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This is a badge for the wonderful Kipcha this badge is part of an art trade that we started in 2011. Many things happened throughout this trade and I made many mistakes along the road. The first thing that i did wrong was I didn't draw Kipcha correctly. My anatomy was really off ad the colors weren't remotely close which was a serious armature mistake and a very face hoof moment. The other mistake was due to giving in to my selfishness. I asked for more out of the trade than what I put in my side.. I did later contact back and say that I saw my request as being selfish and unfair but it's the fact that I even did such a thing is heartbreaking to me.

Another thing I did that I will always be upset at my self about is how I didn't compliment or really take time to admire the hard work that she put into the drawing she made. At the time I was very overwhelmed with personal issues, which I'd rather not talk about, and I let the emotions caused by my situations to to make me into a really bitter pessimistic soul who didn't want to see the good in anything. I let my bitterness and emotions blind me from seeing the absolutely amazing job Kip put into her part of the trade...

You may bey wondering why I'm talking about this. "it's a thing of the past, big deal stop worrying about it". well... it may be a things of the past but history repeats itself and I'm telling this story because I don't want any of you who read this to make the same mistake. Also i'm very sorry for my actions and I would like for my name to be clear... I don't want to have the lack of character anymore, I don't ever want to be take advantage of people and I don't want my current situation to determine how I treat people. and I most certainly don't want any children that I may have or adopt to be looked down upon because of my mistakes nor do I want to set a bad example...

I really hope this information helps someone out there. I believe that others have forgiven me and i don't know if they have thought on this as much I. Currently i'm trying to forgive myself and make sure that i never behave in such a way again..

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God Bless~