currently, this feeling has never been greater, all because i gave up something dear to me

anyhow, from the original post

"can't shut the brain up, sometimes it twists and contorts things that have been said, or things i have thought, misinterpret and stabs with words

and its always Never whatever Enough.

Never Good enough

Never Assertive enough

never Submissive enough

Never Happy enough

Never close enough

Never far enough

Never kinky enough

Never Experimental enough (in relation to drugs an alcohol)

Never touchie feelie enough

Never Distant enough

Never good enough at art (the most prevalent)

Never good enough at writing

Never good enough at sport

Never good enough at computers

Never sexual enough

Never Experimental enough (in relations to bi/homo sexuality)

fucking brain

vent art, no replying for me "