R-4-Z-I-E-L's Shouts
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heyy welcome! :D I also left deviantart years ago but to escape bullies and their dramas. so glad I migrated here cos the community here is so much nicer ^w^
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Uggh, man, I feel you! This is going to sound absolutely crazy, but Deviantart actually banned me for ransom, so you can only imagine the kind of rage I have for that hellsite at this point, haha! Honestly I'm SO glad this place isn't as hostile, I feel far more comfortable!
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I'm so sorry you got banned :< being banned, especially if it's wrongfully, like if it wasn't your fault nor your doing, is like the worst feeling ever X.X my friend got banned on furaffinity cos she was accused and framed D: I'm worried about the future of my account on there, since I already have alot of bullies creating fake rumours and false information about me, I'm worried furaffinity would fall for that and ban me for no reason :< that's why I'm a little less active on there and post less
yeahh I had to retire an old username I'd had since when I was a smol child (I been on the internet since 2005, guess I'm pretty ancient) because that name had alot of smear campaigns tied to that and I just didn't wanna be associated with it, infact I never wanted to in the first place. Ehh guess it was time for a whole new name anyway.. Ú.Ù I retired it after I left and deleted my deviantart. haters went as far as hacking that account anyway.. :/ I too hold the same grudge for deviantart and their crappy community there too. memes and bases are really the only thing I care about on there, the only thing. the rest is trash and I have zero fox for everything else on there. U.U
I'm glad you feel comfortable on there tho, me too :3 I really like how weasyl has a rule against callouts and hate art, this really makes me feel safe from all the ranters and their smear campaigns.. ÚwÙ weasyl staff banned the haters for me when they created spam accounts to send kill art and hate art, and I'm glad they got rid of them for me ^w^ I also wanna thank you for following :3 I really appreciate it and I hope you enjoy what I create! sorry for the long message! hope that's okay with ya
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Oh my god, I had someone call me out recently on Tumblr, so I've been taking a huge break there, too! It's such a painful experience, no one should ever have to deal with it! I'm really happy for that rule, too. And I won't be a hypocrite, I made call outs before, but I definitely learned my lesson, I am totally out of the media that I don't feel comfortable in anymore, this site doesn't feel as hostile, it's great!
And no need to thank me! I really like your art, and you are super nice! :D And no need to apologize for the long message! I've been on the whole art site stuff since 2007 myself so I'm happy to be back in the swing of things, I hope we become good friends! :3
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you've had rants/callouts too? hh I know how you feel on that, especially when they frame you by lying about you, making fake rumours, and falsely accusing you D: I've had that way too many times all because I defended myself from their toxicity. my haters will overreact when I act out of self defense, they think they can just attack someone and they do nothing about it cos we're so use to being told "oh just ignore em", but nah I come up with a sassy comeback and then block them lol XD I mean I gotta protect myself somehow right? dw tho, I'm only sassy when I need to be, and since my twitter is infested by creepy stalkers, my tweets are full of sass for them XDDD I like to see how much it takes for these haters to finally ragequit. UwU
yeahh I honestly thought I was gonna finally be done with smear campaigns once I got deviantart out of my way, but now this year a traitor brings up some of their past dramas they caused, made their old drama into new drama, and started causing more smear campaigns..great. :/ and I wasn't even doing anything too. all I was doing on april fools day was having a laugh with all my friends, uploading the funniest joke art, making funny tweets and harmless pranks, and pretended to be an angry ranter as an april fools joke (heck even the alts are funny lol) the ranter mockery got me laughing so much XDDD..and then they start their smear campaigns on april fools, that's how much of a clown they are. honestly I started seeing these losers as a complete joke when they started trying to make up more lies about me. more and more lies just to try and make me look as "villainous" as possible and make me look like there's "0% good in me" lmao what a complete laughing stock am I right? XD first they lie "grr she a racist doyy" then "wAaH sHe A nArCiSsISt!!11" and now "SHE A FURRY SO THAT MEAN SHE A ZOO DURRR *FAAART*11111" lol XDDDD they try to make up the worst things possible for their fictional, silly little fairytales of where they play the victim and I play the villain lol it's rather pathetic XDDD /nay
