I cannot take this anymore. All I do is cause problems and start fights unintentionally. I'm a letdown to my online friends and family. 90% of the furry community knows me, and about 70% of those that know me, hate me.
I've gone through too many friends. I've gone through too many groups. I've gone through too many communities.
My time of running has come to an end, and I will die here and now, allowing my blood to stain the very desk, keyboard and mouse that have pinned me to a secluded, lonely life for so long.
I will die just as I lived.
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Python Blue
I don't know you that well, but I will say that I don't hate you. I admit I don't know enough about you to have an informed opinion, but, from what I do know from this journal, your social situation sounds mildly similar to my own where the furry fandon is concerned.
I realize it may not mean much, but you're not the only one who has grown to hate themselves over their social life.