So yeah, I know what you're thinking, the anatomy is bad. But there's also attempt at shading after taking a lesson. And while it sucks I have to go back to the very basics at least after some times practicing I can now say that things are slowly going better. And I really feel like I'm on a journey, going on one, a very long one, hence the cloak, and the thinking bubbles to remind myself that I can't give up and it's not meant to discourage myself. It will take time of course but I will succeed on this journey with better anatomy, shading, and lighting.