Hello, I'm ilbv I live and work in the Big Apple. I Love Dragons and many other wonderful creatures. I love meeting new people and snuggles and hugs, but if you don't like those that's totally cool too.
I also hugely enjoy drawing and writing. I often draw for those I admire a lot <3 and anyone who wants to toss some coins my way.
I have a big heart and I'm a big dreamer.
My Birthday is March 4th.
PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME SINGLE WORD OR SENTANCE NOTES!
I've got to find some other way of dealing with onrushes of these negative bouts of energy. Yeah getting it out on a journal is fine and all, it helps venting and clearing it out of my system, then I go back and look at things the next day and I'm like: "What was I thinking?
The common thing I've seen out of similar times is I feel much better the following morning and like I've had a good rest, clearly a much needed rest. I do not think I would write that kind of stuff if I was more aware of myself in those times of negativity and tired desperation.
The best thing I can do about it I guess is to first of all sleep, and second of all to just keep vent journals to a minimum and try not to make them a regular thing. Thank goodness for people who can slap some reality back into me and address my behavior.
I have all my basic needs looked after, I am lucky to have loyal and strong friends who stand by me even when I am a mess. I have people who want to know me better. I need to be more grateful.
There is nothing I should be complaining about; I don't deserve any of these things and these people are still here, so I need to show some gratitude hardcore and do more positive things to help other people.
Joined 17 February 2013