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"I should of listened to you I'm sorry..!" [Wip Vent Sketch] by Hazel3

"I should of listened to you I'm sorry..!" [Wip Vent Sketch]

Hazel3

"You were just trying to keep me safe..."

I was going to join a game I was invited to and Lucky warned me that I shouldn't get comfortable with people I don't know. but I shrugged it off and didn't listen to her as I thought it was gonna be okay, I thought everything will be fine..until I was bullied for having to do things that were way more important than gaming. I was eating, I need to take my time on food or I'll get an upset stomach. It's very sensitive, I was just trying to look after myself... Self care is more important than some stupid game that could of waited, way more important.. U.U I also needed to try and fix some things with someone, I was tryna solve a few problems before I get back to the game, yet they got mad at me for that, being late, and explaining why I was late. what's weird is that I did actually say "sorry for being late" just as I returned, yet they still threatened me to apologise for being late after, so I didn't. Why? because I already apologised, so I don't need to have to repeat myself. Besides, it's not my fault anyway, I didn't even eat today so I needed to take care of myself, I needed to try fix a few things. More important than some petty game. I decided to leave the game anyway, rather not play with some toxic morons who try to ruin the fun. :/ Lucky was right, these strangers were bad news.. Ú.Ù She's the only one I'm apologising to, because I was too carefree to listen to her at the time, now I know where she was coming from when she warned me about these people :< She didn't seem upset with me tho, I guess I didn't really know any better.. Maybe she knew?

Lucky looks alot bigger than me in this pic because cats in general are alot bigger than fennecs as we're quite small. I'm part kit fox aswell, so I'm not as small I don't think
My physical scars show on this one because on my fursona, sometimes they show, sometimes they don't. It really depends on the situation, but they normally show up on times that could scar me emotionally, like right now probably..
As some of you may or may not know, Lucky represents my trust issues. She's the guardian friend who was just tryna keep me safe from harm <:3 She probably forgives me tho, I think she might of been aware that I didn't know. She's like the caring but overprotective mother I never had, but she doesn't want me to get hurt like before so I can understand why she can be a bit of a bossy bother at times, she does kinda have a point..

If you're not gonna be supportive in any way, don't bother talking to me or interacting with me in any way. I already deal with enough crap as it is.

Also reminder to friends: Thank you all for your support, I really do appreciate it ❤️‍🩹 Don't worry, this post isn't aimed towards you guys, I was bullied again so I kinda needed to vent it out somehow.. again thank you friends for all the support, shoutouts to Wolfypoof, Lucky, Employee205664 and Izzy for being kind, helpful, and supportive. There may of been some other peeps I forgot to add, but if you've helped me too and would like a shoutout too, just say and I will add you and thank you aswell <:3






Please do not steal my character(s)! They belong to me, not you.
Don't add offensive tags cos ya know, it's just unnecessary.. ­ ╮(╯-╰)╭
And please do not criticise! I refuse to be criticised so please accept that.
Oh and don't steal any of my artwork in any sort of way. ‾ʌ‾



Pleease be nice when commenting!
Yep, fanart is welcomed as I truly appreciate gifts! ≧◡≦
Feel free to check out my other works too! I work so hard but it's always fun :3



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Thanks for checking out my works! meep meep! ヽ(◕ヮ◕)ノ

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    I'm sorry to hear you got bullied again. Gosh, I feel like people are just getting worse and worse with all this bullying and harsh behavior! But you're a lot stronger than you think so of course you made it through this one as well and I am proud of you for that! :D

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      I agree, like why can't people just be nice? why is it so hard? they didn't need to make a fuss over me needing to eat, being late, and then politely explaining things, they could of just gave a simple "okay" and moved along. there is more important things in life than gaming y'know! D: /nay
      I appreciate your support tho, I really do <:3 I also apologise that I forgot to check this, but your kindness means alot and I'm thankful for it <=D

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        IKR!? And you're very welcome! ^w^

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          yeah me and my friends once knew some idiots who would choose gaming over friends and ditched us over a stupid game. one of them even had the nerve to call me "bOrInG" all because I didn't have time to play games with them. like hi yes I'm a fun person, people can still be fun without being a gamer, besides there's more important things in life than gaming. games are just a completely optional thing to have and good for when you're bored. but they're never a requirement to live or be a fun person even. like doesn't partying and travelling to fun places already make you fun? even if you don't get to do it enough, even just simply liking these things alot can make you fun. besides i think a person looks way more fun when they take part in fun activities like playing party games instead of sitting on their bums and playing violent games. i mean i don't like nor play war violent shooters, too scary for me... i prefer rpgs and platform games. sadly some people who play violent games become aggressive and toxic, i know alot of people like that :< not saying everyone tho, like you seem fine dw! but it can be bad for alot of other people with the rare exception of a few people that actually helps them let off steam. i actually like to call fortnite "fartnite" cos it's overrated as heck XD but yeah just because i'm a laidback and timid person doesn't mean i'm "not fun". honey i am the definition of fun.. ¬w¬ /nay i think people expect too much from me. they believe in too much of their fictional little fantasy that i'm a "crazy hyper energetic extrovert" only to never believe the truth i try to tell them. I'm not an energetic person and i'm not crazy hyper all the time. sure Cody is, but not me. and sure I can be extroverted sometimes, but people need to understand that I'm not always an extrovert, infact I'm actually an ambivert. I'm ambiverted because I'm constantly switching from introvert to extrovert and vice versa depending on the situation. so I'm actually half introvert and half extrovert, but noooo people don't want to believe that. people don't want to believe I'm really a calm and laidback person. they're too busy in their own little beliefs that I'm like "ZOMG HYPER ENERGETIC YAYAYAYA" ⬅ I mean if I was then you would see my typing like that alot, but I don't because while I can be a jolly and jokey person at times, I'm actually very chilled alot of the time. sure I get hyper occasionally, but I'm not like this alot, just sometimes if I'm very delighted about something I may get like this. Those are just some reasons of part of why I'm a very misunderstood person, so friends like you guys, I really do appreciate it when you actually take the time to understand me unlike other people who fail to <:3 but yeah remember I mentioned that person who had the nerve to call me "boring" one time? they also didn't like it that I was an artist and didn't like how I would rather draw than play games all the time. real friends never do this, real friends are supportive no matter what. I actually find drawing and project making way more rewarding than gaming, cos you get to be proud of the finish product and even better, you get to keep it and use it for anything you like :D and I've been drawing since 2 years old and loved it ever since. anyway they were mad because I was too busy in life to be playing games all the time, so I actually stood up to them and well, I actually really annoyed them at the time lol XDD but hey, I was done with them anyway so I blocked them before they even got the chance to attack me any further. friends are suppose to be respectful and supportive, not call you names whenever they get mad at you for not getting their way. /nay sorry for the sudden huge message btw, sometimes I have alot to say.. ^-^; but if I came off mean or direct, it wasn't at you or your interests dw, sorry if it came off "insulting" or anything, I did not mean for it to come off that way hhhhh

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            Exactly!! Geez, some people, amirite?! >_<

            And lmao, fartnight! That's a really good one haha! XD x3

            And you're absolutely right about true friends! They certainly wouldn't call you names and they would only offer you constructive criticism if they noticed something about you that concerns them or worries them, and they'd tell you because they're your true friend and want to see you being at your best, (from personal experience but of course that could totally be different for you and that's more than okay because our experiences with people and friends are all different and just as valid! ^w^)! They wouldn't call you names or do or say other mean crap like that! I used to be a really big gamer but eh, it's not really one of my interests anymore except for Resident Evil but it used to be more than just RE. I've discovered other hobbies now that bring me a lot of joy such as animal and plant photography! I really like printing out pictures I've taken and then laminating them, and then pasting them into scrapbooks! It's super fun and I have scrapbooks for many things such as animal photos I've taken too! I don't care if people think scrapbooks and having fun with markers, crayons, and glue, etc. is for kids! I love it and I don't care what others think! And I'm glad to hear that you're exactly the same in that you stand up for yourself and don't care what others think! You know who to stick with and who to avoid and those are good traits to have! :D

