother were out fishing by hand. :) ~Something I told a young friend: It was just a quirky little dream. I was in a motor boat with my brother, and we were looking for small fish - I think ancho…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnByMXrdvbY "But not all Christians are like this!" yet these people clearly believed this to be the will of their god through no influence other than "God" himself.......
I feel happy. Optimistic. Hopeful. There isn't much going on in my life that's so very fantastically different, but regardless I feel very positive. One quirky thing was, earlier last night, I played the Sega Genesis beat em' up game called "Cyborg Justice" via my PSP hooked up to my HDTV via PSP c…
It's hard to write on tear soaked paper... They're not good on an iPod either......
Every time someone curse's, Satan gets stronger. And bigger. That too. Yeah, I think my nephew will be a future lover of that old story trope where "the evil in the world" weakens "the good in the world", and consequently, the good guys get weaker. But through the power of friendship, we'll all pul…
Very late right at the time of this post, yeah, but... I just want to be a friend right now. I want to connect with other folks, share interests, links, and be all around polite and considerate of the happiness or woes of someone else. I want someone - anyone - to know that I care... Listening to a…
I just woke up from hands down, the most fucked up dream I have ever had before. The dream was based on the existence of corporal punishment...in a high school. I was told by someone on the way to school that I was, quote, "very close to getting a whoopin' at school", due to something involving the…
The dream ranged from sci-fi horror to odd symbolism, and "developed through" a ridiculous note that, quote, "due to my actions", ended the dream on a note that quite literally brands me as a psychopath. There's several details that don't add up, but for the futile sake of trying to prove a point,…
"All I have to do...is keep talking about what we both remember, and build it up. That way, he'll totally let me come downstairs and dominate his computer!" "Remember this?! Remember that?! This is great, so is that, and... can I have my way with your stuff? " - 6-year-old "reverse psychology", lma…
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Sru37toLnb8/Up4K2OctpKI/AAAAAAAAAio/gpTx8kOGaSA/s640/j0wWCPW.jpg ...in 2015!
It helps not to get too "high". https://twitter.com/Atheist_Roo/status/617249302314909696 No, I don't, never have, and never will, lol...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jwwg1Yt18vE And they will soon enough, since there's enough "canon" in "the world's history" to ensure it.
It's "Priests With Something to Prove" week on Hearthstone. XD
I woke up from a dream where it was like I was attending a school that was somewhat normal, but there was a tradition where, from kindergarden on up, a legendary sword was given to a child (later an older kid) due to a ceremony partly based on what they would sincerely say they were going to do wit…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hmoAX9f6MOc If I ever catch a sexually capable, penis-having, "loli"-loving 'woman' in the same bathroom as my, COUGH, "cis" nephew, they're either out of the restroom once their business is done, or their eyes are mine. Questions are welcome.
Morning. She has an appointment at 7:45AM for a simple goiter removal operation. Forces herself to read random bible verses telling me "no one's going to pressure [her]". Not my dad. Not the doctors. No one... ...because clearly, God can do anything and everything, "above all things", infinity infi…
Do any of you who love fantasy but are however more or less at odds with the relative themes of very olden times ever experience severe art or writer's block, or music block, because you dislike several things that such art can propagate? I find that this is the prime reason for my months-long art…
We all knew they were like this all along... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Cjmt5zk-nI ...which isn't to say they all are, but when you have this sort of behavior over a nationwide decision made to spread equality for everyone of every gender and same sex sexual orientation, you can only rest ass…
When I think of what people like Roof mean for everyday wandering children... ...I just want to bottle up about all of the things that upset me about Christians and Christianity, regardless of my opinions. It didn't help that this past Sunday was the anniversary of the worst decision I have ever ma…
More volumes are spoken about people who berate other people for having different beliefs than are spoken simply because other people have different beliefs.
