This hurt to make, but keeping the thoughts inside was hurting me a whole lot more.
It feels like I post something like this every other month, so I understand if you'd rather pass it by.
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My own mood cycles as well. There's a small weekly pattern (weds is my low day), a monthly pattern (hello menstrual period making me super depressed) and a yearly period (holidays are tough). I often feel frustrated that I can be aware of my own pattern, but still feel unable to stop it from happening. I'm trying to reframe my thoughts on it; you can't stop feeling and just switch to happy 365 a year, but you can work with and around and through it if you know about it. It's a weird victory.
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It's good that you let our your inner struggles. If you haven't already, look for some help to get support for your struggles.
I'm sure there is people around you and if not than there is always professional help.
Your art is great and i've followed you for a good while now, you've had me fave and like things i'd never imagined and I'll continuously follow you and hope you feel good about yourself and your art.