It means I would play video games that I don't like, or games I do like but don't feel like playing, and do it for very long periods of time. Basically old-school obsessive behavior, for the sake of bleeding out my insecurities, and working my brain and motor skills beyond a comfortable limit.

The truth is, it would actually be healthy for me. Too much of things in certain cases can be bad, while at other times, good.

This really shouldn't have to be explained. God, I feel the life-sapping tentacles of this politically correct society draining me of every ounce of the manhood involved in this.

People do shit to cope. Kids play flash games on Newgrounds and in other places to stave off depression. Adults visit gyms to stress their bodies, which in turn bleeds out impurities through sweat and voluntary toil. People fucking do things for the sole purpose of satisfying themselves. Scary, I know.

With good devotion, this could be a great journey.

God these PC culture people are an embarrassment. "Hurr, don't let your kids walk two blocks home, or we'll lock you up in jail!" Fucking disgraceful...