aw thank you hun, I really wanted her to look drained and depressed but with underlying rage ^^; that sums her up at the moment pretty well, and I think I did well to get that across if I can toot my own horn a bit XD but erf yeah.. I think the worst part of it is that when Estra's heart was presented to her, Ember didn't even initially want to take it, too.. so it's not like she consciously killed Estra in order to take her place, it wasn't a power grab, she only did it to save her own life in the end and even then she was hesitant :( but yeah to have everything she's spent her whole life working towards, trying to be the best Demon she can be and so strictly follow the 'code' and everything she went through to get to where she was it's like it's all been for nothing and she's very upset about it (varies rapidly between depressed and enraged)
she does have a.. idk if i can call it a plan but more of a desperation move.. hopefully I can keep it in mind for when we're ready for her ^^;