I know I've been really quiet for some time. Especially in the department of what's going on in my personal life.

All I will say for the moment that my ability to do any art has been greatly injured along with spirit and self-esteem. Can't even post anything problem-related on my main account without having it backlash at me in a tirade of self-righteous fury of how dare I say anything other than how happy and well-cared for I am.

Nothing in the world makes it ok for anyone to bash a person for not doing things they weren't aware they were supposed to do, not even parents.

And it's NEVER ok to bash your own child when you're in a fit of hunger crash and fatigue when they're in an unsteady frame of mind from previous sessions of belittlement. It makes the wound all the more worse when you don't remember it later when it comes up.

On the plus side I did finally get a call for a job interview, but I feel at this point it may have come too late, as I'm at the point of picking up the phone and calling my folks down south if I could temporarily move back with them until I can get my own place. At least they don't regularly accuse me of things I don't do.

I'm really sick of it, having to move right when I'm starting to settle and make new contacts and friends..