When I was 13 I started to draw. Since I was a huge fan of the Ratchet and Clank series I decided to draw myself as a pink haired purple eyed Lombax. I was young I think we've all gone crazy with characters. I didn't really know about the Furry Fandom though. I just drew Lombaxes because humans were boring ( and difficult to draw for a newbie ) Been close to 10 years now, and saying that makes me sound old. My Fursona has grown and changed just like I have. But I'm still a Lombax. The Chibi part of my name. Again when I was young I was into anime. Not so much anymore. But I like to keep the Chibi in my name still just because I've had the name for so long on Deviantart.

Just sitting here crying. My brain reminded me that I’m going to eventually see my mom die.

My heart aches so much that there’s nothing I can do to stop it. Or stop these thoughts from going away. They show up whenever they want. I can’t make it stop.