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              lol thanks X3 fartnite still makes me laugh XDD I also call my stalker Emeraldiarse-the-shitty XDDDD how do I come up with these names lol
              speaking of farts, I actually still find fart jokes hilarious lol X3 I don't like the gross gas stench skunk spray and the creepy fetish, the only thing I find funny is the sound, I think family guy does the best fart jokes tbh XDD

              hmm thing is.. criticism isn't really for everyone :< not everyone likes it or needs criticism, and that's okay <:3 i'm not saying you do this, but i've seen some people act like criticism is "such a rEqUiReMeNt" and act like it's the "OnLy WaY tO iMpRoVe" when it isn't. I don't really like when people criticise me or my creations, because it doesn't really help me at all and only makes me feel bad about myself and my creations :< it's like bullying, it brings me down on who i am and what i do D: i'm not saying criticism is like that for everyone, some people love to be criticised, but I hate it. I always get nagged to change my character's design, make them not cute, or get nitpicked about all the flaws I have such as being forgetful when I can't even help having bad memory. art is like people. like art, nobody is perfect, we all have flaws. it's natural. D: I find I can improve by myself without criticism anyway, I don't really need it to survive or anything. like there are so many ways to improve without criticism, like for art, there is practice, tips and tricks, advice, tutorials, ideas, references, etc, etc, etc. see there are so many ways, yet critics are dumb enough not to realise that D: none of this is at you or anything don't worry, I'm not saying you do all that or anything, just saying what other people do.
              it's kinda harassment how other people force criticism on people who clearly don't need it. criticism is hurtful, not helpful, and can actually make some people worse instead of better. but again this ain't at you or anything, but more at the idiots who don't seem to understand what harm criticism can really do to alot of people, and how people can improve without it. even some so called "advice" and criticism is really bad and brainwashed some people. like saying the way they draw is "bad" and that they have to draw a different way or their art "wont be good" as they claim. like people have been brainwashed to change their style, when their style is just fine. we don't all have to draw boring realistic uncute drawings, some of us like being a cartoonist, an anime artist, or a chibi artist, and that's okay! again none of this is aimed at you or anything dw! sorry if i came off direct or anything but it ain't at you and I hope you understand <:3 it's okay if people like to be criticised, just as long as they don't force it on others who don't you see? but I'm not saying you do this dw! /nmu /nh /dkm /js

              yeah I too am less of a gamer now aswell ^-^; I played games probably too much because life was boring and my family was boring, so I didn't really have much to do as I was stuck in the house alot because my parents wouldn't take me to anywhere fun. heck they were so boring they didn't even like funfairs! like how boring is that? very i'd say! funfairs are great, I love them and I'm so glad I get to go to them again! but yeah I only watched media and played games alot as a kid and teen because life was really dull and boring at the time, so having media like this was like escaping the boring reality and entering fun colourful cartoon video game land. I became less of a gamer after 2016 because I discovered my love for creating ocs as 2017 was the year I discovered ocs and the furry fandom, so therefore, I became a furry and an oc mum ^-^ but that so called "friend" didn't approve of that so I'm glad I stood up to them because they were toxic. ocs became my special interest so I was happy to appreciate my other hobbies more besides gaming ^-^ my characters and fursonas are the reason I started drawing, sewing, and animating more and I'm happy about that ^w^ also now that I've got my own house, I'll get to go out and travel more which makes me really happy especially! :D

              yeah who cares if the things we enjoy are "too kiddie" or "childish"? growing up is for normies. being a grownup is boring. normal is boring. I agree with Patrick Star
              If the things I like are too kiddie like then I rather be a kid if it means I get to enjoy little one's shows, kid shows, toys, plushies, bubbles, playtents, pillow/blankie forts, candies, play parks, play pretend/make believe, having imaginary friends, funfairs, toy shops, games, dressing up all cute and colourful, actual fun parties that are not the boring grownup so called "parties" where you just stand around doing nothing but talk and drink. If being a grownup means I can't get away with having fun like that then maybe I don't wanna be a grownup anymore. U.U /nay

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                Oh yeah! I completely agree with you! I also am not the biggest fan of criticism, and when I was a lot younger, I often felt like crying and I had a really hard time responding well to criticism, due to how sensitive I was and sometimes still am, and I definitely gotta say I've gotten a lot better at handling criticism and I do feel like I'm a little less sensitive, but still, not a big fan of criticism either way, especially when you never asked for it in the first place! I've seen many times where people would offer criticism, constructive or otherwise, when the OP/person who originally posted never even asked to be criticized in the first place, so I totally understand what you mean and how you feel!

                That's amazing news and yeah, forget about that "friend"! You did the right thing and I'm honestly super happy for you!! :D I think I started becoming less of a gamer as well once I joined the furry fandom and started becoming quite obsessed with designing fursonas for the characters I love, or just making new OCs! It's so addictive, ngl! x3

                You took the words right outta my mouth! Couldn't agree more! We shall pay no mind to those who think or say we're "childish"! UwU

                I, too, would rather be a kid than do all the boring stuff that normal adults consider, well..."Normal". I say boooooriiiiing to that!! LOL! XD

                No but for real, adulting and adult life suck if you play along with how all the regular normal adults play the "adulting game" :P

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                  I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels the same way about criticism, I've had people try to force me into criticism despite the fact I already told them I don't need it. I went ahead and blocked these idiots when they wouldn't listened to me and wanted to criticise me so badly. well too bad! you don't get to. :) keep your filthy words to yourself. /nay stupid critics. even had some losers who didn't even bother asking, just went ahead and criticised right away when I clearly had warnings everywhere of saying NOT to. when people do that, I like to roast them and straight up insult them, then block before they even get a chance to attack/criticise me again lol. no one cares about their stupid opinion of what me and my art "should" and "shouldn't" be. they can keep their stupid opinions back in their arse where it came from. XD I'm glad you understand tho <:3 I appreciate your support and I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels this way!

                  Thank you :3 I agree, I love making ocs ^w^ I still wanna work on my series for them :D so far I just have the Ask OCs series which a new issue only releases when the community gives them a question to answer. It's still open if you're interested! ^-^ https://www.weasyl.com/submissions/hazel3?folderid=111218
                  oc and universe creation are a huge special interest of mine, I love it and could infodump about it all day if I could! 💖

                  Yeah! If people call us weird and call us a kid well you know what I say? good! because I like being a weird kid, it's who i am and makes me happy! :D that's why I take it as a compliment and go "thanks! :3" when people call me weird lol
                  cos normal is boring, weird is unique! ^-^ and yeah i totally agree! adult magazines? boooriing! adult books? blegh! >XP adult parties where you just..stand around...talking...drinking..that's it... well I say boo to that! boooooo... 😑👎kid magazines are way better! they got tons better stuff, better than boring news, gossip and celebrities, they got activities! stories! comics! free toys! and kids books are not waayy too long and usually have nice fun pictures! plus who doesn't love a nice calm interesting bedtime story? I miss those! I wish I could have a bedtime story and a hot choccy before bed.. ^-^ oh and childlike parties, WAY better! way more fun! actual dancing now that's partying! plus party games, balloons, and freeee fooood! :D some parties even have a clown! I would love to go to a party that has a funny clown X3 these types of parties should be for everyone! clowns included!

                  clowns don't all have to be scary for adult enjoyment, i don't even like scary clowns anyway. I like the funny harmless ones you get ^-^ and the soft pastel ones that younger children like babies like are sweet too :3 I'm not super into clowns tho, just some I like :3 i like how some have a circus funfair theme to it ^-^ speaking of which, have you ever seen the first ever video I ever saw on youtube? I laughed so much as a kid that I remember I couldn't breathe from all that laughter XD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ssh71hePR8Q&pp=ygUIbWNyb2xsJ2Q%3D

                  but yeah I don't like adulting either :< I just wanna go in my playtent and hide from all my responsibilities.. i wanna be a kid and be myself, I've actually wanted to play make believe for a while now. I should make time for it! I wanna play adventure where I save the day and save the good guys from the evil monsters known as the haters. and then, the good guys always win in the end! justice! >:3

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                    Haha! You're so right! XD People should seriously respect others' wishes!

                    Oh, cool! I just went ahead and posted questions for Lavender! :3

                    And ikrrrr?! I love OC/character and universe creation as well, and it's something that's soooo addicting! Totally gotta agree with ya! :D

                    You yet again took the words right outta my mouth! Kid stuff for da win! x3

                    LOOOOOL! That video is indeed hilarious! XD And yeah, I agree! I personally think clowns have become too stereotyped. Stereotyped in a way that usually makes them scary or creepy, and it's kinda dumb tbh because when I was a kid and much younger, there was a lot less scary clowns then there are today imo! I remember my mom used to dress up as a clown once for an event and she was a nice and sweet clown! Not like the scary ones you see in horror movies and stuff like that nowadays! I wish people would focus more on the fact that not all clowns have to be scary or stereotyped! >_< But yeah, that's just my opinion, though! ^w^

                    Niiiiiice! I say go for it and don't let anyone stop you! >:3

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                      I totally agree! if people wouldn't like their boundaries crossed then don't cross mine. simples. :) /nay
                      ooh cool! It's been forever since the asks had a question ^w^ I'll be sure to check it out soon! though answers may be delayed due to my birthday, halloween, and xmas, that and I tend to take longer to complete art that is comics, so I hope that's okay with you!

