Edit : As I announced and also planned, refunds are currently being done. So to whoever sent me some help, you may get it back soon hopefully ^^
Thank you very much for your help as it did HELP me a lot, you can be sure of that !!

Edit : Well, that was covered very fast and that's why I've removed the link a little while ago.
Thank you very much for anybody who helped, from the ones who read and spread that call to the ones who lent me some money.
To these later ones, be sure that as soon as I'll get some income, I'll proceed with the refund as I announced, I was looking for help, not donations ;) Be sure that it will help me for sure and that I am very grateful you did. That's also why I want to honor my own words ^^

Many months have passed since my last journal, there are a lot of things that I could talk about though right now it's another "more important" problem that I need help to fix.

In the end of last year, my dad had a major health problem and was unable to do anything on his own at all (brain was affected at the time).
Since nobody in the family wanted (nor could) do things, it was me who had to take care of many things for him -mainly a moving he was doing but that was not finished at the time (mainly papers to fill and the like, not stuffs to move as it was already done)-.
Yet, I do not live close and I had to take trains each month for at least one week in order to take care of things for him. I do not have much income, even less after finishing the training course in middle December (at least I got the title !) and trains tickets cost a lot even if I did my best to take them at the earliest possible for me so I could have some discount (it's how it works over here).
I had an amount of money that I saved in order to pay myself the drive licence test (it costs A LOT over here, that can not be helped), but sadly I had to use it in order to get my two last train tickets (for April and especially May 2018).

All that to say that I'm currently completely out of money and the worst is that I do not have much food left either. I can not even make one meal per day for a week which is around the time I'll have to wait before getting some money again. I'm already trying to save food, not eating too much but that won't be enough sadly.
I do not look for donations but more for someone that would be ok to lend me some money (20€ at the very max, that should do $25 USD with Paypal currency conversion) so I can get some food for around 7 days and then I'll refund them around the 6th or 7th of June (through Paypal and I'll make sure the fees are covered).
(After, if you want to donate, I won't say "no" of course but be sure that it's not what I'm looking for originally !)

Thank you for any kind of help you could give me and of course, thank you for even just reading me !
I'll try to make another journal soon about all that happened since my last journal entry, not necessarily about my dad as I've said a lot already here.
And if you have any questions, feel free to ask me with the comments below~

[ Link removed as goal has been reached ! Thank you very much ! ]
This is my brother's account that is used hence the name that can be shown. He's away for now -in a long mission overseas, that's why he can't help me- but left me access to his account in case I would need it. If it's too "strange" for you and you prefer to prevent doing anything, I can understand and that's all fine. I probably would think/do the same in fact but I don't really have much choice for now ^^;
The link will be removed once it's over.