Every Sunday night/morning, drama, all because of three family members who blindly, alledgedly "follow their God". I'm not even going to waste most of this space explaining how pathetic and angry it makes me feel to the point where I wish this shit wasn't even an issue in America. It's bad when som…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdmJXHJLZ6M I never knew that babies are Cabbage Patch Kids with the vocal chords of cats. Thanks internet! ... ...... ......... ............ ............... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGtY1aPrOMQ When you take this... http://www.nexusmods.com/skyrim/mods/11399/…
...so that all the "closet gay hating" Christians will have something to bitch about for eons... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kznek1uNVsg When Square-Enix blows the world away with all the early game homosexual stuff, prepare to endure a tsunami of retarded feminist pandering and Christian dooms…
https://twitter.com/GuzzleMuzzle/status/609611942756364288 *: "Hey man, what's that black device in your pocket?" **: "Oh, it's a NES, Gameboy, Gameboy Color, Gameboy Advance, Sega Master System, Sega Genesis, Game Gear, Super Nintendo, arcade cabinet, PS1, Amiga. Commodore 64, Atari haven for home…
There was a TV cartoon show that was a TV show about an amorphous shape and color shifting demon that killed and devoured anything, but not before torturing them. It was like an old manga from the 80s - the kind of early morning and late night show that kids would hide away from their parents tryin…
http://fallout.bethsoft.com/ Fallout 3 won't even work on my Windows 7 computer... xD (And I bought it. :P). This is gonna be big.
The fact that PC (political correctness) people and the tools who uphold their values want to violently throw the young generation and others down on eggshells with whip in hand, expecting them all to embody only "the most commendable" of traits and possess only the choicest of assets when they ref…
Blessings and wellness to all of you.
I don't oppose the good Christians mean to bring. I oppose the ridiculous ways they mean to bring it about. I also oppose their incessant nitpicking to the point of utterly stale days, because it seems like, in the vast majority of cases, QUALITY fun is in direct opposition to Christianity, meaning…
So in reference to the general FNaF fan, you wouldn't be phased after watching a death sequence where a guy gets ripped in half by a hulking, grotesque alien in Dead Space 2, but if a derpy yellow chicken wobbles around in your face over and over, you shit your undies? This, and more, is why I simp…
The battle theme to a high quality MegaZeux RPG called "red" (lower case "r") - https://www.dropbox.com/s/ax42wrhb1gwmymc/battle.ogg?dl=0 As my avatar would suggest, I am indeed a pussy. I took a moment to think back on the strongest of my story ideas, and the art of the world that inspired them. T…
My sister will be staying at the hospital overnight from today, May 19th, 2015, to tomorrow or longer due to a neck operation to remove a goiter. Fact: When my sister almost died of multiple sclerosis - where she has long since come out much healthier due to the right medical treatment - I didn't p…
By the time my nephew is one year younger than I am now (31), Christians will be a minority. I can certainly believe that US presidential candidates who are more secular at their core will take office over time, since people will obviously vote for the lesser of the two evils each and every time. h…
Story about drowning everyone on Earth (Noah's Ark)? Children's material! Silly cartoon where a monster comically eats someone, and it's all cutsey? Ban kids from it. Don't forget that Pokemon is Satanic, beyond all logic. Fucking lol...
Some people defend their right to suck God's cock Some people defend their right to suck cock Some people defend their right to be a cock Some people defend their cock Be prepared for your exam on Friday, as you'll need to know what is love, what is life, and who was phone.
