I do this every day and GOD I HATE IT
I want to tell someone, but they won't understand. nobody ever does. they won't know what it's like, hating yourself so much that you want to inflict pain and harm on yourself. they won't know what it's like being laughed at and teased EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN DAY
sigh.....
Most states have anti-bullying laws.. it actually wont make it worse if you report them.. something will be done about it. If school does nothing.. police have more power. Report mainly the ring-leaders, give details on what they do and say that really affect you. If scared of serious violence, you can get safety precautions done.
May not help with how you feel, but it'll help with dealing with the problem and that's a start. Don't be afraid, and if you ever need to rant it out (or whatever)... I've been there though honestly I'd be a bit surprised if you'd spill it to a stranger like me LOL.
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Anuacyl
I've been there, and I know