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A fear of losing... by o-kemono

A fear of losing...

o-kemono

"I had a bad dream. It woke me up very quickly, leaving me with a mild cold sweat. It was a dream where I lost one of my personal treasures. I dreamt that I lost it: leaving it behind at a place where I wont be able to get it back, someone stealing it, getting damaged in a fire, torn apart... There was nothing I could do to protect it. In the middle of the night, I hugged my treasure close to me. I pressed it tight against my body, gripping the fabric with a feeling of dread that I would lose it. I've had it for many years, put a lot of emotion and attention into it. I poured so much into it that it became a part of me. If anything would happen to my treasure, a part of me would be damaged or lost. My treasure means a lot to me and many nights, I need it to level my emotions, to calm my nerves, to numb my fears and anxieties.

I had a hard time going back to sleep after those dreams. I hug my treasure close, making sure that nothing will happen to it. I inhale the scent on it, slowly feeling myself becoming calm..."

A fear of losing... © 2012 Alex Cockburn

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    There are some cultures that believe a person's essence or soul can really become part of something deeply personal and special. Not sure what you think about metaphysics or paranormal but it would make sense from that point of view as well. Though some people would say it's silly to be attached to something that much I don't think so. I think it's very valid to feel that way.