People still these days still don't understand people with depression and why they want to die. It has been getting better and I am someone that suffers from it. People that follow my writing have called me the next poe in the past .. I even carry the title of the poet of darkness and sorrow. The o…
I'm finally back to getting shit written ... And I finally got a ref of my fursona, so when I got money expect some art and if you wanna draw them for free, just let me know Also I'm going to try to write more :3
I'm not dead yet.. I got some stuff in the works, namely a ref sheet .. FINALLY .. Its getting worked on right now as a friend. Hopefully from there I'll get some art and maybe get back into writing
so back in December I had my gall bladder out and was told my liver is fatty due to me being over weight. Smd If I don't lose 50 pounds at least I'd lose it, I been working on that slowly, but surely... Lost 7 pounds so far in 2 months, I can do more, but I need my head straight first. Which comes…
Opening commissions! I am offering short stories and poems As well signatures of your online video game characters! (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v168/Oninlaa/Nmbearcline_zpsp3qt1lvm.png) As well as second life pictures! (cash only not taking SL$ at the moment) http://img.photobucket.com/album…
Got a smart phone? Think you can dance? Think you feel like taking me on? http://www.justdancenow.com/ Let me know if anyone wants to thrown down and we'll work something out :3
Of the people that watch me, waiting for my next post who wants to see me try to write more?
RANT in coming I'm sorry for not being around, I've been just trying to figure out life again and just ignoring a lot of stuff. I've been playing a lot of games and just be chilling with my inner circle of friends persay. Now to the rant part I've always been told not to keep shit bottled up, but I…
I'm in need of a new computer and I'm opening my bad writing skills waits for someone to smack him hard I'm going to go with pay what you think its worth with a min. of 2$ being the lowest you can pay You just give me a subject and I'll write something, be it a story, a poem .. WTF IS THIS SHIT I C…
So last year in November my mom was diagnosed with cancer and I had to take on watching her dog for her. It was fine for a while till he started to refuse to poop outside (I'd stand and walked him around 15+ mintues in cold ass weather) and started to go in my room. I was fine with it for a while,…
I love how you offer advice .. SOMETHING THAT does not need to be taken to heart at all.. And you get blocked for it. Geeze.. Sure I might not know the whole story, but god people.. Its advice.. Its not like I'm holding a god damn gun to your head and saying.. YOU FUCKING DO IT NOW OR I'M GOING TO…
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v168/Oninlaa/goodboy_zps2681d0b3.png Go figure that I can 99% of the time keep my cool in this damn game
You know I always said I wouldn't buy an apple product if I could avoid it, but since I don't need a fancy android phone (i'm happy with my little dinky tracfone I get for free though the goverment) I've been thinking about getting me a ipod touch to cart around to listen to music and other stuff
HOLY GARDEN TOOLS BATMAN! tomorrow is teh x-mas have a happy one
WHERES ALL MY GIFTS AT! X3 But ya today is mah b-day
Somehow even though it said I had money in my account I somehow became over drafted -34 dollars So would anyone be kind enough to spot me the 34$ and write it off as a b-day gift? (B-day is this friday :D)
Everything will be ok they say.. Things will get better they say.. You will find someone they say I'm tired of these lies getting told to me.. You don't know my track record .. You don't know the years of proof I can give So just stop telling me these lies.. Just let me drown .. Just let me fade aw…
Everything will be ok they say.. Things will get better they say.. You will find someone they say I'm tired of these lies getting told to me.. You don't know my track record .. You don't know the years of proof I can give So just stop telling me these lies.. Just let me drown .. Just let me fade aw…
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So my mom has to shave her head cause of chemo ... You know what that means! https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10205478579542672 I'm as bald as I could get my head to be.. Its cold and fells funky, but I didn't want my mom to feel out there So if you know of someone that has cancer shave your…
So I started to play the game.. I raided a old folks place for food and supplies .. It made me feel so sick at my stomach to rob the old folks .. but if I didn't my people would go hungry and starve.. I still don't feel well about it.. This games going to take its toll on me x.x
So I've just be lurking this in the back of my head for a bit ... And thought I should get it out of there. My mom has cancer, it devolped if a form of a tumor over the last few months. She had it removed.. 20 pounds it weighed They will give her chemo once she heals from the surgey and are thinkin…
http://www.gofundme.com/gh964w If you like to donate that would be great If not could you spread the word?
