OLD Gift Art for :iconneopuc:
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/neopuc/

MORE TO COME! (owed art)

this one is just a token of good faith for being so patient while my life was unraveled and put back together. hell i am going to a funeral in a few days, if that gives any indication as to the silent hell Ive been living. the good thing is that art heals me much as my writing does. writing helps me express my deeper emotions and issues and themes and thoughts. art on the other hand is my way to find fun and a smile and good feelings in times when they are few apart. just uploading art ad sharing it and getting comments and making others smile and laugh... THAT is why i draw. I somehow forgot that for a few years... life just chewed me up and spat me out. at any rate, i accepted a commission from neopuc and felt really bad that it took me years to be able to start on seriously. i now have a cintiq so it should go well from here on out. i should have a few badges of his characters done by Christmas along with plenty of others. but his come first! ^^

this is one of my many attempts to make good on an old overdue commission for neopuc. I plan to FINALLY finish some badge art ( soon) which also means i can draw some of his characters. I think the problem was i was far to ambitious with my desires and ideas for what to draw. In the end the simplest of things would have made me finish years ago but i went on a long art hiatus where only doodles were churning out. now that i am reviving my artistry i shall be placing more "finished quality" artwork online. one of these half done sketches which will never be completed. part of why so much of what i have uploaded in the last few days is on here is because i never intend to finish it up or make it better.
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I think that i have not been drawing for so long i forgot i actually could do it. Ive been doodling or spending a few hours on digital art but not taking it seriously. it has been years since is pent multiple days on a single work of art and was thoughtful enough to fix it around with anatomy and stuff. some of my cutest or best work is often spontaneous anatomy. Often my finishing skills are so poor that when i ink and color too quickly or rush to ink from imperfect sketches, the art sucks and i quit before i ever finish it. Other times i may fast pass artwork to get it online and then end up hating it and taking it down soon after.

this is why i have re-thought the way i will upload stuff i will have THIS gallery for all my scraps and junk and unfinished doodles and anything higher quality shall go elsewhere. that way my sketches can have a fun home without me feeling embarrassed, and my nicer artwork will have a place to shine without being surrounded by sketches and weird gift art content i do for others most of the time lol.