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Too sad to function by anniekitty

I've been too sad to function lately....
Too sad to get up in the morning.
Too sad to eat.
Too sad to sleep.
Too sad to do my homework...
Just...
Sad as fuck...

I'm trying really hard to get art done I'm just having a hard time seeing a point in even drawing anymore, you know?
Or doing any art....
Making kandi, jewelery, sewing... anything....
I feel like every time I try really hard on a piece, it either is wrong, ignored, or trashed....
And it makes it hard for me to want to make things look nice... you know?
I don't know...

Maybe once I'm done with my current work load I'll try to get some sewing done....
I don't know really but.... it's something right?

It's so hard to do anything anymore....
Cause I find it so hard to try.
So hard to care.
So hard to find a reason....
And it just gets harder... every day.
And it makes me want to just give up art all together.

Too sad to function

anniekitty

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    Ahhhhhh...I know how you feel. Getting hit by mean people over on FA started to make me feel sad about art and being on the site. And was really the reason I left in the end. You can only ignore/block so much before it begins eating your soul.

    I've learned many people will look only at particular things, too. But to me...if you like an artist, then you like THEIR ART. Maybe you might not like a mature piece over a general piece...but to look at a character and none of their other art feels awkward to me somehow. :(

    I hope taking a break and doing other things will make you feel better. hugs (I'll look at all your posted art later, when I'm online with my laptop. :) )

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    Sounds like depression to me. Do you know why you're so sad? It might help to just take a break from art for a few days and treat yourself to something nice and relax. And for what it's worth, I think your art is pretty nice. Don't give up.

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      I know I have depression. I've been diagnosed a few times over at this point.
      I'm just pretty much in a constant state of being said and progressively getting worse every passing moment.

      I... don't really have a few days. I've got a shit ton of work that I've fallen behind on for school and as soon as summer school is over is back to regular school.... And a job.

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        I know what that's like.

        Dang, that sucks. Just try your best I guess. Hang in there.

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    I can't even tell you how often I feel the same way..only way to get through is to trudge on! Who cares what people think, draw for you! :)
    I hope you feel better soon! <3