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That Feel... by SleepyMonster

That feel when someone who used to be a really good friend of yours has no idea who you are... :/

I guess it's kinda my own fault for not keeping up the friendship, but I've never been good at that sort of thing. I'm a terrible friend, partly because I push people away, partly because I'm no good at keeping up friendships, and partly because I'm not very good at conversing. Also this particular person has become VERY popufur, so I know they are very very busy and we haven't talked in years, but it still stings ya know?

In other news, I'm almost done with a set of pony OCs. The second one is my favorite I've made to date just because he's so different, but both of them have been fun! Keep an eye out for those!

That Feel...

SleepyMonster

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    FeyPhoenix

    I am intimately familiar with all of those feels. =/

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      SleepyMonster

      I'm sorry man, it really sucks to go through :/

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    Mazz

    :C <3

    I love the one i saw when I was over, the other one looked adorable in the reference.

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      SleepyMonster

      <3

      Thanks man. If you are coming over this weekend you'll be able to see the new one!

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        Mazz

        Debating on tomorrow night or Saturday night. Either way I gotta leave early,doing a meet and greet near bear creek park at 9:30 Saturday and gotta be in pueblo by 11 Sunday. I need to get out so I might be by tomorrow when someone gets home to watch Angel

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          SleepyMonster

          You can come over both nights! PAAAAARTY!!!!!!!

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            Mazz

            I'll see if my parents are ok with babysitting both night and if so I'll be over tonight and Saturday, if not just Saturday since SPyk will be there.

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    anjel

    I think your work is amazing and totally speaks for itself, so if that person is too popufur to remember you're friendship, fuck em. They will know your stuff soon enough. And sometimes the quality people keep up with you because it comes natural. Keep up being Amazing Alex.

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      SleepyMonster

      I dunno, I don't feel resentful really, just hurt. Your words mean a lot to me though, you are a good person. Thank you <3

      I wish I knew how to be a better friend though, I wish I wasn't so terrified and full of anxiety.

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        anjel

        yeah I've been battling the depression demons a lot lately. Some of it is the situation, some of it is just chemical. I'm not sure how to manage it well, but as far as being a better friend, I find that the people who really matter, I don't have to try that much for. They are probably numbered among Obonic, Triad, Puppy, and my roommate, but sometimes that all you need.

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          SleepyMonster

          I know what you mean, mine are Mazz and Jordan and I don't feel without. It's good to have people like that in our lives.

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    Angelwolf

    I know that feel too well. Socialising is so damn hard and it sucks so much to lose pace with people that way :/

    I feel incredibly lucky that I have friends like you cause I'm definitely awful at keeping in touch <3

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      SleepyMonster

      I dunno, I'm pretty comfortable with friendships like ours, we can flow in and our of each others lives but we also know we are there for each other. I wish I was better at the other kind too.

      Thanks Mali <3