going to probably never art again and probably wont be ordering anymore commissions.
my own commissions will be closed till further notice.
im just very upset and hurt right now
loosing a "friend" and being accused of being into child porn (when i vehemently hate the stuff)
has taken its toll.
besides i have to adult now anyway. i have a university diploma in accounting that im very far behind in that i have to finish.
at least my theory was proved.
noone could ever care for me like i would care for and about them.
at least i know i was wasting my time caring for such people.