When I was much younger - always with a Commodore 64 or old PC computer around, plus in that era of much quieter, oftentimes creepy video games - I would often feel frightened of some of what I beheld. These days, well-meaning people have taken advantage of the advents in technological progression,…
Seems that the internet deals only in "gold". The last sentence of this post is "gold". http://www.ur-ban.com/blog/2011/02/16/the-internet-is-a-shit-hole/
It's not very reputable. Porn, basically. I've always loved writing out sensual things that involved beastly or monstrous beings. And it took a toll on me. When you delve deeply into something massively questionable, you make both friends and enemies. Same for any artistic venture. I've spent over…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRFIqysSeD4 Link To File in Video: (Wait 5 sec and hit skip) http://adf.ly/qraIl Just follow his instructions, and voila! :D It will work on Windows 7 or 8 32-bit or 64-bit, Windows Vista 32-bit or 64-bit, and both Windows XP 64-bit and Windows XP 32-bit with Service…
I think it's been long proven that I'm utterly wrong where I thought the world of artistry had slowed to a crawl (which, if you take it one way, can sound highly insulting...). Through all people, their inspirations wholly substantial, art lives on, as people of varying stances continue to expound…
So the natural thing with my nephew and my parents is, if it's even REMOTELY extreme - such as (gasp) the kinds of things of the 70s, 80s, and 90s that parents and grandparents USED to not pussy out in an incessant bawfest over - then my now 6-year-old nephew simply isn't allowed to watch it. Rewin…
Why bother to talk about what is and isn't "good" in entertainment when you're desensitized to awe in the first place? "Oh, these are badly done characters", implying you even look up from your mobile device or away from your computer screen long enough to recognize however random and wayward human…
I think the sad thing about the state of religion is, the people of churches like mine, and other people of other sects not related to Protestants, Catholics, or Christians at all, realize the wrongs; the shortcomings of their religions, but still want to be there for the good of all people - the r…
I'm sorry. I meant to say tl;dr "get magically transformed". You can't grasp an ape-like creature evolving into a man, yet you have no problem with a rib becoming a woman... https://twitter.com/HumanSkeptic/status/309700580266360833
Since the job that I recently applied for turned me down based on the verdict of its remote staffing center, I'm going to try to reapply through a partnership today. That way, I might be able to get work based on the favor of the governing authorities of the particular store in question. Wish me lu…
Was called by this new employer again prior to this post, and I went through their staffing center's automated phone service to schedule an interview tomorrow, on the 26th of this month of March! Wish me luck, as well as sure employment! <3
Got called just earlier from the moment of this post, and I'm being forwarded through the hiring process for another place close to home! Now I'm just waiting on a call so they can set up an interview date for me! :D Had to go through a staffing center, so there's more steps here instead of just a…
The job I applied for passed me over 2 days after my interview date, on the 7th. I only recently found this out through my e-mail. You can't win them all.....
I think my job interview of 3-5-15 went well. I'm still waiting on a determination for employment from the store manager, so I've just been loafing around waiting on a phone call to see if I'm approved. It's been a slow 5 days. I've spent most of my time just lying around chatting it up with friend…
After applying twice at the same place I mentioned in my previous journal (they had another opening for the same position just 4 days ago on the 28th of Febuary), I got a phone call today! :D They need some morning help, but I might be able to get scheduled more flexible hours in time. They're an e…
There's no telling just yet, but as of this post I just recently applied for a place near where I live. I have a bit over 7 years of experience for the position I applied for, plus 1 year and some odd months at two other, harder jobs I've worked in the past. It helps to have some experience in what…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Am_eJ0vppWI Those intensive gaming moments where you're sitting down with a good game, and you continually slog through a torrent of losses to come out on top. I freaking LOVE those moments! :D This is what invigorates me about gaming. It's when you buckle down and t…
Though I haven't been posting new writings for a long time, somehow many people viewed my most recent offering regardless. I want to say thank you to those who tune in to see my writings. It really humbles me. I hope you all are warm and well. :D
