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Hedoro

Hedoro / 35 / Slightly effeminate male / The internet

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Incomming Uploads

Well my only source of vaguely social interaction currently is down, so I might as well upload some stuff in the meantime. I apologise for any possible inbox spam from notifications. Been communing with the animes a lot recently, ended up getting into Kill la Kill, Space Dandy and JoJo, probably th…

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Identity Crisis

I'm feeling a little better generally, mostly because communing with the animes has been a huge help in distracting my thoughts from themselves, though I'm running out of episodes so I don't know how long this will last. But I've come to dwell upon the fact I don't really know who I am, I don't hav…

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I really thought I was making progress

I've been relatively happy and distracted these last few days, I pretty much never thought about what was making me so miserable, I was starting to work towards being able to commission things for myself, and I was fine with that, sure enemies in Lords of Shadow 2 made me kinda angry a few times, b…

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A depressing thought impasse

I'm not making any progress like this, hiding away in a shitty attempt to avoid the sources of my anxiety and self-hatred, nore could it really, it didn't work the first time, or the second time, and the third time only succeeded in ensuring the forth time would be a thing. Yet, I don't know what t…

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I'm so sorry

For beign me, I'bve never been the easiest peson to get to nkow, or deal with, I'm terrible actually, and I'm so sorry to all of you for being even vaguely near me. I'm salso sorry my typign is all wanked up, I smaahed my hands ealrer on, I think the right one sib roken. Not mcuh Ic an do about tha…

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Feeling a little better (also bump)

Today was a bit crap at the start, my muscle spasms lately have started kinda scaring me, but today got better I suppose. I got a commission back that can't even really begin to describe how happy I am with it, the subject is nothing special really but it's just so well done. I'm not sure if the ar…

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Pogeymangs Bank among things.

I gotta say I feel like they could have done much better, the amount of shortcommings and weird glitches I've encountered using it are rediculous, none of these things can be corrected either, the data has already been edited by the bank, and unless there is somehow a way to edit savegames on pokém…

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And now for something completely different (signal boost)

Just gonna pull that last journal off stage with my handy dandy vaudeville hook. Sacch's temporary job recently came to a close, much earlier than we thought it would tbh, so currently commissions are her sole means of income, she currently has a few slots open for sketchpages, I got one myself las…

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Minor ramblings

People who know me likely already know this stuff, but I just need a method to vent really, and twitter character limits aren't too helpful to that end. It's been brought to my awareness that my recent back issues may have been caused by a muscle spasm from my dyspraxia, I was not aware it could do…

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Dumb to ask for advice here but-

I'm at a loss really, ever since my ear got blocked up 2 years ago I've had at least a lingering amount of tinnitus, it's really starting to become prevelant in my head, it's unbarable, I can't sleep or relax in silence because it's just constantly there ringing and ringing and fucking ringing. I'v…

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Memes wat?

So I woke up, eventually, got on here and pretty much every journal in my list was about this meme, what even happened? Might as well I've got nothing better to do. What's your real name? Michael How tall are you? Somewhere between 5'10 and 5'11 What's your natural hair color? My hair has literally…

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Actually nevermind

My issue with profiles seems more of a user thing if anything, since barely anybody actually uses it, same issue eitherway, barely anybody makes profile info on here so unless I personally know them I have no idea what sort of person just watched me or whatnot. Especially when they've not really up…

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I realise a lot of drama has gone on today

But here's a dumbass meme to take your mind off it a little bit. Not-Edit: Man the way linking works on here would be really inconvieniant to me normally but this post preview thing under this actually makes it really good. Actual Edit: Also good god tommorow is gonna suck, they're gonna be removin…

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And now for something completely different

Well I accidentally left my mark on the universe and changed the lives of several people by uttering the sentence "It looked like an ass going into a bigger ass" My legacy is complete Love can indeed bloom on the buttlefield. I am history's greatest monster.

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Existential Nonsense

I'll apologise in advanced, this was going to be a pretty short journal but then it sorta spiraled out of control from thoughts as I wrote. It's a weird title I know, but it's probably the closest terminology I can think to my current predicament, I briefly went over this on twitter but, it's twitt…

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Collections

I'll be honest, I've seen other people using them, I wish to use them, but I have no fucking idea how to do so. Can anybody give me advice here? The help menu has specific instructions....which don't seem to apply because I cannot see the part of the page it says apparently exists.

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I counted

It took me at least 10 minutes to submit a 1 sentence journal to FA after it came back up, and just after that it went back offline, and then after an hour of that straight back into read only. I think thats a new land speed record for incompetance. EDIT: You can favourite journals on here? What in…

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FA being a fuckass?

A large influx of bees weasyl watches aughta put a stop to that, or at least give me something to do. This also gives me time to reflect upon just how many fucking people I watch on FA, I mean god damn, I'm only down to the L section of it so far, and I've been at this shit over 30 minutes. Also a…

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Incomming Uploads

I suppose I've been somewhat neglecting my weasyl for a while now, honestly I've just not been in the frame of mind to be able to pay attention to more than one thing, in this case FA was taking up most of my attention so I didn't really look around here much until recently. Expect a somewhat capac…