So I live with my mom, I rent off her and I'm glad to have a cheap place to live ... But sometimes she just pisses me the off to a point I want to just walk up to her and bitch slap her. I was to go to the store with her and my sister to get some things for her to eat before she has her surgery ...…
You know its bad when you have to sit in your floor to fix something on your computer... Then have to butt scoot out of your room, down the hallway to the steps and then get back on your feet via the steps to avoid as much pain as you can .. -.- Fuck you knee -.-
so a streamer I watch who a great guy dog had some issues and hes looking for help to pay the bills So if you got some money laying around please help his doggy http://saveoursaint.com/ if you can't donate please spread the word at least
FUCK YOU SKYPE! No seriously, it was my social link since I am mostly a shut in I wake up the other day and it was temp suspended so I go to recover my account... I don't remember enough shit to get it back I tried to filling out the form, get a message back from support ... NOPE not the right stuf…
https://www.weasyl.com/journal/64487/free-raffle-full-body-w-bg
You know I sit here wasting my talents as a writer cause I'm just to scared to really put my stuff out there even though I got a good amount of people telling me its good. I push it off as me being lazy all the time, but who am I kidding... I'm going to start trying to write more, fuck what people…
Friend selling some of her closed speices, Iic so go get one while you can :D http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14322206/
so my dads mom passed away a few weeks ago or so ... she left the grandkids 200$ and I took mine and got me a 3ds no games yet but yaaaaaay :D ... This journal is wrote with said 3ds :D
I have really odd dreams sometimes, and the one I had was about me having a hidden power I was born with. The military oddly knew about it some how and told me I was the only person that could save the world when this invading force came. The catch was this, This girl I really liked and was a good…
So I need to say something, I've been closely following a game called wildstar and I've been in every beta weekend that there has been a key for. This game is a breath of fresh air for me as far as mmos go. I have to say I want to spread the word of the game as far as I can to my friends, watches a…
http://www.ebay.com/itm/X-box-360-slim-250-gigs-with-7-games-/191118074959?pt=Video_Games&hash=item2c7f86644f Better yet, I'm donating 10% of the sell to child's play, would have bumped it up more, but I needed the money. So if you need a 360 and want to support child's play .. Well two stones one…
You know its not going to be a good day when you try to sleep an you just start crying. Depression sucks
I'm pondering what to call my fursonas race .. Its not a real species persay, but a rare genetic thing (1 in a billion people)
https://www.weasyl.com/journal/15459
all weight lifting till my injury'd foot gets better then I will be adding cardio boxing and dancing back into the mix But god.. my ars are not big fat bags anymore owo.. I has muscle
I'm starting to do sl photo edits I'm thinking about charging 1240 linden (5$ is your wondering) here is some examples http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v168/Oninlaa/Friends\_zps8a408bb7.png http://smg.beta.photobucket.com/user/Oninlaa/media/DjDarkPoet\_zps00b28be3.png.html?sort=3&o=1 I can als…
http://pounced.org/personals/viewad.php?hpad=34983 If anyone would like to see it
Repost from FA ... But I had some out patient done today So while waiting to get my surgery done, I was just chilling and the one nurse back there (his name was neal) goes I never get lost, people are always telling me where to go .. I was like ...ppfff lol I agree with that line. Everyone back in…
To all you linemen thats been working and still working to get power back to everyone.. Also to the Nat. guard and everyone in the rescue field (fire, medical, etc) if you know or have a family member working in this mess that sandy left go give them a big hug or a big cup of coffee they need it :D
Hey fuzzbutts and humanbutts! I made it to weasyl after I am settled I will post some of my writing. also I got a pink ds lite for sell 40$ that includes the shipping :D
