Surrounded by people,

smiling, laughing,

over things that,

don't even matter.

I hate them,

I envy them,

they feel fulfilled,

with nothing at all.

Why can't I feel,

like I am needed?

My life has no meaning,

no place on this world.

Still I am trying,

smiling along,

trying to feel,

with nothing at all.

Surrounded by people,

smiling, laughing.

Living without feeling,

Because I don't matter.