First off, I really want to thank you all. You've all been able to support me in my dark times, and I am really, really thankful. If I had better ways to show my thanks, I'd do it, but I don't and I can't. But again, thank you all. Thank you so much for being there for me.
Second off, I'm still as stressy as anything. Which means I will continue to need support. And if I were you, I'd expect to hear a lot of suicide threats, since I used to throw them out all the time and I still do. I can't help that. 9/10 times, it's safe to assume I'll do little-to-nothing, but sometimes I do end up physically hurting myself. I've found new ways of keeping myself passive, aside from the generic "Skyrim livestream", "eat food", or "browse cute dragon pictures", I've found out that roleplaying on certain subjects actually helps, which has confused me. No, that does not mean I will be roleplaying with random people, and no it doesn't mean I yiff, I still hate it. The other method appears to be sleeping things off. I sleep a lot more recently and it seems to reduce my stress a lot, so you will likely find that my online time will be reduced a whole lot in coming weeks.
Again, I would like to thank you all for everything you have done. It means a lot to me.
Thank you.
Sorry to hear you're still stressed, though at least I have comfort knowing you didn't actually do it as of your last journal.
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I wish I could draw so I could give you the best art ever, and I wish I could think of what to say so that I could keep you from doing harm to yourself or anyone else, both emotionally and physically.
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You can do it! <3