I miss you so much, you have no idea ;n;
And I could allmost kill myself for not beeing able to show it in RL :<
I have such huuuuuge issues touching someone (for a hug) in RL I am so extremly shy I hate myself so much for it.
And I get jealous over ppl whom have no problems with that. WTF is wrong with me?! I know I want to hug and snuggle
but I just cant cross the line myself. I am allways waiting on the other part to do it first. I dont get it.
And I am so sorry for beeing like that. I stand in my own way much to often. How can I deal with this???
I dunno anymore.. (maybe Im affraid of getting hurt? I dunno, I prolly shouldnt worry to much)
sighs forever I love you ~ sorry for my whining >.<
for the ever bestest ~ <3
P.S.: please dont feel pressured with the amount of artsie I draw for you~