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Personal: Slipped Away by ToxicCreed

Personal: Slipped Away


Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you
Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne

Minor break from drawing refs to draw something a bit personal for myself. Louis (Chaos) has seen the road of many people he's loved and cared for, by this point in his life he's had at least two boyfriends and one girlfriend, said girlfriend not really doing anything besides using and abusing him for her own personal gain. And well at this point he's believing his father's words... he's a failure at life and will never amount to anything. Chaos's father is a huge homophobic, straight on traditions kind of guy... he disowned Chaos when he found out his son was Gay and ousted him from the family when Chaos went into Fashion Design and running his business the Excaliber Bar. Needless to say, Chaos has had it tough and he has always felt like he would never find that ONE person who he could share the rest of his life with, to love and to hold dear to his heart.

That is until he met with Eldon Solano, a Dragalge/Tyrantrum who frequented his bar on an almost daily basis. Excalber's is known as the local Homosexual hangout though everyone is welcome so long as they do not come in to just cause trouble. Eldon and Chaos hit it off becoming great friends through the hybrids frequent visits to the bar. He was so frequent that Chaos knew what he would order, since it was generally a 'usual' kind of deal though there were days when Eldon would switch it up to confuse the Charizard. As their time together went along the two would eventually start dating. Chaos was a couple years older than Eldon but it just seemed to be that 'perfect match' if anyone were to call it that.

Eldon and Chaos would date for about four years before Eldon started getting sick... he would rapidly lose weight over the course of a couple months and begin having hoarse coughs that wouldn't seem to go away. For the longest of times, Eldon brushed it off... simply stating to his boyfriend that it would go away. It didn't and it became much worse... and after much prodding from Chaos after about the problem not getting any better Eldon was seen at a Hospital and would be diagnosed with Stage IIIB Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer which had started to show signs of Stage IV lung cancer as it was slowly spreading to his other lung as well as down into his liver.

This came as a blow to both, but... Chaos being the famous fortunate guy he was went through the process of getting treatment done for Eldon. It was an up and down road at the beginnings of the treatment, and Eldon was a fighter... but as treatment went on Eldon's chances dwindled. And it was only after about a year worth of treatment that Eldon would pass away in the hospital. Chaos was present when his latest, and possibly final, boyfriend passed away.

While Chaos enjoyed his time with Eldon, after having so many rough or failed relationships in the past Eldon was that shining light at the end of a very dark tunnel for him. Eldon was thought to be the one that could mend all of the pain that Chaos had gone through with his relationships that ended badly... either because Chaos was struggling to find his sexuality or because he was just lost and confused, wanting attention and love where he could get it. And then it ended... and left him a broken, depressed shell.

I suppose, this is my way of saying that Chaos is likely never meant to have a relationship with anyone. He's been pushed, pulled, twisted and bent in so many ways that... I feel it is best for him to just not pursue one. Granted a lot of his story is likely to change so that I can develop him more for stories or general RP purposes all of the past issues with relationships are going to be there because they are what lead up to this one for him. So yeah... Chaos is pretty much probably going to remain on the singles list permanently at this point in time unless someone can convince me to change my mind.

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