                      Is it your special interest too? :DD hey lets infodump XD I may not have much interest in resident evil but I still like my friend's characters! ^-^ my ocs have their own universe they live in too :D the group Waffle Stars which is the main characters, they live in a very cozy homely looking town called oakville! there are other places too, like alot of characters live in a magical city called crystalness! this is the place mages visit if they want to go to the crystalness magic school to study :3 but then there's more >=D i could talk about my ocs and their universe all day lol XDDD

                      I actually mcroll people alot XDD like I'm totally done with toyhouse, so I replaced all my social links with a mcroll prank XDDD I even mcroll'd everyone on twitter and weasyl that I have a deviantart and i gave them my new profile link which is actually me who mcroll'd them XDDDD my twitter one was this year's april fools prank but you can actually still find it on my weasyl lol X3
                      wait! i actually also have it on my twitter profile/about XDD I did that on twitter and toyhouse cos it's to trick the stalkers from trying to stalk me further lol. also who even has a deviantart these days? that site is ruuubbiiiiish! XD deviantart and 4chan is really just another kiwifarms when you think about it. =P as for weasyl having that mcroll prank, i just put it there for jokes and funnies X3

                      I actually like mcroll better than rickroll, it's even funnier and ofcourse, who doesn't love mcdonalds? I love how it's just 5 minutes of pure RANdomness, get it? XD cos japanese Ronald says ran ran ruu lol X3 here's one of my favourite mcroll'd videos X3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcEOsDT0is8 yes there is alot of different versions lol, this was also one of the first videos i ever seen on youtube X3 this was back when youtube use to be good and you got alot of good comedy videos such as the lazer collection, doctor octagonapus, mcroll'd, and ofcourse..youtube poops! can't forget ytps X3 they're too funny lol XDDD

                      videos use to be made for fun and enjoyment, now it's all of this stupid "like subscribe bell" crap and videos are now made for money and fame instead of actually for fun, laughter, and enjoyment. the old youtube was great, it was way better for this reason, plus channels were waaaayy more customisable back then too! now they're plain boring. thankfully vidlii has brought back some nostalgia the old youtube had, but I would avoid making an account and posting there because it's infested by antifurs and there's literally no rule against harassment. i haven't been harassed yet, but i don't wanna risk it. so I don't post there nor mention I'm a furry there, just for safety 'n' all..

                      yeah I hate now that clowns today are now scary and that that's the first thing people think of when it comes to clowns. D: People need to bring back the actual funny in clowns. I'm okay with sad clowns and I do like the soft pastel "babyish" clowns, but there needs to be less scary clowns as clowns are suppose to be funny. I don't like horror, I prefer comedy. and I'd rather if people stop turning comedy into horror all the time.. :/ not saying you are, dw!

                      people need to leave kids stuff alone and stop making them into horrors. btw this is at the people who do this shit: leave Winnie The Pooh alone, leave Banana Splits alone, leave Scooby Doo alone, leave clowns alone, leave ice cream trucks alone, leave toys/dollies alone, and most of all, leave kids stuff in general alone. you're ruining people's childhoods by ruining their favourite characters. one day a little kid is gonna come across that horrible Winnie the pooh horror and be scarred for life and not even want anything to do with the cartoon anymore. you don't want kids to experience that, so keep your nasty horror crap to yourselves. use your own characters instead, not take some harmless thing kids enjoy and ruin it for everyone.
                      We don't need a Winnie the pooh horror and we don't need that racist Velma cartoon, like they literally blackwashed Velma and Shaggy, blackwashing is racism. it's just as bad as whitewashing. it's disgusting. I also don't like the crappy live action remake of little mermaid, they didn't have to blackwash Ariel and we don't really need those boring live action remakes. why can't kids things stay innocent? adults can still like kids things too you know.. /nay none of this is at you dw! this is at the people who horrorfy perfectly harmless kids things when we don't even need to do that.
                      if you want to make a more grownup version of a kid thing, keep the vibes it still has. if it's a comedy, let it stay a comedy. if the characters are cute, let them stay adorable. you can still make a version of a media that's more for older audiences, like maybe a little one's show had another version for older kids where suddenly violence is included to make it more interesting, like how Spiderman has a some media for kids, older peeps like teens, and even little ones.
                      or maybe it's a bit like digimon how there's the kid version of the show but there's also another digimon show, same thing but this time one for adults cos that one has suggestiveness. see? many ways you can still keep the show's same old good vibes without ruining it. obviously Velma ruined it with their needless gore and racism tho, but nobody likes the velma show anyway. i'm okay with lgbt since Velma was actually suppose to be queer all this time, but the racism isn't needed, neither is the gore, completely changing (more like replacing) Shaggy, and removing the most lovable character of all: Scooby Doo
                      again none of this is aimed towards you dw! just saying to them that there are many ways to branch out to more audience without ruining the media completely.

                      I too am tryna branch out while making sure that the characters and series still remains funny, cute, and lovable. I even hope to make spanish versions too! your mum sounds like a nice clown tho :3 I would love to go to a circus one day, I never really been to one before though luckily there are circuses and fairgrounds every summertime ^-^ maybe I'll get to go to one next summer ^w^ loved the fairgrounds tho, they were tons of fun! :D they make me feel like a kid again X3 I like the funhouses, teacup rides, and ferris wheels :D oh and winning a prize is great too X3

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                        Hey, no worries! Take all the time you need! ^w^

                        I definitely think it's a special interest of mine as well, yes!! x3 And that's soooo cool! Thanks for sharing! :D And no worries, it's totally okay if you're not that big of a fan or familiar with Resident Evil! ^^ Aoi, before she got her Dutch Angel Dragon fursona, was originally my fanmade version of the original Aoi from Yandere Simulator, and I simply named her Fanon Aoi! So Aoi originally started out as a human which I loved using as my OC since she was a completely fanmade version when it comes to personality and backstory! Then when I showed an interest in furry and joined the fandom, I gave her the Dutch Angel Dragon fursona that everyone knows and loves aka Aoi the Dutchie! :3

                        Now, though, Aoi's a full Resident Evil Village OC and I recently uploaded her brand new backstory as well! I mean, I definitely think character writing and creation has gotta be a special interest of mine because I literally came up with the new story in no time, and I'm so heckin' proud of myself! x3

                        Looool! Very good one! XD And I do use DA still and it's honestly one of my favorite sites to use but I guess that's because I run my own family friendly/SFW furry space/group on there so I guess that's why using that platform sucks a little less because of it! I think personally because of it, I haven't really come across anything too awful or disturbing, etc. since it looks like I really managed to make it into a safe space for myself somehow, haha! ^^ But hey, no worries! It's totally fine if you hate that site! Ngl, I totally understand why a lot of people hated it! Before I became a furry, my DA profile used to be non-furry related and I wasn't really all too familiar with using the site so that meant I've seen quite a lot of nasty stuff but years and years ago! :>

                        I never really liked the rickroll, tbh! I agree with you, I think the Mcroll is a lot better and IKRRRR?! I absolutely LOVE McDonald's! Also, I sometimes still get Happy Meals and I don't care if anyone thinks I'm too old for one or thinks it's childish! UwU >:3

                        I definitely agree with you on that as well! Nowadays, it's all about clicks, fame, views, and money! Also, lots of clickbait and nasty videos where people bully or harass others just for "a fun video"! BOOOOO!! Heck off with that crap! And I could go on and on about how a lot of videos suck nowadays! :( I know what you mean! I've been on VidLii before and even had an account on there but never mentioned I was a furry on there either, and neither did I upload any furry content on there whatsoever! I had a feeling that there was potentially a lot of antifurs or furry harassers out there on that platform, and I guess I was right! :( I no longer use VidLii because eventually, I noticed the trolling and troll accounts grew in capacity and I simply just didn't feel safe on there anymore.

                        No worries, I totally get and understand you! Not to mention, totally agree with you on this as well regarding clowns! >_<

                        Honestly, it seems like our thought process has a lot in common! Totally agree with you! When I first saw they planned on making this Winnie the Pooh horror movie, I nearly flipped my lid! Like why would anyone do that?! WHY? Seriously, why? It's just sooooo dumb! And not to mention, I also think it's highly disrespectful towards the original Pooh and completely ruins everything about it! It's like all the kids movies and shows and stuff is getting all these "remakes" or whatever, and they're always far from the original, or they have to change characters from white to black and vice versa! Like you said, absolute racism! It's really mind baffling to me and something I really don't like! Same thing with the kids toys and stuff. A lot of it gets used for horror stuff, like dolls! Or children's songs getting used in horror movies and turned into a really creepy version of the song, etc.! Totally not cool! So yes, I totally understand what you mean and fully agree! >w<

                        My mom is very nice and sweet indeed, and sounds like tons of fun! I really hope you get to go to one next summer! :D

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                          I am truly delighted to hear that we share the same special interests! 💖 and that's okay, every oc and and universe must start somewhere ^-^ I shouldn't say this I know, but I guess the only thing you can thank yandere simulator for is the existence of many of your characters, since Aoi, Amai and friends wouldn't of been here if it wasn't for the game. That and it use to bring you joy, and happiness is an important thing to have :3 I'm not saying I like yandere simulator and not saying you should like it, but even I find myself thanking enemies for introducing me to their friends, new interests, and new hobbies, because if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't of met some really amazing people or found out about some really cool things :3 I still don't care about my enemies and have zero trust, respect, and fucks about them, but the kindness in me has lead me to be thankful for the things they have introduced me to. they also helped me learn how to stand up to them and defend myself against them, so i guess haters really do come in handy after all, heh XD that and you can dab on them too lol

