--Originally uploaded to FurAffinity Jan 2014--
from the original submission file - I have gotten help since, though these episodes are recursive
This may have come out a tad more emo than i was going for
But for a very long time now, I've been feeling so down and I've let myself get so lost in it, that I can't face drawing or writing.
I've stopped enjoying pretty much everything and, although I have days where I can be slightly productive, on the whole I just want to lie in the dark and not move.
I am getting some help.
I've rejected pills that they tried to throw at me because I don't want to be patched up with chemicals that mostly do more harm than good. (Side effects may include but are not limited to Migraines, Spasms, Nausea, Diarrhoea, Sensitivity to Sunlight, Rectal Bleeding, Painful Erections, Infertility and Lactating Breast Milk in males)
Thank you every one for being patient with me, and for the support I'm getting
I'm really not in a good place, and I haven't been for a long time, so please forgive me if I don't reply to stuff right away, or if I can't turn stuff around the way that I used to. I aim to get over this, but it's eating me up right now and there's very little I can do about it
I'm so very tired of feeling that everything is futile and without purpose
and I'm really sick of crying now
I may disappear again for a while, but I do aim to stick around for as long as this period of feeling ... okay lasts
-Dodge Fennec and lyrics are © me adammaxdavies
Thank you to everyone for your support