Imagine you weren't raised correctly, your dad wasn't allowed to punish you... and your mother was sick in bed with MS. You.. currently are 18.. you have an extremely bad habit of stealing from your parents that you're trying to break... and everybody bitches about your bad habits despite how hard to try to stop... are you in the wrong? I need an answer because.. my situation is fucking stupid, I'm TRYING to stop. I know its bad... BUT NO, just when I think I broke it... I loop right back to the start... sometimes I wish I was a different person, somebody who was actually raised to be respectful... I wish I was born with parents that were there to raise me as a kid... teach me what I need to know... but no. I had to learn that shit myself... that includes respect..
I fucking hate my damn life, and I wish I could reset...