                          I never even knew what an oc was until 2016 when I got Izzy for free, I noticed there was freebies being offered, I didn't know what an oc was, I didn't even know what adoptables even were either. but I thought I'd give it a go and make the most of this moment while it's still here. Izzy was originally a free adopt I got and I'm glad I got him because he helped me learn what ocs were and all the amazing kinds of things you can do with them 💛 his design is now original because i changed his design completely, but before that horrible roleplay i was dragged into, i was discovering what ocs were with Izzy and was tryna see if i can find ways to develop this new character. originally he was gonna be timid like Zack, but now he's kind and comforting ^-^ still a bit shy tho, but he's a real sweetie like Zack is :3

                          before I had ocs, I would just draw random animals, mainly foxes. I also made art for my virtual pet site that I use to own so there's that too

                          I also learned that characters like your's are what's known as an fc! which is short for fan character! :D since Aoi and friends belong in the resident evil universe and are pretty much characters there, they are a type of original character called a fan character ^w^ or for short, a type of oc called an fc :3 kinda like how my flareon is a fan character and my miis are too :D you get alot of sonic, pokemon, and mlp fcs alot too ^w^ they are possibly the most common type :3 there are also mario and spongebob fcs too X3
                          although the axolotl characters are cute, unfortunately they don't fit well in bikini bottom or under the sea in general. this is because axolotls are fresh water creatures who prefer rivers and lakes, not salt water creatures who prefer the sea and the ocean. heh, I think if I was in the spongebob universe, I'd be just like Sandy X3 except i'd be a very timid desert fox who's afraid of jellyfish <:3 I bet Spongebob and I could be friends tho X3 maybe even Sandy would like to meet a fellow land critter ^w^ gal pals?? =D

                          writing stories is alotta fun! I recently got really good at it during and after the making of Alfie's Backstory :D I'm working on a super long but epic story right now and I should hopefully get it ready for halloween! X3


                          yeahh be careful :< I sorta fell in the same trap when I was on deviantart, I was blinded by the light for so long until people started making smear campaigns over the fact they fell out with me and went apeshit because I tried to defend myself. you wont believe how many rants, callouts, and so called "bewares" there are on innocent and not so innocent people. i mean posts who just bring awareness is okay, but smear campaigns ain't cool. like for example, an actual beware of "hi please watch out for this art thief, they have stolen works from my friend(s)" with screenshots, honesty, and evidence, that kind of thing to bring awareness is okay. but things like "GRR EVERYBODY HATE ON THIS PERSON CUZ THEY'RE A RACIST SEXIST FATIST FASCIST AGEIST ABLEIST FREEEEK!! GET THEM!! GET THEM!! THEY STOOD UP TO ME, SO KILL THEM!!!11!11 MAKES KILL ART AND HATE ART OF THEIR VICTIM'S SONA" ..obviously not cool lol. that and false evidence too such as lying. even if a screenshot is real, alot of the manipulators will make a fake fictional little fairytale about it about how the defender is an "attacker" and how much of a "villain" and "monster" they are while the manipulator cries victim and hints for people to gang up on the so called "villain" who actually turns out to be innocent.

                          i think this kind of thing is not only smear campaigning, but it is also cancel culture, and there is alot of that on deviantart. stand up to an attacker once? boom. you get rant posts from the manipulators and their flying monkeys. I've also seen some people being called out for harmlessly being a nsfw artist and kinkshaming them over harmless adult things they enjoy. like if they don't like it, they don't have to see it, there's clearly no need to be a jerk over other people's interests, even if they are a bit blegh. /nsy like I really hate the fart fetish, skunk spray, scat, watersports, messy diapers, and guro/gore it's gross but I keep it to myself, as long as people aren't shoving it down my throat and trying to fetishize my characters in that way. but anyone who posts unfiltered, uncensored guro/gore, it's an instant block for them. use your darn ratings! nobody wants to see your disgusting guts except for people who love that crap. not you, but at the creeps who don't even censor their stupid gore. /nmay

                          there's also a risk of getting doxxed and hacked on deviantart too, it happens alot more commonly on there and kiwifarms, so please be careful D: no offense, not saying you shouldn't like deviantart, but there can be alot of heartless monsters on there, so I just wanted to warn you incase you end up in the same fate as i did :< at least you enjoy your group tho! maybe you might be able to back it up somewhere if anything ever did happen to your deviantart, or you had second thoughts about it like I did. ngl when I receive notifications on weasyl and characterhub I'm like "oooo! (◕△◕✿)" but when I received any on deviantart, youtube, and toyhouse i'm like "oh crap, what now.. >.<" I think it's due to different types of experiences on different places, good ones and bad ones


                          yissss happy meals! I miss their old toys tho, the 90's and early 00's happy meals where so much better QwQ you get the hamtaro plushies, actual video games of sonic, and my favourite of all.. The Dog! I reeeeally loved dogs as a kid so i was really happy with The Dog happy meals X3 they were cute little dog plushies with an attached 2 in 1 collar and keychain! you can put it around its neck to be a dog collar, but you can take it off and it becomes a keyring. those were great! I had a black lab one but I'm not sure where it went :< The Dog was so loved and popular that they released it the second time! and I still have my papillion up to this day and I still love it 💜 had the papillion since when I was a smol child ^-^ here this is what we use to get when I was a kid: https://twitter.com/NostalgiaFolder/status/1695087635708998012

                          I also love this meme about mcdonalds happy meal toys aswell, it's sadly accurate and true https://twitter.com/nivenethan/status/1695611791085359262 luckily ebay sometimes sells some good old vintage happy meal toys UwU mcdonalds needs to bring back toys like these. they need to bring back the fast food play areas I use to love, they need to bring back the Ronald McDonald benches where you get to sit with a Ronald statue (those woulda made some really good photos!) and they need to bring out Ronald and friends more instead of the erm..walking happy meal box? what happened to Ronald, Hamburglar, Grimace, and Birdie? couldn't that happy meal box join them? maybe Ronald and his crew would magically be able to fit inside the happymeal box like how lots of clowns get to squeeze into a little tiny car? that would be a fun idea X3 I think the japanese Ronald is my favourite one tho, not just cos of mcroll'd memories, but cos he seems alot less creepy from the western one. I do like the cartoons of him on the mcdonalds balloons tho! those were so cute, they need to use him in that art style more! my parents didn't like me bringing home balloons cos they're boring old farts. but I love balloons, my favourite thing to do with them is bounce them around and play "don't let it hit the ground or it's game over!" XD good exercise and fun with friends!

                          I actually don't blame you for disliking rickroll, the song is meh, getting bored of hearing it alot. but the joke is getting kinda old y'know? but I think I might know a version you might like.. XDDDD nEvEr GoNnA hIt ThOsE nOtEs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXMskKTw3Bc but yis, mcroll'd is superior when it comes to rickrolling XD


                          jokes aside, you are definitely gonna hate vidlii for this and I don't trust them either, but on the rules page, they said you can contact staff for help, but one of the staff is a literal pedophile and their username is..both disturbing and disgusting... anyone who's into loli, shota, and/or cub are pedophiles, it doesn't matter if it's fictional or not, incest and pedophillia is wrong. incest is as bad as pedophillia and both incestos and pedos make stupid excuses of "oh but the child is hundreds of years old duyyy DOYYY FAAART" or, or "oh but it's fictional sO iT's OkAy SHITS THEIR PANTS" excuse me but fuck off?? not you, them. -_- /nmay

                          fictional or not, it's never okay. and just because a species like a kitsune is many many years old and is literally still a child, doesn't mean it's okay. some kitsunes live for thousands of years old. like for example, yes maybe one might be 21 in kitsune years, but they might still be only a few years old in human years, so they would still be a fox pup then. i'm not saying all kitsunes are like this, but those creeps have been trying to take advantage of species like dragons and kitsunes who live for thousands of years and use them as their stupid excuses for pedophillia. they did the same thing to dinosaurs aswell, there is sadly alot of horrible fanart of the land before time, and it is suppose to be a kids movie D: but they make stupid excuses of "oh but Littlefoot is thousands of years old anyway" just because he came from the ancient past times, but even then, he is still a kid and so are many of his friends.

                          fictional or not, incest and pedophillia is never okay and nothing can ever excuse such horrible behaviour. even god doesn't like pedophiles, blegh! sorry for suddenly ranting, it's just I'm very against it all, especially after falling victim to it several times as a child. i couldn't grab evidence because i was that young, i didn't know any better besides it was over a decade ago anyway, i might of not even known what screenshots where or how to even create one cos i was new to computers. I've been on the internet for almost 2 decades now


                          I agree about the whole youtube thing. bullying someone for entertainment? yeah piss off. find something better to do in your life..if you even have one. =P /nay even once came across this one no life loser who decided to dig up some old drama and was literally like "oh but i kno this happen yeerz ago butt letz bring it up agin fart lets stir up sum moar drama duyy duhhh dooyy-FART!" listen.. what's in the past, stays in the past. it's there for a reason, the past is the past. end of story. /nay

                          yeah! the new velma and winnie the pooh horrors are offensive to their original creators and very disrespectful to them. I hope nobody ever makes my series into a nasty old horror, not even when I die. my series is already gonna have some spooky halloween episodes, isn't that enough?? can't they stick with that? oh let me guess.. ¬.¬ they gonna ruin other innocent shows next? they even ruined teletubbies with this slendytubbies crap, even at school i harmlessly said that i like to play hide and seek, and someone thought that was "scary" like wtf?? children's games are horror now? leave us alone. leave our games and media alone. let us enjoy kids stuff without having to worry about any of that stupid horror shite. i also hate it when horror media uses "wholesome" and "pleasant" titles for something completely unrelated, like happy tree friends, happy wheels, happy sugar life, and happy fun time. like why can't they go for more accurate titles like "gory roadkills" or "slaughter slay" or "brutally dead". it's not that hard to think of a more accurate title, besides it's kinda mean to mislead someone to think ohh this sounds cute and then realise there's actually nothing cute about it. gore ain't cute one single bit, it's ew.

