Some vent art. Not in too good of a place right now mentally as this new wave of depression is taking a major toll on me. I feel like nothing I do is worth anything. I feel like just saying "fuck it all" and just quit trying. I'm constantly tripping over myself to make sure I can do things to my standard and when it doesn't meet that standard, everything falls apart for me. I lose all motivation and as a result, nothing gets done. I feel like a failure for almost everything I do nowadays. Perhaps maybe I set myself to too high a standard but it doesn't matter anymore.