I could need some money now to buy food, though I'm not sure if I should be doing any YCH thingies. At least I will not do an auction and instead I would make it so that you're paying as if you paid for a regular commission. Would that be better?
I guess I could just wait for someone to commission me.
Also, I may not be the best guy for these kinds of things, but know that I'm here if you feel like life is taking a toll on you. Your life is too precious to waste.