Hullo

FA's a real pain

My friend pointed me to this site.

I'm a fat gay shark. Woo.

Okay, so I'm in terrible health and living conditions at the moment.
I'm spending all my efforts to keep a 600 year old house in one piece, while trying to calm the worsening dementia of my 90 year old grandmother and the anxiety of my mother. So there should be no reason for doubt why i'm failing my college courses.

I lack all interest/drive/focus when I walk into campus, and I just want to fucking sleep. All of my classes seem like they're in a foreign language, I just can't seem to grasp the material like everyone else can. I'm tied too strongly to keeping my family issues to a non-life-threatening level.

So is it any wonder that I haven't posted anything for about a year?
As soon as I got the information to set up my Paypal, my tablet died. I can't sell anything, even if I wanted to.

So meanwhile, while I see all the artists post beautiful things FOR CASH, I'm scraping catshit and vomit off the fucking floors and getting sick from the ammonia smell of piss, and watching my Grandmother drive my Mother fucking insane with her manic episodes involving almost breaking her spine on the fucking stairs. WE CANNOT AFFORD A FUNERAL RIGHT NOW.

All I can do is watch my bank account deplete lower and lower, with absolutely no time for any sort of income.

Fuck it.