I'm back! What a wild ride.
This is a shorter, non-graphic update about my cat. If you want more details that may include medical talk and gross things, that's all in this journal.
He's now at a point where I can safely return to my desktop computer and resume working, though I need to check on him frequently, and take breaks to help him groom, feed him, and dispense medications. Not to mention making sure he's not stuck on something because of his cone of shame, ha ha ha. I've got him a cloth cone, and it's helped immensely with his comfort level.
I wish I knew how to fully express the plethora of feelings this whole thing has had me feeling. When he was first diagnosed with a cancerous mass, I thought it was over. When we finished the fundraiser and I saw that I could fund his surgery, I felt hope. When I took him in to the vet on the 28th, I felt a fear like no other. And when I first brought him home and had him safe in my arms, I felt love and relief that I can't describe. Even thinking about that moment now... it brings tears to my eyes. I know that one day Jelly and I will part, but I'm so, so happy that this is not that day. That he can live as much life as he deserves, and that we can continue our journey together.
If you have pets, please take a moment to really look at them, and show them a little extra love today, for me.