Hai
I'm Noka
I'm a bad artist
But I'm trying
Enjoy I think

...one of those people who really want to draw a lot. One of those people who self motivate themselves really easely and they would be able to sketch most of the day or at least once a day draw some bigger art, at least fullbody or something like this. I really wish I was one of those people whose digital art is a burning passion, but... I'm instad this lazy, depressed and complitely not motivated guy who don't even have mood to practise. I really wish I could at least have motivation or be more happy or lass depressed, but it's getting worse. Nearly anything makes me happy now and I'm not sure what to do about it. It's hard for me to think possitively and to lately calm down. Lately I'm like that, I often look for things I'll be able to fall in love with and do it as much as I can.
And I REALLY wish it was art. I really want to draw more, I really wish it was my passion, I wish I was able to ANYHOW motivate myself, but I don't know how.
Oh well... Another thing that I need to learn deal with...