I only make bewares of actual dangerous people, notso called "bewares"smear campaigns (we should really call it) just because I don't like someone. I think the fact the haters make smear campaigns and go as far as theft, kill/hate art, and imposter accounts is honestly a bit too far tbh, especially if they want rid of the person. only person I was being pestered on here (and elsewhere) was someone who went by the names of emeraldia. I shared a beware (like an actual beware) of the stalker on some of my journals, but I didn't make it to focus on hatred, I made it to warn people and bring awareness of the stalker, harasser, and (recently they announced) homophobe.thanks again! X3 it's a habit, apologising is also a habit too hh sometimes I dunno why I say it sometimes.. ^-^; I swear I'm just like Wilt and Eduardo from Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends alot of the time. I'm glad you like my works tho! ^-^ and ofcourse! :D we could get to know each other if you wanted :3 I do kinda have trust issues tho hh blame the traitors of deviantart for that aswell as the crappy year of 2018 in general.. X.X; das amazing you been into art sites that long :3 I don't think kid me payed much attention to that, I was more focused on fun and games X3 I don't really have alot of time for video games these days as I'm a very busy person, and often find finishing my projects alot more rewarding than completing a video game level. I'm a plushie and fursuit maker you see :3
just outta curiosity, I wonder when you first been on the internet ^w^ probably alot longer than I have yeah? older peeps are often even more ancient on the internet X3 OOH! do you remember back when youtube use to be good? channels had waaayyy better customisation and videos were made for fun and jokes instead of money and fame, good old times! loved youtube poop, mcroll'd aka ran ran ruu, lazer collection, doctor octagonapus blah, mario head, someone drops by at Squidward's house, Stu making chocolate pudding at 4 in the morning, mah boi, caramelldansen, umph nya, deuueaugh, pingas, the chocolate guy ( and the grandma that goes "WAT!! WAT ARE THEY SELLING!!!" XDDD ), sparta remixes, splashkittyartist animations, pikachu song, and lots more X3 sorry if anything I said came off direct, if I was then it wasn't at you dw!
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EEEK I'm so sorry for the wait on the reply, I've been running around like crazy trying to upload Art Fight characters and fixing up a new Tumblr blogs, it's been NUTS. I totally hate having to redo so much all because of one person, it's the worst. I wish I was as brave as you, all that sass would do me wonders, I bet! But I'm very defiant, and that tends to get me into a lot of trouble, and even I make little warnings for the right people, but how that makes me a bad guy in the end, who knows, honestly?
And yeah, I get you on the apologizing thing, I do it too much as well! You'll get used to it, man, trust me. xD
As for how long I've been on the internet, I'd say, uhhh, 2007? I remember when youtube had those chatrooms and channels where people would roleplay and comment, I would do that all the time with my besties, I miss those days! I still love those old day memes like the sparta remixes, I could go on and on about all of those old videos, I still watch em! And don't apologize, I could talk with you all day, you have a good vibe! :D
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It's alright :o what happened with the person? <:o is everything okay? I feature everyone's fanarts as a thanks so when someone decides they want to fall out and be a hater, then I take down their fanart as my way of revoking my respect and appreciation for them, and taking back that thank you I once gave them. so I can understand having to make changes due to a single person (or even multiple people) causing problems
I too can be stubborn and disobedient to bossy and toxic people so I can understand that ^-^; Though many people forget that stubbornity has its good qualities too! I think alot of the time I feel I show alot of the good qualities, I'm very determined and don't give up so easily, and I don't let people brainwash me and believe in what I think is right and not what other people want me to think
In all honesty, I'm not really that brave tbh QwQ I'm actually a very very timid and fearful person, and I only get sassy, sour, mean, and arrogant in order to defend myself from bullies. I tend to hide my emotions alot when it comes to people I don't trust, such as my haters, but it's all part of my self defense and doing everything I can to protect myself. Unfortunately I'm not always successful on defending myself, that's why I need to practice more. I'm getting better honestly! But I still have a looooong way to go.. :<Cool! :D I used the internet since 2005 but didn't have many accounts at the time as I was very young and found some registrations very difficult you see, had to ask my family to help me join neopets and youtube <:3 can't remember my old youtube but I don't think I really shared anything, but I liked how channels were very customisable and I loved all the old ytp's and memes there X3 I have newer channels now tho! also thanks X3
I think my apologeticness can often mean alot of things, this tweet perfectly describes some of the reasons why I apologise, I'm especially the "please don't hurt me" one QwQ though other times I just apologise and I don't even know why I do, but I think it's just my way of being nice so I do it outta politeness and friendliness <:3-
Oh, I don't know what happened with them, actually. Genuinely, I don't want to. I'll take it upon myself to admit that my own actions weren't perfect either, but man, it wasn't good to do this, it's ruined me quite a lot. Still, I get it, being brave can be really hard to do. I tend to act that way for my friends, but the moment it turns against me I shrivel up.
