04-12-2024.

(Journal Log for Context/Origin)
...maybe i'm reaping what i've sown here in terms of me being obsessed.
maybe i should just stop and keep it to myself strictly, from now on.
act as if i never said anything about it to anybody.
...with time, it'll just be isolated pieces from a time far gone, and far from relevant.
...i feel like things would be better this way.
...just, keep it to myself.
just... stop talking about it.

...i feel bad. like... extremely empty.
...even more hollow than before.