Latest Journal

Sometimes I'm very tired (Ranting, ignore me)

on 3 December 2014 at 13:05:24 MST

My depression has been hitting me hard as of late. The past few months have seen wonderful changes. I started a relationship with someone I've liked for a long time, my Spouse, partner and I finally got a new apartment. This place is much nicer than the last, and ends up cheaper too.

But then other things come up. I can't be in the new relationship any more (please don't ask why), our cat passed away about two months ago. And I find myself utterly flattened by them. Every small mishap gets blown out of proportion in my head. It's a struggle for me to keep going and I find myself thinking of death and yet being utterly terrified of dying. I've spoken with both partner and spouse about these feelings but all it seems to do is make them upset and worried. So I just feel stressed, because now I'm not only a financial burden, I'm an emotional one too.

I realize that these feelings are irrational, but that doesn't stop the anxiety, it doesn't stop the feelings of despair and worthlessness. I'm just so tired.

View This Journal and 0 Comments

Commissions

Comic Page

Single Comic Page
from $ 75.00
to $ 100.00

Flat

Single Pose Flat
$ 45.00

Ink

Single Pose Ink
$ 35.00

Reference Sheet

Sketch

Single Pose Sketch
$ 25.00

Soft Shade

Single Pose Shade
$ 55.00

Statistics

Joined 30 November 2012

646
Pageviews
54
Followers
23
Favorites Given
34
Favorites Received
23
Submissions
2
Journals
61
Following

Shouts