I'm not of much repute to have written this poem - https://www.weasyl.com/submission/872121/our-days-of-sun-awe-long-since-past When you consider what ends up in my favorites galleries and in my submissions, you wouldn't much take me seriously when I'm talking about making a bright future for our l…
So much intolerance here in my family with my parents and sister. My sister is nicer, but she's as opposed to gays and transgender folks as they are. I wish they could see that they are people too - that they are deserving of warmth and love, like any living creature. I hope that in the future, her…
https://soundcloud.com/fod-steve His chiptunes and game-y music is very refreshing, and often great thinking music with sweeping sections and a lovable, 'sleepy' flow to them. I recommend checking out their Soundcloud for some great chiptunes of a handful of sound technologies (Atari, ZXSpectrum, s…
The PCSX2 PS2 emulator. Proper settings. Proper PERFORMANCE. Emuparadise website with OODLES of PS2 ISOs. Can you say "PARTY LIKE IT'S 2001-2006?" =D <3333333333
Moments before this post, I lucidly dreamt of a small, open space. It was a classroom, and one with a simple, brutal history. Essentially, the students were segregated, and the class was taught from its center. It was a room built on a wooden floor, on fixed together, glossy redwood beams that were…
You gotta love that Amiga feel this music gives. By whatever standard of taste in music, I don't think too many people can deny how beautiful this sounds. The Bejeweled 2 full soundtrack. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GLkrW9kluo I'm not at all a legitimate Amiga fanboy, because my family never h…
I've been very indecisive lately. I'm guessing that because of a new medication I take, it's had me very unmotivated to do much of anything, but the likely culprit is the overall lack of outgoing activity in my life. I'm aiming to change that by trying to get into college next year, and maybe find…
As of this post, I just now dreamed of a beautifully illustrious vore scene involving a creature that was both hydra and chimera, easily swallowing a cherub down a soft, long, fluffily flowing lion-like throat... It was a beast with a strong, part lion part goat body (mostly lion, but with many thr…
Onision video about trypophobia: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgjv8snBgk0 (didn't actually watch this video as of this post). Trypophobia is a fear of holes. Seeing things with far too many little holes in them can make my skin crawl in the extreme. I don't even like looking at beehives. Now you…
Gaaaay. And there's nothing wrong with that since "gay" means "happy". Been looking into this Ferguson stuff. Ugliness all around. I want to delve into some good old retro gaming goodness of the RPG variety, like the great SNES RPGs I never grew up with, like Chrono Trigger, along with the Sega Gen…
I'm one of those many people who got away from the, quote, "nicer" games - most of the stuff of Nintendo. Pokemon, Zelda, and other Nintendo franchises. Even though I'm a huge Sega Genesis fanboy, that fanboyism comes mostly from my love of realistic games. But fact of the matter is, I still love N…
My old PSP 3000's nickname is "Sparkster". My new PSP 3000's nickname is "Axel Gear". Dark Siiide... XD (Rocket Knight Adventures ftw! :D) The old one's screen was cracked even when I first hacked it, but this one is brand spanking new, straight out of the factory. :D Gonna be nice zoning out to Ad…
I don't know what it is about "initially cute" things that set everyone off like a chain reaction of stupidity, but here's my two cents: The new Silent Hill isn't even out yet, and for what the Silent Hill series generally boasts, it's scarier, even though they're ruining it. Never mind Dead Space…
Been resting on and off today, and I keep having this awesome dream that's like Contra mixed with classic Metal Gear Solid, but with a few fantasy-like elements where the boss characters are concerned (some really neat, colorful monster designs) and the full-on, colorful, vibrant 3D stages. It's am…
I'm very sorry for the lack of new stories and poems, everyone. My life has just been a bit of a 'more bumpy' rollercoaster lately, and I haven't been as inspired. Most of my time has been spent either playing things on my now hacked PSP, or playing modded Skyrim on my laptop ("Sands of Time" reall…
Through coin, Skyrim was mine at last. A dozen hours clocked a day. M-rated beast, you are a chore. Why are you deemed a strong mainstay? https://twitter.com/GuzzleMuzzle/status/525857978901995520
https://www.dropbox.com/s/0bsppfjivq9vbmf/2012-10-02%2013.09.30.jpg?dl=0 That's not white rice... <33333 Haven't done this in a grip though.
