hey all
I gotta try to be more active here 8(
disturbing dreams
So for two nights in a row I've had nightmares about demons or whatever they were I don't remember a lot but in the first dream I was possessed by a demon. I could feel it inside my head and it kept taking control of my body and i was in tears because i was so scared. At one point i tried to calm m…
some relief
We got a call and papers last minute saying we have 90 days to pack up since we got screwed over when the papers weren't sent in so thats a major relief. I still would love to get out ASAP and move close to place where I could start transitioning and maybe have an actual support system and friends…
lost the house
we officially lost the house because the people that were supposed to help us ended up screwing us over instead by not sending in the papers so we have until the 16th to pack and find a place BUT considering this environment has always been toxic and abusive (and is taking a toll on my well being)…
Ferguson streams and planned responses
List of Ferguson streams http://stop1033.org/fergusonLIVE.html List of planned responses http://fergusonresponse.tumblr.com/ there are no words. i feel sick
4chan users plan to trigger trans suicides
this is the source http://www.transviolencetracker.org/index.php/press-releases/112-haters-plan-to-trigger-trans-suicides I just came across this via tumblr but im not sure if its legit or not (im trying to be better about doing research and asking around on things and getting input so im not just…
more whining
Winter brings out the shittiest feelings and makes you realize how much you miss certain people uhg. im fighting fire with fire with feel songs http://song-masher.tumblr.com/post/68022910314/mash-up-of-onerepublic-if-i-lose-myself https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HB-mbqiaQA8
foreclosure
we have to start packing because our house has officially been foreclosed. considering the condition the house is in, its a good thing we're leaving it but at the same time it feels like i was hit in the chest with a sledge hammer and nothing seems real right now. im scared
even more
im starting to react to tragedy with anger. not anger directed at anyone in particular but more like "this year has been a nightmare from start to finish what more is going to fucking happen? What fucking next"
Tough Love
Its something I've never known how to feel about because I've seen it cause panic attacks in people and nearly drive others to suicide Thoughts?
advice?
been having personal issues related to gender identity for many years and i keep needing advice on the matter. ive started feeling weird talking about it openly so i was wondering if there was anyone out there that might wanna listen to my bullshit and maybe give some insight
Need more roomies for AC please help
We're in need of more people to room with us because people keep backing out last minute. Any help is welcome :( if more people back out then my bff will have to back out as well which means a lot of suck. We'll be staying at the Marriot which will be a 15 minute walk from the convention unfortunet…
question?
can panic attacks happen without warning or triggers? i cant tell if im having breathing problems or panic attacks
why the hell not
What's your real name? Sara but you can call me Sam/ Sammy/ Samuel/ Pockets/ Asshole whichever How tall are you? 5'3" What's your natural hair color? dark brown What's your eye color? Left eye is brown, and my right eye has blue and brown heterochromia What's your orientation? Leaning towards the l…
the flood begins
Sorry again for flooding XD I have a lot i wanna post here too sooo im submitting things in groups and as you can see the first group of pictures is Dotty and Sammy.
possible picture flood in the future
I have no clue how I'll upload the backlog of pictures I've got going on since I stopped posting here last time. There is A LOT to post dear god.
woah woah
Got a bunch of followers today. HEY EVERYONE!!