I draw this one back at the end of 2015
I have always had depression but it never really showed when i was young
But when my mother passed away on Dec. 26 2012 it just...spiraled out
I felt so empty inside i just wanted to end myself.
I keep lashing out at the people i loved and i feel so sad....i just wanted to alone
I wanted to end my life cause i thought i was worthless, that i was nothing to this world
But at the end of last year to the beginning of this years
my husband and I when to go see our doctor
I was so scared, but i just broke down to her telling her that i want to get better
I told her that i would always wear a mask to hind what was deep inside (witch this picture is saying)

And now i can say that after talking to her and getting some help i am 99% better

Depression is like a monster that feeds off of you makes you feel like you are nothing to this world
I don't want anyone to go though this
Please if anyone has Depression please go to your doctor they will help you it is scary I was scared but know you are not alone
i am doing great i feel good about myself and i can say that its been a rough road but i am getting there
I have people supporting me and loving me and i want that for all of you who have this
thank you all for listening to me
I may have had a rough beginning but you know what "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" right