Me © Me

Hi. It's me in the art today. Not an eevee. It's a self portrait. I'm having a hard time right now. I cried so much last week that I lost my voice, And I've been ill since. Germs took advantage of my stress and invaded. I've not been able to sleep and have been so tired. So... frikken tired but unable to fall asleep. I'm having nightmares when I do, except the one day this week. 

Going online and seeing I have comment replies keeps giving me really bad anxiety right now. Conversation in general kind of has been. It's been making me want to vomit. Noises in general have been making me feel like I'm seeing colors flash in my head. So I can't even distract myself.

Art comment: Mummbling and listening in the head that's actually really loud. The brightness and color in the background is the sound. SO is the streaks. But the streaks are also really bad flashes of memory. Because they're also noisy. My eyes are full of insomnia and nightmares. The form is sopping and thin from feeling ill.