                          also thanks I hope so too :3 sorry this was long! I have alot to say <:3 sometimes I don't realise I go into a bit of a rant, whoops.. ^w^; but don't worry, if i was mean, it wasn't at you, and if you liked any of the things then i'm sorry if i accidently hurted you in any way, I didn't mean to or anything

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                            You're honestly very right about that! I definitely do thank Yandere Simulator for the characters I've created and also the really close friends I've met from that community! :D

                            Oh, I see! That's really cool! Thanks for telling me about fcs, and for telling me about Axolotls as well! They are certainly very interesting and cool creatures! Though personally, I don't have any connection to them like I do with cats or fictional creatures such as dragons! :P

                            Yeah, no worries! I totally understand what you mean! I see a looooot of callout posts and expose posts, etc.! Heck, a long time ago, someone even made one on me lol! Though it was quickly debunked because I had zero anything to do with it and it looks like that person may have mistaken me for someone else, though I'm not sure how you could mistake me for any different Aoi! xP They created MMD stuff, I believe, and I never liked MMD or set foot into that community so how on earth they even found or targeted me made my mind boggle! I was contacted by some other person who I didn't know of either, who told me about this expose post about me and wanted to hear my side of the story. I was like "wait wuuuuut? Who the heck even is that person who exposed me? I don't even know 'em and neither did I ever interact with them before! D:"

                            The random person who let me know about it surprisingly took my side and confronted the person who "exposed" me because there was zero evidence and all the "exposer" posted was my name and my profile picture, saying that people should look out because I'm a harasser and harassed them, which, by the way, never ever happened at all so the "exposer" later took down their post and sent me an apology DM. I kindly messaged them back and rounded things off with no hard feelings. It was so confusing and mindboggling lmao! But because I was very sensitive back then, it did freak me the heck out and I was terrified because I had no idea who this person was or what I had done to them, since they had me blocked before the apology despite never talking to this person like...ever! Some people are so heckin' weird for real! :<

                            And yeah, I totally agree with you as well 100%! And I'm also not a fan of the fetish stuff, but like you, I keep it to myself unless someone were to shove it down my throat and that's something I just won't tolerate! I don't kinkshame whatsoever but people should be respectful of others' wishes and boundaries, and keep in mind with what they're comfortable with and not comfortable with. Also, fetish/NSFW art is fine as long as what you're doing is legal and isn't hurting anyone or yourself! I'm of course not saying you kinkshame but just putting this out there for anyone who may come across this and think we are kinkshaming when we're not. ^w^

                            I appreciate it very much that you're looking out for me and warning me about DA! Thank you so much! Don't worry, though! I'll be super careful! :D

                            Oh me gosh!! I think I know EXACTLY what you're talking about!! I think I had the beagle in The Dog series!! I have no clue where it went either, but I'm hoping I didn't accidentally get thrown away because my dad could be a bit difficult when it came to me keeping my old toys or plushies. He threw away one of my duck plushies once which made duck noises because he thought it was "too childish" for my age. It really upset me but thankfully, he's not like that anymore! :>

                            Oh, yikes! That's a huge no no on VidLii! I absolutely have no words! Glad I left that place then, ngl! >_<

                            I fully agree with everything you said! There is zero excuses for pedophilia, zoophilia, etc.! I don't care what anyone says or what their excuse is! I fully agree with you!

                            And RIGHT?! It's like they do that to almost like lure people in in a way by using "wholesome" titles or whatever and for anyone who is unsuspecting to what they're truly watching, etc., is in for a big shock factor! I think that's what their goal is with stunts like that, to lure in unsuspecting or innocent people, like children, for example! If a kid sees an ad for a horror movie or whatever, and there's a kids song playing or the title is "wholesome", the kid could easily get spooked if they don't know any better! It's a really mean move imo, but wouldn't surprise me if that is indeed the case with what they're trying to accomplish! This is just my opinion, though!

                            And nope, no worries at all! No need to apologize! I'm sorry if I didn't reply to everything since you know I have a hard time processing a lot of info/text at once but you never hurt me with anything you said in this so don't worry! :D

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                              yeah it's still possible to be thankful for something while no longer supporting or liking it anymore :3 that also goes for people aswell, if it wasn't for meeting some of my enemies, I wouldn't of gotten into certain hobbies and media they introduced me to, and if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't of met some amazing friends who treat me way better than they would :3 so while i have no respect for them now, I'm still greatful for the stuff they've introduced me to UwU

                              axolotls are nice :3 and i like mudkip especially, it's cute ^-^ mudkip and helioptile are one of those pokemon i never ever evolve, because their evolutions are ugly. but i keep them the way they are because they are cute :3

                              some people are mad lol, these losers will make up anything i swear XD but you're so lucky! at least the person who came to you wanted to hear your side of the story, nobody really does that with me since they only want to hear the "victim" that the manipulators play and fall for their dumb lies like a flying monkey. you gotta be really that stupid if you didn't want to hear the actual truth XD and that's what my haters did lmao. like hey look guys, spaghetti grows on trees! bbc actually has proof of it! there's your fun fact of the day, these losers will believe anything XDD let em feed on their fake news shit, cos at least we aren't messed up in the brain like they are UwU

                              i agree, i don't like kinkshaming either. but pedophillia and incest is illegal in alot of places so fictional or not, it's not okay to do so. it ain't cool y'know? i mean if it's some other fetish like the foot fetish, i don't like it yes, but i'm not against it like i am with the pedophillia/loli/shota/cub fetish. things like feet, muscle, and fat fetish are not harmful as long as the characters in the sexual fetish are 18+ adults. i don't like those fetishes, but i'm not against them. if people like them, that's fine tho, I ain't kinkshaming. but pedophillia is not cool, it's harmful. non fetishized works of characters of all ages are fine tho, as long as it's not a sexual fetish. like a chubby kid doesn't need to be fetishized, and a buff character doesn't have to be a fetish character either. and nothing wrong with an adorable picture of cute fluffy puppy paws as long as it's not fetishizing minors UwU


                              no prob, sudden attacks on deviantart can be very unpredictable, the first moment everything can seem fine and peaceful, then before you know it, suddenly you experience a scam, a hack, bullying and harassment, an imposter account, doxxing, art and ocs stolen and traced, a smear campaign or worse, more than several callouts, manipulators, hate art, kill art, cringe culture, cancel culture, stalkers, witch hunters, or just overall gossip and trash talk about you or someone you know. unfortunately alot of this has happened when i was on deviantart and toyhouse, they're not safe places to be in so remember to stay safe D:

                              i know for sure that on deviantart, twitter, discord, possibly even toyhouse aswell, you get no life losers who will abuse the block system. if you block them, they will go out their way to make new spam accounts to invade the boundaries you've set on them and bypass the block on a new account or another site, sometimes even bringing drama onto every single site they follow you onto, i know my stalkers n64bugger and emeraldiarse-the-shitty does this. :/


                              I'm so sorry about your toys :< my mum was horrible about me keeping toys too, she put me through alot of abuse and forced me to send my stuff to charity all the time. I really wish I wasn't forced to give away my squirrel toy because I didn't realise it was gonna be rare to get now when I tried to see about getting it again. families really are horrible, I hope I never experience that again.
                              Lately I've been seeing about getting some of my old toys again that I really miss, I'm gonna relive my childhood without my dumb family and actually enjoy being a kid without them telling me otherwise. maybe I'll find my own littlespace family instead. U.U

                              yeahh I don't like using vidlii either, I don't think I wanna use my account with all the antifurs going around.. D: there's literally no rule against harassment either, how are we suppose to protect ourselves? it's not safe.. >.<; yeah all pedos, zoos, necros, and incestos need to be thrown right into prison, they deserve to be behind bars for life. they really are disgusting people.

                              I agree, it is very mean to try and trick a kid into horror, and we don't need horror and gore ruining people's childlike wonder and ruining both kids and adult's childhoods like that. wholesome things need to stay wholesome, they need to stick to their word more and stop trying to ruin something that people love.