2005 though? That's crazy, you knew the stuff I did, then! I wish I knew why they changed it, there was so many amazing things you could do, now it all feels so bland. But at least there's still some awesome channels out there!
My apologies are just like that omfg, it just is such a habit at this point, I don't want to come off as rude or selfish, or even hurt my feelings. It's awful, man, I've been trying to learn how to quit, but it's so hard. xD-
ahh, I'm not sure what situation you're in but I hope it works out for ya, take it easy and remember to take good care of yourself <:3
yeahh I'm often too scared to stand up for others too cos I don't really want any trouble and don't really want any drama hh QʌQ it's not that I'm a "bad friend" tho! I just have other ways of helping others, and while I can't stand up for others and even fail to myself, I like to be there to vent to and I'm quite happy being their comfort buddy when they need me. If a friend isn't feeling too great, they come first before anything and I'll do my best to comfort, support, and provide them good advice whenever I can <:3however.. this doesn't mean that I'll gladly be someone's punchbag. venting to me is okay, but taking things out on me? nope! I'm not afraid to strike back and stand up for myself if people are taking things out on me. /nay I don't like it when people drag me into their dramas and problems when it isn't even mine to begin with, especially if I never really did anything to them to begin with. /nmay
I have this one so called "friend" who started being rude and direct with me despite the fact I was always nice to them, they wouldn't even listen to me when I politely stated that they aren't being all that nice to me, and I never even did anything to them in the first place. I honestly don't know what their problem is, and I don't want to be a part of it. Maybe they just find me "annoying" like some people do. :/ idk.. /nayI learnt that youtube was originally created and owned by paypal workers who left their job to start a video site called youtube. but later on, google bought it from them so it's now owned by google. maybe it was google who dumbed down the channels and made them not as good as they use to be :< there is a new site called vidlii that basically brought back the old youtube and old nostalgia, but I've decided not to be active on there, it doesn't seem so furry friendly.. D: I also don't like how there's literally some creepo pedo that's part of the staff and that there's literally no rules against bullying and harassment. I figured that the site might be better just to browse on and that's it. I don't really wanna risk uploading or communicating with anyone there.. had to remove any mentions of me being a furry and fursuit maker on my channel, don't wanna be attacked for being one hh >.<;
I think I was around 5 years old when we first got our desktop in 2005 :o I remember windows xp and all that ^w^ hehe, if you think being on the internet since 5 is crazy, wait till you hear how long I've been drawing for XDDD No joke I promise, but I actually have been drawing since I was 2 years old, I was very, very young so I think I started out with just a sketcherboard :3 I'm serious, trust me on this :o I don't really lie much, I'm mostly pretty honest so it's okay you're safe with me, trust me :3 think I have an incredibly ancient drawing of a dog when I was like 3 or 4 somewhere, I may not of been a good artist at the time but hey, we all start somewhere X3 and I reeally liked dogs (I still do!) so I drew a lot of dogs X3
heyy it's okay don't quit <:o being apologetic is what makes us so polite, we don't really want any trouble and that's alright! ..hey that rhymes XDD anywho, some people find me annoying for stuttering all the time and being apologetic, but hey, don't listen to them, you're fine X3 just be you and just do what makes you feel comfortable ^w^ we could all do with less masking and tryna be someone we're not, because there's only one of you and that's the best person to be: yourself ^-^ heck being normal is overrated anyway XD as I like to say.. normal is boring, and weird is unique! :3
I think there needs to be more acceptance for harmlessly being weird and being a kid, even when you're not a kid anymore. cos not all of us want to grow up, some of us such as littles and anyone else who's a child at heart, prefer being a kid because it's way more fun than being a boring grownup with boring responsibilities and boring work and bills and bleh.. T.T like have you ever looked at the magazines in the shops and always thought the kids ones were better? it's not just kids magazines that are way more fun, being a kid in general is too! :D
even if we're adults, it doesn't mean we should stop enjoying cartoons and games, toys and candies, playparks and funfairs, playtents and blankie forts, etc, etc, etc. I think we're never too old for these things and even Patrick Star mentioned that being a grownup is boring, and I honestly agree with him X3
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Hey, there, everyone! I am new to this website, but I hope to share my art and get to make some friends despite that! I left Deviantart once I heard they were allowing AI art and stealing art of the accounts there, so here's hoping this site doesn't go downhill either, haha!