I'd originally posted this on furaffinity months ago, but the point still stands and damn, I just love how this image came out, still. beams It's very inspiring considering how meek and mild I used to be. I've got a sort of "new years reminder to myself not to be a fucking twit" follow-up in the works. Since then, I still get the experience of things like reaching out to tgs in need only to have them make ugly, childish comments about my beloved and I. Lots of other fun things, a local church war against lgbt folks, poor family getting all sick (and now I think i'm coming down with something...oh jooy) the onset of crippling anxiety attacks, time-sensistive stuff I should have gotten uploaded ages ago, stories of personal failure, change, growth, beautiful dreams, PLENTY of me gushing about how much my beloved means to me, pretty photos, silly comics, weird cartoony shit...claps her hands better to get work!

Sooo...points, slowly moving her arm across the audience My most recent journal was definitely in need of some visual accompaniment, because people can't seem to fuckin' read..or, you know, just don't care. throws up her hands

Back when I had shared my terms of endearment toward Mr. Doug "Shitpile" Tennapel, I got a handful of ridiculous reactions over the fact that I am capable of being upset with a person, and worse, someone begging me not to post "hateful" things all the time like my beloved AshleyFableblack. Yeah...hateful...stories of forgiveness, missing her mother, love and trust. Hateful. Yup. Fuck you.

Ashley and I aren't one-dimensional "my little pony" characters. She is a very friendly and easy-going gal. She's incredibly sweet and caring, and yes, oddly enough, she gets upset with assholes, as do I. Just because I'm bubbly and silly most of the time doesn't mean i don't get worried, sad or irate, as well. I'd been FAR too patient with SO many people, and my newfound confidence is the reason I'm standing up to you people (you know who you are), not because "she turned me into a meanie-head like her". How fucking insulting.

And for those of you this isn't directed at, well, hope you enjoy my little ol' gallery, here. or not. that's fine too.