This is massively a side effect of possessing a stark lack of consistent prioritization about myself, but in the matter of where I stand in a world with an overabundance of information readily accessible, I just wish I knew far less, and was largely restricted to a small subset of activities with limited reach. Immediately this sounds like the wish of a fool, but remember: I grew up in much slower times. Some folks from my not-so-distant time may become overwhelmed by what there is to access, and in my own case I would attribute it to how I suffer from greedy tendacies.

On the one hand, I feel overburdened. On the other, it seems I never get enough information. It's a poison concoction that may leave me feeling very, very sad.

It doesn't always register to me as a detriment that I have so much at my fingertips. Oftentimes I feel I'm absorbing things well, but therein lies almost instant fatigue. It's so easy to get tired of something before I've even spend a good deal of quality time with it, on account of that it is always there, as if I were perpetually trapped in a place of endless attractions and outlets screaming for my attention.

A good level of prioritization is in order. It feels less cumbersome when you're sure of your own intentions, but still I feel more at home "gated in", however largely foolish a wish that may be.