One reason I haven't had much to post is due to the caveats in some pursuits, writing-wise, and when trying to make one or more points. I don't like the idea of trying to amount to anyone's "hero" or, more extremely, "savior". It takes only so much knowledge to know that the most prolific of person…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VOucGtR07so
Julius: Aim is important. Richter: !!! Jonathan: He has a point, you know. Been hankerin' to get back into "Castlevania: Harmony of Dissonance". Yes, Dissonance, not Despair. Shut up. >=[
"...against Zelda." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GD3VsesSBsw I look at "Epic Fantasy Gaming" this way: I can ARBITRARILY stop "Brown Skinned Bowser 3.12" from "ruining anything" via "griefing 'Peachalina'" ad infinitum, or I can "TRY TO REALITY" and save INSPIRED people who exist in ORGANIC real…
One of a couple of reasons why I haven't been heavy at writing for over a year. For "where I'm inspired", I have the 'dark' Final Fantasy Type-O for PSP to carry some of that, along with my nosalgia for Suikoden 2, the original Final Fantasy Tactics (War of the Lions), and the Metal Gear Solid 1-es…
[Year 2014 conversations] Son: Dad, I recently downloaded...ANYTHING. I wanna support the family by acting a damn fool over it on camera. We'll live like royalty! Dad: ...What the hell did you just say?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRhyHpMUzHk And if you're not so selective a listener of shit then you might be able to, quote, "endure" the entire 26 minutes of this video to actually grasp that. I also thought it was hilarious how in Nintendo's "Tomodachi Life" there isn't even any viability for…
Boy was Sony a bit too gracious designwise when they made the PSP. It reminds me of how the PS2 is designed, sans being much more convenient. It helps even more that I own a PSP 3000 (you could say "3001" since it's from the US). I don't know anything about the variety in PSP CFW cracks beyond the…
I highly recommend "Suikoden" and "Suikoden 2" for the PS1. Part 1 can be found on PSN if you have a PS3, but Part 2 is extremely rare, and isn't on PSN. Great soundtrack, lovable characters, and an amazing story that will surprise you time and again. If you love Fire Emblem, and make it about 80%…
Humor me.
Try roleplaying these implications for yourself. You're 3 years old, and you live in a large, very nice 1-story house with a backyard that, by today's standards and paraphernalia, somewhat, feels to you what a huge, grassy MMORPG setting feels like to a kid of today (perhaps a kid who was lucky eno…
Part of him remembers who he died with. And that part is too weak to sustain cognizance of all he has become. He kills blindly, praying to avenge the mother with whom his bloodlust remains Insatiable. A fun, brief character bio I recently thought up for my darkly angelic character, "The Insatiable…
You forget to draw, write, compose/arrange; craft, for the love of art. It's one thing I've been deeply afraid "about" when thinking to search for art - one thing I've supposed artful people may be forgetting, or ignoring. Of course, I haven't been completely right or wrong. Enough self-reflection…
Year 2040. The US President is a "genderless", "ageless" psychadelic dubstep cat, bringing exclusive treatment to genderless, ageless psychadelic dubstep cats all over America....... The new genderless, ageless, psychadelic dubstep cat president of the United States, exacting ("speciesism"???) raci…
https://i.chzbgr.com/maxW500/7908468992/h504E4D5E/
Far be it from the uploader to have kept the video less than 10 seconds short by just saying "Most modern gamers are impossibly ungrateful", lol. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNnSU43oG_M
(Sorry) ...go here: https://archive.org/ The tl;dr version is, everything that's ever been on the internet in the past can be found on that website. Okay, that's just extreme. But that's the premise. It's an archive with a search engine that lets you look through the internet's vast past history. Y…
In my case, it's writer's block. I think that, in conjunction with my love of games, I have a terrible perspective when it comes to various forms of art. That, or I just have a terrible consumerist mindset. I greatly value art. I value it above many things, even though that may sound weird since ar…
This isn't so broad a topic. We all know that gaming is giant these days. Since very old, very personalized computers (not "PCs", lol...) up to what we have today, and the console gaming that furthered it most (*gasp!*), people have always wanted to throw their weight around in supposing that what…
I always look for it before supposing that I am, in any light, worth someone's time. I don't have much behind me but worlds of both highly popular, moderately popular, and obscure video games. If I was tasked with making it to the other end of "monkey bars" on a child's metal bar playground set, I'…
"Try not to be a cunt today." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVKZdgETQdE It's really that simple. My OCs in both Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen (Aerin) and Dark Souls 1 (Gwen) are women. My OC in Skyrim WAS a woman (Rain Silves), but now he's a kitty (Nigel). Subsequently, my house wasn't blown to Th…
This guy, who did all these guys... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVhvrfmcvLk ...played this role: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOtPpKVpa5Q Never mind that he's also the voice of Chaos in Dissidia. You know, Final Fantasy's version of "Satan"? You have got to be fucking kidding me.....