                              hh sorryyy! I have a habit of being very talkative, I'll try and do it less and will try and space things out so that things are easier to read, though unfortunately that habit of mine can slip QwQ I often have alot to say, and hoo boy don't get me started on ocs XD I could infodump all day if I could XDDD though not tryna be mean I promise! ocs are just my favourite things to talk about lol

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                                I suppose I'm lucky indeed lol! Thinking back about it, you're right! Not much people try to go for both sides of the story so I suppose it was a pleasant surprise in the end, and thankfully it ended well! And yup, you're completely right! UwU

                                Mhm, exactly!! You took the words outta my mouth yet again! Screw pedophilia and all that crap! I agree with everything you said about kinkshaming and kinks/fetishes in general as well! ^^

                                Oof, yeah. I know what you mean! I used to have a stalker as well and every where I went, she went! It was horrible and sometimes even scary but at least she's left me alone for good now! >:3

                                Awww, I'm really sorry to hear you experienced something similar as well with your toys! :( hugs And I've honestly been doing the same! I've been searching for old toys I used to have and I've already found several! Toys from when I was actually really little so that brought back a lot of good memories and nostalgia! Maybe I'll purchase them some time in the future! ^w^ I've also been rebuying DVDs/movies I've watched from my childhood and I've already scored several such as Ratatouille, Bambi, Toy Story 3, etc.! :D

                                Nooooo, don't apologize! You can write as many long replies/messages as you want! Don't worry about it at all! Talkative and sharing info about what you love, are passionate about, etc. is part of who you are and never change that! Don't stop being yourself! :D ^w^

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                                  yeahh we need more people like that <:3 more people to actually look for the truth and not bash others just for protecting and defending themselves..

                                  stalkers are such creeps, a few of mine have been at it for years. they love me XDD they love me so much they want to marry me lol XDDD well if i'm such a huge part of their life then noo doubt about it XDDDD

                                  I think I may of found that old squirrel of mine on ebay! it's a bit difficult because they come in all different designs and they keep redesigning the head. but i'm hoping this one's a bit better than the last, cos well the last just doesn't feel the same as the old, the head's too tiny :< I might sell that one. and selling because I don't like sending things to charity due to past abuse reasons. I was physically attacked over the fact I didn't want to give away something I really loved. because toys are like friends to me, they don't hurt me like family would, they don't judge me like family would. you can talk to them about anything and they would sit and listen to you, and you can hug them as tight as you want to and they wont mind one single bit

                                  besides, toys are just fun to play with y'know? think of it like a text roleplay using multiple ocs of yours, but it's with your stuffies instead :3 I actually want to make plushies of all my ocs, I'm taking a break to finish my fursuit but I was working on a chibi Max plush before ^-^ I'll get to working on that at some point because I would love to have plushies of all my characters 💛 my favourite kind of toys are the floppy squishy kind and not the hard, stiff kind. that's why I'm making my plushies very squishable with limbs that can easily be moved and posable :3

                                  dvds! one thing you don't get with movies anywhere else is the fun and creative menus you use to get. I liked the funny Shrek 2 menu lol Donkey wouldn't be quiet XDD he kept talking about Shrek 2 lol X3 I actually took alot of personality tests to see what character I am and most of them actually said that I was Donkey lol XDD and I actually do do this alot after I put on lip balm lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqBKJqzeeEk&pp=ygUOZG9ua2V5IHBvcHBpbmc%3D

                                  the Finding Nemo menu was great too X3 Dory kept annoying the daddy fish with "JUST KEEP WATCHING WATCHING WATCHING" and he was complaining in the middle of her silly song lol it was hilarious XDDD

                                  Finding Dory never happened, didn't like how they ruined the characters and ruined her jokes, she wasn't funny anymore because they gave her jokes meaning and backstory to the point that are they even considered funny now? I don't think so. I also didn't like how they made Nemo into a mean and grumpy character, I don't think he was ever this moody in the first movie. The only character I ever liked in that movie was the grumpy octopus lol, out of nowhere he kept trying to grab Dory going "GIMME THE TAG! GIMME THE TAG!" now that, that was actually funny lol X3 but yeah I think the second movie in the making must of went through alot of bad advice and deconstructive criticism which they clearly didn't need but foolishly followed anyway, which they shouldn't of since the movie would of been better if they stuck to their good old ways. I don't really like Finding Dory, I prefer Finding Nemo, so I like to pretend Finding Dory never happened

                                  Jokes don't need to have meaning to be funny, randomness can be funny too. sometimes the funniest jokes just happen out of nowhere for no reason, all of a sudden silly nonsense and crazy shenanigans that just happen out of the blue lol X3 ofcourse, if you wanna make a good, laughable joke, it not only should be random but it should also be something that would actually make you and others laugh. like jokes like "I have a couch! ..for my potato" doesn't seem funny enough. silly, yes, but it would be more funny if the joke was more silly and crazy and disastrous in a funny way, that feeling when you or one of the characters in the series suddenly walks into it all and is like "o gawd nu whut da hecc iz happenin' 0-o" lol

                                  thank you <:3 I appreciate your understanding :3 also I've been working on a literature and its book cover so I'm hoping I'll get it finished before halloween :D I've got alot of projects I wanna finish before then aswell, though I doubt if my fursuit will be ready in time for trick or treating hh QwQ at least I still have my old tho!

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                                    Hey, no worries! I totally understand why you feel that way about donating to charity! You have your reasons, and they are completely valid! You are so right about toys!

                                    And awwww, that's so sweet and cute! I love plushies as well, btw! ^w^ :3

                                    Yeah, DVD menus are awesome!! x3

                                    And yeah, I love the original Finding Nemo! I've never watched Finding Dory and kinda don't have an interest tbh. I don't really care all that much for newer animated movies but things that are from years ago and a lot older, things from my actual childhood but that's just me heh heh! x3

                                    No problem! Real and true friends always understand and accept each other for who they are! Good luck with your literature and book cover!! I love writing stories/literature about my characters, btw! I'm sure you're the same! :D

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                                      yeahh it's not that I have anything against charities, like honestly it's great what they do <:3 I just wish there was one for child abuse at the time because I was chased around and beaten up by my family alot >.<; I kinda wish I was put up for adoption to a family who actually gets me instead :<

                                      toys are great comfort items, it can be really heartbreaking when you get taken away from something you love and something that brings you comfort :< trust me there's nothing more hurtful than being told "oh a little boy or girl nEeDz It MoAr DaN u Du DoYyY" like fuck off?? not you, them. they don't even know if that kid's a spoilt brat or if they wont love it the same way as we do, so how should they know hmm? exactly. they don't know. they think oh a kid "sUdDeNlY nEeDs It MoRe" just because they're younger and just because they think we're "ToO oLd". PISS OFF. you don't even realise how much these things mean to us. /nmay dw it's not aimed at you. but yeah taking away someone's comfort item or stim toy is like taking a crying kitten away from its worried mother. that's how bad it is. /nay
                                      NO ONE should be required to act their age. adulting is stupid. growing up is stupid. we don't need to grow up. let us be kids if we want to.


                                      yeah some of the animated movies today like Turning Red, Onward, Luca, and Bad Guys have really lost that spark, they lost that feeling, emotion, and excitement that we once had with older animated movies :< I never felt myself getting into them as much as the old and it makes me sad y'know? I liked how Onward was fantasy and rpg inspired, I liked how Turning Red and Luca is FINALLY about friendship instead of family family family for once, because there's just too many movies about family. But animated movies today have really lost their spark, it's hard to really just get into them y'know? and some of the things they do, it can be really hard to care, feel excited, cheer on the good guys, etc. most movies are just not what they use to be anymore.. :< it's like they've suddenly become..boring... D:

                                      but thankfully it's not all like that <:3 there are new movies like Vivo, Wolfwalkers, 100% Wolf, and Back To The Outback that are actually very good animated movies that are just as lovable as the old movies you use to get ^-^ Wolfwalkers especially! You hardly get 2d animated movies today, it's mostly cgi now. oh and Nimona is also a really good one on netflix, it's very lgbt friendly and it is super relatable as! heck! I can totally relate to the whole "everyone thinks I'm an evil villain monster" thing, trust me I get that aloot.. DX I get smeared too much because manipulators think "grr grr grr how daere she stand up to mehh!1!111" so they try to damage my reputation because I'm such a threat to their own, so they lie about me, villainise me, play the victim, all just to try to get rid of me. :/ but I actually made this thread to mock losers like them lol it's funny XDDD https://twitter.com/HazelTheVixen/status/1641632658621886464 the alts too tho XDDD

                                      thanks again! ^-^ yeah I love to write about my characters also ^w^ I should actually try and read more huh.. :o I also love making comics of my characters too! :D these things are always fun to not only make, but read aswell X3

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                                        Completely understandable!

                                        Yassss, exactly!! Took the words right outta me again! Screw adulting! Kid life 4 life! Heh heh! x3 No but for real, people need to let others live the way they want to as long as what they're doing isn't negatively affecting their life or hurting others! If someone wants to be kidlike or live like a kid, let 'em!

