I've gone neutral.

I like the idea of writing more, but I'm not too confident in the pursuit. It boils down to that you either take a break, or come back to the craft and stomach the impressions. You create a reputation for yourself with everything you do, and I've somewhat come out of that mold where I'm obsessively wary of how I am received. Still, the personal dilemmas remain. It's less so about how I am seen, and more so about what I want to propagate.

I think it's safe to say that broad opinions on furries who regularly produce smut have gone by the wayside in comparison to the 1996-to-2013 period of furry art. I blame the times. More going on politically leading to dissent, different atmosphere. People aren't as marinate as they were when I was young - something I've wanted to return to in however feasible a way I can, for therapy's sake. I'm a product of the times I've been younger in.

I think there's equal acceptance between my more so adult works and my more so fantasy-based works, and one sad thing is, I've often blended the two for a result something like out of the 80s-to-2000s period of art where presentations were more so adult than what was let on...which naturally led to the broad fetishism we see in art of all kinds today. I've been in the mode of thinking where I've felt a desire not to do this, but in the same token, it comes to that I'm a rather dirty-minded individual with ideas that border on insane and nightmare fuel. Many artistic folks and enthusiasts of the medium see this as a thing of beauty, and there is no artist who doesn't struggle with the very existence of their own craft. It comes to that I'm not as comfortable with writing how I'm most known to write as I used to be. If I can return to that mindset - that sleepy mentality entrenched in borderline promiscuous breadth mottled in 18th century textual flair, I might just have more to share. I don't think most would mind it.

It helps me greatly to know where the readers, or just those who may be particularly interested in this post, stand on matters like these, if not this immediate one.

All thoughts and opinions are welcome. All of them.