yikes, gettin' a little dark here.
sometimes i make promises I either can't keep or it takes longer than anticipated to follow through on. A bullet to the brain should solve this problem though, but i could be wrong.
vent art, don't panic. keep calm and live on.
https://youtu.be/BWdLt3Afjrg
Link
g-xyon
Always keep that emergency cacti handy, you'll never know when you'll need it.
I know that feel bro. Slow and steady wins the race!