"I request participating in this mission Mistress..."

"I rather not accept your request, I want you to be here protecting me Nesa'ya"

"I know this but, I want to prove myself useful, to be able to do more and prove to Mother I am capable of being a General"

"...Mother has no say in what you should and shouldn't do, I do."

"Please Mistress..."

Nesa'ya had an ulterior motive to ask such a request but she kept it hidden, her abilities to disperse her thoughts if she comes under scrutiny have advanced far beyond Uri's expectations, despite that she was apprehensive about leaving her beloved outside of the scope of her senses. She didn't want anyone messing in the progress she has made to recuperate her into being back to normal again. She was a bit apprehensive and as such it was understandable but she doesn't want to alienate the current personality so not to stagnate her. After a heated debate, she accepted reluctantly and in turn gave her a gift. A dress fit for her and her status as a general, she also gave her something rather personal, a pair of "cuffs" made from a very particular material a type of silk, for now she just had enough for the cuffs and the rope that united them together, a token of how much Uri cared for her. She accepted wearing them all the time.

With a kiss on her Mistress cheek and then a bow, Nesa'ya left a blushing Uri'xaji and set forth into the unknown. Away from her mistress and the union they had mentally, instead she relied on the one they had at heart. Nesa'ya too this time to learn a few more things, that she had a person inside her head and this person claimed her body quite a few times before. This bothered her and went away just so she could confront this problem without causing too much trouble to her Mistress. After she finished rallying the platoon she was taking care off, she asked her fellow soldiers if there's any planet who she can take a rest and time to meditate on a few things. The soldiers didn't disappoint their general as they thought she was trying to learn the martial arts they often used, so they told her of a planet a few parsecs away from their completed target. She went there for a while, and she didn't like the personality inside her.

She was shy yet persistent, a this point she took the form a human, her old form and nagged constantly, roamed around her like she was a ghost. For a while she could subdue that voice in her head but as more and more of her devoted to push her away, it just came back even stronger asking for her body back and her life with her beloved. This triggered a change into the current personality, she heard her and wanted to know more. She called Nesaya and asked for a truce...

Nesaya: "A truce? Do you think my body is some sort of territory you can monopolize?"

Nesa'ya: "Don't misunderstand me, I don't want you using this body, specially if you could bring harm to my Mistress, all I ask is for tolerance. I tolerate you as my permanent companion and you tolerate me as the user of this vessel."

Nesaya bursts with anger at Nesa'ya: "Again with you proclaiming authority over my body as if it is yours to begin with! and What do you mean I would harm my Beloved wife!? I love her, I wouldn't dare harm her, not that I could if I wanted to either."

This piqued Nesa'ya's curiousity: "You words are somewhat strange, you say you could not harm Mistress even if you wanted to? Why?"

Nesaya replied surprised: "Maybe you have been with Uri way too much to sense it, everyone near her fears her. I met mother before my...our change and she had a hint of fear mingle with utter respect for her. I asked her and she went for days without answering me and evading the question with fear that I would go away if I knew. I am sure you noticed she is really special in more ways than one and more powerful than Mother..."

Nesa'ya finally understood what she was and why she was fighting all the time: "You are me...I am you... You are the me from the past, Mistress went as far as protecting the you from the past...She really loves you...Not me..."

Nesaya: Oi OI! Now you're getting depressed on me? What happened to the dependable Nesa'ya General Merchant that people now are proud to be depending with? Now that you realized what I am and why I been trapped inside the mind for all this time. I slowly came to be before I could meet you here, each time you spend with your Mistress, each moment she was with you intimately triggered this unavoidable result. Now I can accept that truce, let us know each other more...

Nesa'ya: "I don't want to disappear, to be gone. The thought of knowing that her care was for you and not me pains me but I have to obey her unconditionally she is the one that made me who I am now. Still, I don't want to relinquish this body..

Nesaya: There's no helping it now, we need to converge and form a whole from us halves. Tell you what, until we can be one in both body and mind, we will have a tag system. I had time to figure out what was happening to me and it seems to protect me, she scattered my sense of self and all of my memories in order for the change to not destroy the me that you see in front of you. I have almost recuperated completely but it seems the key to everything lies in our beloved.

Nesa'ya: Agreed...Now I desire to know any weakpoints and anything that I could do to tease and enjoy my time with Mistress more, please tell me more about her. You have been bonded more intimately than I have been.

With a smirk and slight happy face, she sat down with her and talked for hours on end. It was the start of a beautiful and kinky friendship. What other things they did? Well...That's for another place and another time!

Nesa'ya   boha
Art   Spearfrost
Mixhriste Species   Seisuke