Goddamn I'm such a flake. Well, a LOT of shit happened to me in the later part of 2019 to early 2020 (and I do mean shit). First I got crazy hours at work because of the season. Working in am art retail store yanni, it was ok because $15/hr then add like 12-14 hour days for a few weeks really adds…
I dunno what the hell happened. I had goals for myself. I wanted to do more art, write more, and just be involved with the community. But it all fell to pieces. I feel consumed by a shadow. I don't know what kind of shadow it is. A shadow of my former self? A shadow of who I want to be but knowing…
Wow it's been over a year since I've posted? Flip heck. Anyway Life still had been going on. I've entered UNF and so far loving every bit of it but it's been killing my social life. I'm coming back because art has been my stress release and I feel like I do need to come back to my creative side. I…
FINALLY. After all this stress and losing my mind and social life to schoolwork, I am getting something to show for it. I am fucking graduating on Cinco de Mayo. I will have my Associates in Arts and will proceed to UNF for my criminal justice bachelor's degree. I still can't believe it. My life is…
Hey all Things have been hectic lately. School is coming to a close and work has been pushing me to the edge. I can't wait to take my vacation and just do nothing. I'll be moving out next year too. I think a change of scenery will be good for my life. If I'm surrounded by too many things that remin…
At first I was aggravated. My school's servers are absolutely ass and are taking their time in distributing financial aid. Payment is due the 13th. I visit the campus I will be going to for classes to see where the rooms are so i can just go there instead of flailing about on the first day. I had a…
Currently it's 3:00am EST. My grandpop was taken to the hospital earlier technically yesterday at 11pm-ish. He's doing fine now thank god but it was a hell of a scare. Today was a nightmare even without that. I was mocked and griped at for something that is no fault of mine. I broke down in tears a…
You know that phrase when you ramble on and then forget the point you were trying to make? I feel like that's where I'm at right now. I've been planning things, a lot of things. But after putting things in to motion or others nearly complete, i found myself asking "what's the point?". Ten years ago…
Hey everyone. I don't normally do this but this is a friend of mine. His name is Alex and he lives with some shitty parents. Verbally abusive, refuses to get him help for his depression, and absolutely not supportive in his transitioning. He has set up a fundraiser to help him move to Washington wh…
For a little over a week now, my depression and anxiety have been hitting me hard. The good news is that I've scheduled a session with a therapist...the bad news is that it's a few weeks off. I'm failing a class, I've come out as transgender to a few people (most of whom don't talk to me as much an…
Ask me literally anything. I figured i should be semi-active on here. So whaddaya got?
I want to commission someone to do a picture of my and another person's WoW character. Unfortunately I don't know of anyone that is open or does that type of work. If anyone can point me to the right direction I'd be very appreciative
I find this sentiment fascinating. Though that can be applied to almost any "you like x so your opinion doesn't matter" sentence (aside from certain things). I've had this happen to me twice recently and it's just...baffling. To give a tad bit of context, this was on an unrelated fan group. Someone…
Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Joyful Yuletide, and all such others. Hope you all have an interesting New Year ahead
So it's been a bit. I've been semi-active on the forums recently and figured I'd start being active here again. I just want to say that if I had worried anyone with my recent journal and attitude, I'm sorry. I was not in the best state of mind. Things have been hairy in the spring. I've been fighti…
I'm taking an indefinite leave from nearly all online activities. I'm just done with bullshit from every one. You will not find me online. I will not speak to you irl. You will not speak to me irl. I don't care what you have to say. I don't care who you are. You will be ignored.
As maybe...like one or two of you may know, I want to be a forensic tech. Well, to do this, I need to go through two years on the field (basically be a police officer). That is understandable and I am okay with that. Though, this means that I need to work myself out however; I'm about as weak as ca…
No, this isn't some angst "fuck you all" journal, so please hear/read me out before you say what you wanna say. I don't need friends. I really don't. I don't seek them out. They just happen. A person that I see around a lot, more often than not I act friendly to them. Eventually we share interests…
So it's like probably midnight-ish my time and I'm in need of some coffee. I walk to the local Daily's because hell with wasting gas to get there for one, for two i just needed to walk and clear my head. I'm in their gas station area when I hear a random dude talking. Turns out it was to me saying…
So you remember that neat little tree thing I did a while ago for my mom. Well, the good news is that she loved it. The bad news, however is that she's trying to get me to start a service to do murals. Now, as much as I like the IDEA, I am NOWHERE good enough to do murals for pay. I mean, i can pro…
-scratches head- So, I haven't exactly kept up with my art this month. I'd explain why but they're really just excuses. I honestly wish I could've finished them and uploaded but I hadn't. I feel kinda terrible about it honestly. I had some stuff planned for this month but I probably won't upload th…
SO, to enter the law enforcement field, I need to pass a physical exam. No problem right? Well, here's the requirements As part of the physical fitness evaluation, applicants will be required to: Exit the police vehicle and run 50 yards Drag a 165 pound sled 15 yards Run 25 yards to the stair case…
Hey all I've not been uploading much this month and I honestly doubt I'll have the two literary pieces up by the end of my personal time frame. I've been stressed by personal matters and that's really hindered my production. I tend to space out for hours when I'm stressed and before I know it, the…
Today marks the one year anniversary that I've been on Weasyl. confetti Honestly I wish I had more art to share here but...I just don't. I don't feel like going through my DA and copying every single awful piece and dumping it here. I've been there since 2007 and there's just too much. I'll eventua…
Well officially I won't be attending spring term classes because I was too late to catch the A&B session and C&D sessions are few and far between and they've already been taken. However, I will be officially registering with the Phi Theta Kappa society at my school so I'll have more chances at scho…
Hey all! I just want to wish everyone a good Chinese New Year. This is the Year of the Horse so if your sign is a Horse celebrate your year :3 Anyway, I'm pretty satisfied with my completion of January. I know, I know the Year of the Horse picture isn't up but it's done. I just need to scan it and…
Everyone else is doin it. Got anything you want to ask that you don't see? Ask away! What's your real name? Sarah How tall are you? Five foot, three inches What's your natural hair color? Light brown with blonde highlights What's your eye color? Blue What's your orientation? Heterosexual Are you si…
This is more for me to keep tabs on I suppose. I have quite a few personal projects under my belt that are both visual and literary. I'm going to try to be more active in regards to uploading stuff. I want to learn more about art in the process as well. I guess consider this my January 2014 to-do l…
Just a small rant I suppose. When you break up with someone and are on good terms with them, don't text them out of the blue about how you're back together with your ex and comment on how much we're alike after you said before about how fucking crazy she was. Also, don't take cheap shots and act li…
Just a small rant I suppose. When you break up with someone and are on good terms with them, don't text them out of the blue about how you're back together with your ex and comment on how much we're alike after you said before about how fucking crazy she was. Also, don't take cheap shots and act li…
HAY EVERYBODY. I'm doing commissions for this week. Well, until Wednesday at least. That shall be the last day. I do furries AND humans. My prices are as follows: $5 for a simple one character picture b/w inked and ($8 for two characters) $8 for single character colored with no background $10 for t…
