After mentally losing it with the wasted paper and scraps and venting art, I finally just took some deep breaths and sat down and focused and just drew.
I wanted to make Sky his present and I didn't want its appearance to get the better of me and discourage me.
I put my heart into it, I care about Sky, he is gentle and sweet and a wonderful Dragon to talk to, and this was for him and not me, so I just went for it. The idea was a spur of the moment thing and I let the naturalness of it flow through me, it feels right and its good.
Belated Birthday Gift for Skyboxmonster
Also, I am not really scared of flying, I'm scared of falling.