                                        Agreed. I find myself barely watching any of the newest/latest animated movies, ngl! :<

                                        Oh, cool! I haven't heard some of those titles before! :3

                                        You're always very welcome, and cool! ^w^

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                                          yiss I totally agree what you're saying, I love being a kid X3 my house is gonna be as fun and colourful as a kid's bedroom :D I wanna get a loft bed so I can fit cool things under it X3 plus that just means more space for my toy boxes and everything yaay ^-^

                                          I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels the same way about movies today! <:o though I'll tell you if there's any good ones :3 like the Sonic movies and Wolfwalkers X3 the new movies I like has proven to be just as lovable as the good old nostalgic ones :3 so I hope that brings you a bit of confidence and hope about some of the newer films ^-^ if I love em, chances are that who knows, maybe you might too! :D sometimes you wont know until you try ^w^ I like trying out new things because it helps expand my interests :D when you try out new things, you discover what you love, what you hate, and what you're afraid of. it's all about experience UwU

                                          I'm hoping next year will be the year I try out going to all different kinds of places! I love travelling to fun places, and I'm hoping that 2024 will be the year I finally get started on my dream 💛 So going on vacation and visiting all kinds of countries, I can discover what I love and what I don't like about them, and I'll get to try things that maybe I've never tried before ^-^ either way, I think it will all be fun and well worth it! I really look forward to travelling the world someday ^w^

                                          I think that was Mavis's dream aswell, travelling the world :D Mavis from Hotel Transylvania btw X3 really good movies, great to watch on october :D I don't like horror so on halloween I watch hotel transylvania instead, which is about spoopy halloween monsters :3 but at least it's a comedy and not a horror X3 "I do not say bleh bleh bleh!" XDD

                                          the storms have been crazy lately.. 0-0; are you getting storm babet too or is it just us brits? :o

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                                            About interests, mhm! You are very right! I'm not one to usually try out new things unless I really find something super interesting but I totally get where you're coming from! x3

                                            Oooooh, that's so cool!! I love traveling as well so I guess that's another thing we have in common! :D

                                            We just heard about storm babet on the news and while I don't know if it's actually coming to the Netherlands, it's definitely the result of very heavy rain and wind here! Not as severe as where you live obviously, but it definitely seems to have its affect over here as well! I believe Belgium and Germany as well! :0

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                                              it's healthy to try new things and step out your comfort zone a little ^-^ it can help with confidence when you step out, even just a little :3 so i think it's okay to sometimes ^-^

                                              travelling's so much fun, i wish i could do it more <:3

                                              we got strong winds, cold and rain here, the weather be crazy.. 0-0; i feel bad for those who have it worse right now D:

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                                                Yup, that's definitely true! ^w^

                                                And IKR?! Stay safe, please!! hugs D:

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                                                  on thursday we sorta had to go out to get food, but don't worry we stayed in after that, and survived also
                                                  thankfully I live up a hill and live upstairs despite living by the sea, so no flood can reach me even if they tried >:3 still feel bad for those experiencing the floods tho :c

                                                  ..heeyy.... these comment boxes are getting smaller and smaller... XDD ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵐᵃˡˡᵉʳ XDDD lol lets see what happens when we make it the smallest possible >=D shall we give it ago XDDDD

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                                                    You're my friend so that's honestly great news to hear that you don't have much trouble from the storm and that you survived after going out for food! But yeah, our thoughts are with those who still are going through this! :c

                                                    Heh heh, sure! Let's go for it! x3

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                                                      I'm glad you see me as one! :D I think I started seeing you as a friend too ^w^ my trust issues can take me longer to bond with others, so for quite a long while I saw you as a good friendly acquaintance, but I understand bonding can take time but I'm glad we've grown alot closer cos I've been meaning to have more pals anyway :3 you can never have too many friends, and that was also my new year resolution: to make more friends :D I should try and make some offline ones but I'm shy as always QwQ

                                                      I notice I tend to take longer than most people to bond and grow close, but I promise it's not that I'm tryna come off or be standoffish or anything, but I'm sure you know I'm not tryna be unfriendly or anything <:3 trust issues doesn't want me to grow too attached to someone too quickly incase I experience more heartbreak on losing them too soon, cos some people give up on their own friends over something so little and something that could of easily been fixed. /nay I like to give friends a chance, well more chance than non friends actually :o

                                                      Ah I really hope I didn't come off offensive or anything and if I did, sorry hh didn't mean to come off hurtful :<
                                                      also I got a question, since you're from netherlands, are you bilingual too? :D do they speak dutch there? :3 I'm learning spanish so if you need any translations to what I say, I'll be happy to give you any! :D

                                                      lol it seems when messages go shorter horizontally, they go longer vertically XD and when you start a whole new comment, it's the opposite way around lol, I'm having to space out my words more so it's easier for ya <X3 but it's fine dw!

                                                      I wonder if this will be the first time I'll actually get to see what happens to comments when they go as small and thin as possible XD the last few friends I've tried it with, well er..I guess they sorta gave up before we even got here.. ^-^;

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                                                        Awww, I'm glad to hear you started seeing me as a friend as well! And hey, no worries! I totally understand that about trust issues! I'm exactly like that as well. People have taken a lot of advantage of my kindness and the good in my heart so it made me have a lot of trust issues and I'm very careful with who I become true friends with! It's always best to be careful because you never know! :< But just so you know, I fully trust you and you're a great pal! ^w^

                                                        And no worries, you totally didn't offend me or sound mean, etc.! I fully understand and agree wholeheartedly! :D

                                                        And yes, I'm bilingual as well! I can speak English and Dutch! :3 And sure, it would be epic to hear any translations if you say anything in Spanish! ^w^ Same thing here in case you wanna learn some Dutch, heh heh! x3

                                                        Heh heh! I'm curious if there's gonna be a limit to how many comments we can post after a while! x3

                                                        Awww, I see! >w< Let's see if we can get there for the first time then! Heh! xP

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                                                          aw ^-^ that really means alot! ^w^ I ofcourse like you too! but sadly my trust isn't quite there yet :< but at least I managed to trust you a little tho! that's progress :3 /fr /nh

                                                          but trust me I totally get the whole taking advantage thing, that and betrayal is the reason my trust issues had formed, to keep me safe and to help protect me from any further heartbreak. but sadly even trust issues itself is sometimes caught off guard and betrayal still happens D:

                                                          like there was a huge spike of an increase after what my exbestie did. but it's not our fault tho, it's their's. traitors in general are to blame too. /nay

                                                          also cool me too! :D I have a question if that's alright :3 I'm working on a comic series that will hopefully be in other languages, mainly english and spanish. but if you enjoy my series, then how would you like to assist in a translated version for dutch speakers? /fr ^w^ do you think you would be interested? :D

                                                          I would definitely credit you for helping ofcourse! I unfortunately can't afford to pay by money but I have set up a reward system, so those who work for me can save up points to buy artwork of their choosing :D

                                                          if you ever did your own series, maybe I'll see if I can learn enough spanish if you ever wanted your's to be in spanish too ^w^ I'm not really an expert tho, but I'll keep practicing!

                                                          yiss X3

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                                                            Mhm, I totally understand that so no worries! ^w^

                                                            Ah, I see! I'm so sorry to hear that that had to happen with someone you really considered a bestie! Whenever that happens, it really hurts the most, doesn't it? >_<

                                                            Oh heck yes! I'd be super interested in that!! Thank you so much for asking as I'd love to assist with being a Dutch translator for your comic! :D /gen

                                                            Oh no no, don't even worry about paying me! Honestly, I don't give two craps about money/payment so don't worry about that! It's super cool to hear you have a rewards system in place for it, though! :D

                                                            Heh heh! Cool! I'll definitely keep that in mind! x3

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                                                              yeahh... it's alright it ain't our fault, it's their's really.. D: you may of heard of this user called moonwing207 in the past, they turned out to be a huge backstabber and a liar plus the friendship was very onesided meaning them sitting on their fat arse doing nothing but making things worse all the time, while i was doing all the work and just trying to make things better. they were useless and never helped me at all, despite me helping them before. plus not to mention they're a scammer, they guilt tripped me into believing they were "poor", which was actually a lie just to scam me out of my own money. but luckily i got refunded before they backstabbed me for good, otherwise i'm putting up a beware for their scamming and other things they did like their pedophillia and telling me i can use their paid bases for free, which is against the rules for many base art. i can easily tell on them if ever they tried anything. i even have screenshots and evidence of their stealing/copying ocs from me, plagiarising me including many other peeps they stole from, and claimed it was an "iNsPiRaTiOn" as an excuse. plus not to mention threatening to murder me aswell.

                                                              I appreciate your kindness tho X3 the series might be a long while until it's out, but it's still in the making ofcourse :3 patrons will get early access to the english ones until I'm ready to release the whole episodes :D maybe one day there might be a few crossover episodes with friend's ocs, who knows ;3

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                                                                Oh yeah, I think I remember you telling me about this "moonwing" person before! Sounds like a truly terrible person!! I'm so sorry you had to go through all that but you're right! It's their fault and not yours! You're a good person and such people aren't worth our time!

