You know that phrase when you ramble on and then forget the point you were trying to make? I feel like that's where I'm at right now. I've been planning things, a lot of things. But after putting things in to motion or others nearly complete, i found myself asking "what's the point?".

Ten years ago, 2005, i had a future planned out.

Five years ago, 2010, it had changed but still remained somewhat the same.

Three years ago, 2012, my plans turned upside down and fucked itself but i kept pursuing what i wanted.

A few months ago, I lost my foresight. When i used to see myself so clearly in a career, who I'm with, or where I'm living, i can't anymore. I can't understand why. I feel like I'm back at the drawing board pre-high school. I'm just going about my business day to day but even though i know where I'm going, i still feel lost.

I had a point. Where did it go?