So it’s the last day of 2018 (at least for me) and this year did at times feel like a slow moving rollercoaster because it felt slow and a bit boring. I mean i had my fair share of good moments but wished i could have done more in general. I know it is not a good idea to compare yourself to others but it’s hard to not see that after you were not doing anything important or was just looking. In retrospect this year was a lot like 2015 for me, wanting to do more but not doing anything new in the end. This may sound like i am complaining but I’m just being honest, here and these are just my thoughts. On the first of May this year i had well broke up with my partner for what would have been 2 years in june but just did not happen. This may sound a bit pointless after me being by myself for 8 months now 9 tomorrow, but that was an experience i never thought i would never feel period but i was wrong by a long shot. Then about a month and a few days later i had to fight my own demons, in which i had realised that my Depression and these bad thoughts were not good and snapped out if it. As a result i just spent the summer trying to work this out by myself and got through it, and i haven’t had a depressive episode going out of june. Then after that nothing really important going into august and to this point really happened other than a few somewhat personal life things had happened and here we are now. Compared to a lot of other people on how this year went for them they either said they liked it or just happy they made it through another year. As for me going into next year i don’t have any set plans or ideas to do going onward, other than get out my bubble and try to talk more and hopefully try some new things out while reinventing or making new ideas. I want to post more on other sites than DA , and introduce characters i have been adding to and wanting to introduce them all (there are 22 of them) one by one and not in a mass upload or post it may sound strange but i have been working in this project for now over three years starting in 2016 adding new ideas and concepts over time, and i think once you meet them all you may like them like i do. Now as i am reading and posting this later on this is just me rambling for a long time, and i think on record this is my longest update period heh.

Also, this is going to be officially the last post this year, so see y'all in 2019, and if it is new year's day or January 1st happy new years then.

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