The soundtrack to a great but little known game called Puzzle Quest: Challenge of the Warlords (the PS2/PSP/PS3 version). All tracks here are extended. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cz1_nsujM-g&index=1&list=PL294209A1D0BCAE99 One of the games me and my sister love dearly, from around the year 200…
Achy all over and very tired, though the fatigue is because of medication. But sickness doesn't help it. Just one of those things that happens to me as the weather starts getting erratic outside. Menthol cough drops and lemon tea..... ;_;
...not implying any strict definition of artistry. I remember all the kindness from many users over at FA from almost 5 years ago. Art is just great. :)
Resting on specific knowledge. Contentedly enjoying any one means to recreation (fun). Mentally absorbed with a small amount of things in a single period in time. Telling that special someone that you love them. <3 Beyond these things there's positive feelings because of superficial things, like ga…
The feeling of having the worst opinions about your own artful work, but very high opinions about everyone else's. The whole "Well, I may have done this, but that person over there did something much different." This isn't much of a topic of discussion. We all know how this feels. It's kinda funny…
Does anyone else fear for the future, or current state, of art? Forgive me if this is just unnecessarily dismal. I may only have this feeling because I've lived in such a boring, uneventful home situation since last winter. Life felt "smaller" where I used to live, and smaller felt better. On the o…
Disgaea and Skyrim. Disgaea and Skyrim. You need to play... ...Disgaea and Skyrim. Note that I didn't say "Dissidia" for all the staunch Final Fantasy haters. Lol. Disgaea is an anime-inspired "isometric view" strategy RPG series that's only marginally like Final Fantasy Tactics and Tactics Ogre: L…
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I'm modding my Skyrim now. :) I don't have many "high end graphics" sandbox games, and I've seen some really cool ones in the recent years. I know most people modded their Skyrims right at launch, XD but I realize that overmodding a sandbox game is "a thing". I only slightly experienced that with t…
This will come off as obtuse to some of you. I'm not exactly the brightest of people. Sorry for the lack of new writings, but one reason I haven't had any to post is because I just haven't been as inspired lately. Add to that the fact that, when it comes down to it, "art" is shifting in new directi…
No, not of the fictitious variety with "gritty" things of science fiction (however more or less believable their implications), but where reality is concerned. The kinds of things that make you fear walking outside.....
Sorry for the lack of updates. I haven't been online much lately. We've had internet this whole time, but I've just been..."falling away" from it all, so to speak. A little depressed, but without good reason ( anyone could easily obtain most of the games I have on my computer, but I have a little u…
What are you all doing to keep busy? In my case, I've been gaming only sparsely, but not writing at all. Hope you're all doing well.
YES! No more failing hard drive and crippling processing time! But it's either just me, or Internet Explorer runs faster than Google Chrome. Several factors could contribute to this. I wonder if having thousands of bookmarks plays into it? Today was a fun morning of helping both another player on P…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7swSaNTLrKs I just love hearing this in Dissidia 012 [duodecim] Final Fantasy's "Labyrinth Mode". I never played FF11, but it's just a great composition. <3
Who would actually welcome more writings from me?
