Bit of personal art. I don't do many humans, but I wanted to draw myself, get a feel for it again. Something for me, instead of what anyone else wants.

I would, though, like to know how to improve. So if you'd be so kind as to make suggestions, feel free. As a note, I don't have a full length mirror in the house. Closest I have is the bathroom mirror over the sink.

Also, what are proportions? *brain fizzle*

Today is the anniversary of my father's death. It's been ten or eleven years now.. I can't really remember, due to some harsh life circumstances that were going on around then, coupled with some prescription medication that made me unable to remember day to day things at the time. That's what's mostly bothering me, now. That, and wondering... what would he think of me? Would he approve of my life choices? Would he approve of my boyfriend? Would things have been different if he hadn't died? Would he have still died, even if I didn't give him a virus while his immune system was compromised by chemotherapy and leukemia? What kind of man would he be, today, if he had lived?

There are too many things going through my mind all the time, and I have to wonder... what would have been different?