                                                                All sounds super cool!! x3 Good luck with your project!! :D

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                                                                  I totally agree and i really appreciate your support! i wish i could express gratitude better than this, as words can only express so much QwQ

                                                                  also thank you! :D it's not long until my birthday now X3 my friends only server is gonna host an event for my birthday, would you be interested in joining? ^-^ we'll be hanging out on call and doing all kinds of activities together :D maybe even have multiplayer on toontown corporate clash X3 i made my fursona on that game ^w^

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                                                                    Don't worry! I totally understand and know for a fact that you're being sincere with your thanks/gratitude! And that's enough for me! ^w^

                                                                    Ah, I'd honestly have to think about that as I really don't like voice chats/calls and I've never been in actual furry Discord servers before. I'm a bit scared, tbh. Don't worry, this has nothing to do with you or your friends! I'm just not a big fan of Discord and definitely not calls or anything like that. It's just high social anxiety. I hope you understand and aren't mad at me ;w; I'll definitely think about it, though! Maybe just joining the server? Definitely too scared of doing anything else beyond that point, though! >w<

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                                                                      ohh I see, though I remember you seemed comfortable with making videos so I was jus wonderin' :o I think I might be the other way round actually <X3 I don't mind voice calls but I'm shy doing videos, I think it could be cos I'm not use to the webcam yet

                                                                      Some of us like to join the call but not chat, sometimes that can help be a confidence booster, or you could maybe stick to texting if you prefer UwU but yeah even if you don't say much in the server, you can still join if you want ^-^ the server's pretty quiet anyway and everyone's nice here :3

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                                                                        Heh heh, no worries! I understand! Sometimes, I do get a bit of anxiety before hitting that record button for a video but in the end, I really enjoy making my furry content and I guess it's because at that exact moment, you're alone and nobody is actually watching until you upload it! And whenever a video or photo I upload is exactly the way I want it to be, then I honestly could care less and there's no anxiety whatsoever! It's funny how we all are so unique and different and sometimes feel the exact opposite of others, heh! x3

                                                                        And mhm! I've joined your server after checking your Discord message! ^w^ I'm feeling quite comfortable there so far even though I've only said hello at the time of posting this! :3

                                                                        Also, these text boxes are getting super small and narrow now! LOL! XD

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                                                                          You're way braver than I am when it comes to recording, that's for sure X3 I think it's just the thought of it that it will catch every move and sound so if I wanna make it look good, I better not do something silly by mistake and mess up ^w^;

                                                                          I hope you enjoy the server! :D It's very quiet there tho mind you <X3 but it's alright, the more friends there, the more likely there will be more fun and convos! :D alotta peeps there are very nice but if you do run into any problems, don't be afraid to dm me and I'll see if I can try and fix things for you guys <:3

                                                                          ..and then when i respond, it gets smaller, and then when you respond, it gets smaller, and then it gets smaller and smaller and smaller... XDDD

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                                                                            I totally understand what you mean! You don't wanna know how many times I've re-recorded videos just because I kept making mistakes or because I kept messing up my words lol! XD That's also why I honestly will never do livestreams because with stuff that's live, every thing you say or do is captured for good! Unlike regular videos where you can go back and edit them or re-record them but lives? Nah, heck no! Never! Ain't ever gonna do those QwQ

                                                                            No worries, no problems with anyone at all and everyone is indeed super friendly so all is good! It's hard to find calm and small servers especially just for friends so finding this one was really nice and I can't thank you enough for allowing me to join! ^w^

                                                                            Yuuuup! Smaller, smaller and smaller! Lmao! Wonder just how small this is gonna get before it becomes too messy! XD

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                                                                              yeah a good thing about recording non-live is that say for example you're singing and you hit a weird note, you could try that part again and edit later :3 you can also use any funny mistakes for bloopers XDD

                                                                              ayy no problemo ^w^ I'm glad you like it here already! :D

                                                                              even the buttons such as reply, delete, and link are having trouble squeezing in XDDD

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                                                                                Mhm, exactly! :3

                                                                                ^w^

                                                                                Yeah, I noticed that too!! Oh boy!! XD

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                                                                                  I made a funny transition thingy and intro for my blooper part of videos I plan to do lol XDD

                                                                                  aaaaaah so tinyyy aaaah!! XDD

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                                                                                    Oooooh, cool! Will have to watch it once you post it, or if it's already in notifs then I'll be sure to check it out! x3

                                                                                    Oh goodness, it's getting even smaller now and some words are getting cut off when I'm typing! Don't know how it's gonna be once I post this lol! XD

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                                                                                      I hope you'll like it once it's out! :D I'm sure it'll be funny lol

                                                                                      Aaaaaaah! we're getting squashed! we're gonna get so small to the point we'll disappear aaaaaah!! XDDD

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                                                                                        I'm sure I'll like it indeed! ^w^

                                                                                        Oh dear!! IKR?! It's getting quite chaotic now! Now it's a mix match mess of words and independent cut off letters! XD

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                                                                                          just recently i released one of the literatures of the series here! :D

                                                                                          holy smokes! XD it's even cutting off mine and your's words lol, like when you said independent XD

                                                                                          it's turning into like 1 or 2 words each line XDD rarely 3 lol

                                                                                          aaaah we're about to become so thin to the point we'll disappearrr! we're gonna disappeaaaarrrrr!!! XDDD

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                                                                                            Cool! I'll make sure to check it out when I can! ^^

                                                                                            LMAO!!! XDDDD

                                                                                            Oh boy! It's getting really crazy now! Should we stop or keep going? x3

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                                                                                              one word each line XDDD lets keep going.. >=D

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                                                                                                Aaaaaah! LOL! Oh, gosh! Here we gooo! xP

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                                                                                                  aaaaah words being cut into two pieces aaaaah! XDDD

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                                                                                                    Okay ngl, I genuinely had trouble reading that and now it's complete chaos and kinda glitching out on me! XD

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                                                                                                      zomg same here lol XDDD I had to copy and paste your comment to read it lol

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                                                                                                        LOL
                                                                                                        I see! XD
                                                                                                        I didn't need to copy and paste your comments just yet so let's see how it goes! If you still wanna continue, of course! :3

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                                                                                                          ermahgerd, one letter each line aaaah! XD

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                                                                                                            okie tip: if you can't click the comment box, press tab and then try typing lol XD you may have to hit it more than once

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                                                                                                              IKR?! And I see! Thanks for the tip because I definitely had to do that! XD

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                                                                                                                lol no problemo XD

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                                                                                                                  ^w^

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                                                                                                                    aaaa we're gonna disappear aaah! XD

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                                                                                                                      LOL aaaaaand further down we goooo! XD

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                                                                                                                        wheeee! XDD

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                                                                                                                          Heh heh, yesssssss! Here we gooooooo! XD

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                                                                                                                            I think the comment chain almost broke lol

                                                                                                                            I also noticed the comments are all the same size now XDD

                                                                                                                            but it still keeps going right.. >=D

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                                                                                                                              Haha yeah! And sure, if you still wanna keep going, we can! ^w^

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                                                                                                                                lets see how further right it will go lol

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                                                                                                                                  Okie dokie! Let's gooooo for it! :3

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                                                                                                                                    DING fries are done, DING fries are done, DING fries are done, DING fries are done /lyr

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                                                                                                                                      Is that like from a movie or show or something? Cuz I don't get it! Unless these small boxes are getting to my mind aaaaaaah! XD

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                                                                                                                                          LMAOOOOO that was actually pretty funny!! XD

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                                                                                                                                            i actually know all the lyrics XDDD

                                                                                                                                            i work at burger king making flame broiled whoppers, i wear paper hats! /lyr

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                                                                                                                                              Impressive!! Speaking of burgers, now I'm hungry for 'em lmao!! XD

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                                                                                                                                                lol yeah you should have one if you want to X3

                                                                                                                                                would you like an apple pie with thaat? would you like an apple pie with thaat? /lyr

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                                                                                                                                                  Apple pie, you say?! Why heck yeah!! GIMMEEEEE!! x3

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                                                                                                                                                    lol sorry i was singing the song <X3
                                                                                                                                                    DING fries are done, DING fries are done, DING fries are done, DING fries are done /lyr

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                                                                                                                                                      I know, I know! XD But still, gimme dem fries too! >:3

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                                                                                                                                                        ooh fries are good X3 in the uk we call em chips :3

                                                                                                                                                        i gotta run! i gotta run! i gotta run! i gotta run! /lyr

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                                                                                                                                                          IKR?! Fries/chips are sooo good! Since you're in the UK, have you tried fish and chips before? I think that's a UK dish but feel free to correct me if I'm wrong! x3 My fave fries are from McDonald's! Well, they're some of my fave fries, at least! Some pretty good chips shops here but McD definitely is close to da top! :D

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                                                                                                                                                            yis! fish and chips are british and i love em >w< i like to have salty chips with lemon and vinegar on the fish, but not the chips UwU i like salt on the fish tho! and you get onion rings too which are great ^w^ and yes! mcdonalds chips are the best! :D and kfc bargain buckets are the best chicken X3 my favourite chips are actually homemade with skins on, regular potato and sweet potato combined, cut nice and thin, deep fried till golden brown, seasoned with salt, and served with raw onions and a mayo dip :3 yum!

                                                                                                                                                            don't touch the fries in hot fat it really hurts bad and so do skin graafts! /lyr

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                                                                                                                                                              Very nice and that does sound very yummy indeed, your homemade version of fries! :D

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                                                                                                                                                                holy smokes! I forgot about this XDD yeah if you're interested you're welcome to try it out but you don't have to ofcourse UwU