Longplay of both John Morris and Eric Lecarde. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uf5lN435hw Along with the sound effects and music of this Sega Genesis game, I've had several of the sound effects commonly found in many newer Commodore 64 games in mind too, along with Commodore 64 music (I have no id…
I've most recently started gaming heavily on my PS3, mainly in the online modes of my games. Specifically, Resident Evil 5: Gold Edition, and God of War: Ascension, because of their co-op modes! I've made a few friends over PSN because of gaming with others, fighting on the same side in a game towa…
Angrily, I suspected a lot of a certain someone this morning. Then my mouse batteries died, and I went upstairs to replace them. I was still angry. Then the target of my anger implored me not to drink so many sugared beverages because I am a diabetic. The only reason I wanted to mention this is bec…
God is indeed bigger than everyone's problems. In fact he's so infinitely bigger than them that he takes up every last conceivable bit of space that there could ever possibly be for any solutions.
You can thank the Sega Genesis era for mandating that people rate the content in your video games; for largely being the most prominent reason why the ESRB video game ratings system even exists in the first place. Mortal Kombat wasn't alone in the impact it created. Perhaps the bloodless, not-so-ve…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KXL9nJRCm4 Playing video games while on camera and screaming into a microphone will consistently get you 4 million dollars ($4,000,000) richer than pushing carts at Wal-Mart. It... ...is the year 2014.......
Leave a comment, and I'll: 1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your weasyl page for 10 seconds. 2) Tell you a color you remind me of. 3) Tell you my first memory of you. 4) Ask you a question. 5) Tell you something I like about you. 6) Show you my favourite picture from your gal…
Rated Moderate 13+ because kids don't curse on Xbox Live... Too Long; Didn't Read Often, my father opts to distance my nephew from my video games, because... ...if a video game isn't~ "Innocent". ...then a 5-year-old 'shouldn't' play it... ...because, y'know, it isn't already enough for a kid to gr…
I'm hardly here anymore. Just been gaming, which I rarely do (yes...). Give me an idea of what you've been looking for here, and/or what you'd like to see out of me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOwXCs3SB2Y Been playing lots of Dissidia 012 [duodecim] Final Fantasy's "Labyrinth Mode", which is hella fun, but very challenging, just like its "000: Confessions of the Creator - An Untold Tale" story mode. I love my PSP to death. ;3; <333 Even more so since I hav…
I took a long, hard look at myself a few days ago. Suffice to say, I wasn't pleased, and from that point I just opted to put less effort into being overly analytical, and more effort into seeking comfort and, generally, not being such a jerk. Since then I've been gaming heavily. It's high time I st…
(It's the 3000 model.). This morning I tried doing one simple thing to see if it still works: I plugged it into an AC outlet with the new charger I bought several months ago (before my family moved to where I live now), and just tried to turn it on. It came on, but the power indicator doesn't turn…
All logic considered, he doesn't even seem to fit the mold of a true villain. A "badguy", most definitely, but in no way a "villain". He's more of an ominous "gateway" towards your true purpose in life than a vicious "thug" or "sadist" bent on making you suffer. Hell, he's barely even a "badguy". M…
You can find it here! https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/download-master/mcceagdollnkjlogmdckgjakjapmkdjf?hl=en-US If you use Google Chrome, it's an excellent way to mass download files from their direct download links right on the page you're on without having to hover over each link and cl…
Just wanted to keep my two recent journals up front, to give you all a tiny helping of my "Nigel & Chanda" relevant writing, and to display up front for you all several links to ancient computer games of the PC's old "MS-DOS". :) I seriously need to write more, but I'm so sleep deprived that I must…
I admire the pony fandom. There's been enough other speculation around it that I don't need to dissertate much about the pony fandom here, but I'll add my two cents. It's just a great thing that in a world rife with violence and other such dissension, there's a broad range of people from many walks…
I'm gonna be offline for a long while. My family, myself included, is moving to a new, bigger home - the biggest house I'll have ever lived in. I'll be gone from Skype, Yahoo, and here too. Pretty much gone from the internet for a while. I might be back online in less than a few days or a week, if…
