I have some good news and some bad news. The bad news is that the scanners not working, now that it's been separated from my PC, and it's not working for any of my other family members' modern machines. The good news is that I'm in a better and proper room for me to work in peace, now that my 2nd o…
Not gonna post much here. Load shedding's still a problem. Schedule's still impossible to keep up with. And the heat right now is not helping in remedying the situation. Will try to finish any Year of the Rabbit artwork, before New Years; if I have the strength for it.
Not much to add here. Still miserable; load shedding is still a dick to my activities; and my body age is beginning to show. Devil's Night is coming soon, and I'm not even excited about it. Been toying around with an AI art generator lately, to see how it draws my existing works; however, I don't p…
Winter came a lot sooner, and with the corruption of our electricity company constantly screwing me over my free time, I'm back to square one; still trying to figure out how to manage my schedule. Depriving myself of sleep hasn't been doing wonders for me lately, and has only made me more tired tha…
Finally an end to a horrible month, if I was a VTuber right now. Other than those, the days have gotten a lot shorter. It feels like only less than 12 hours long, because of Load Shedding. Schedule hasn't been improving; tried staying up all night to get things done, and immediately regret it later…
Final month of 2022, and here I am; miserable and still struggling to make ends meet. Plans are going up in smoke and I'm feeling more demotivated. It's been a difficult year, and yet I feel like I could of done so much more. With load shedding, further worsening my schedule, I can't help but ask m…
Another year I grow older. And the underwhelming part is that there's no load shedding to ruin my night; as if I wanted it to. Right now, I'm pass my mid-30s of age, and could use an update to my sona OC. Been working on it, but didn't expect it to be this late. I had 6 others (One I already made,…
So it eventually comes to this, where I've given myself too much, with little to no opportunities to work with. Now that COVID (or any other Winter sickness) is no longer at it's strongest, for the time being; I may need to change things up a bit. Also this year's gotten a lot rough than I expected…
Almost forgot to leave a journal, as I've come down with a cold and was trying to retire for the day. As of now Fall/Autumn, did not go as planned as I haven't finished the concepts of OCs I had planned, plus the redesign of my persona. Half of my schedule's time has been spent checking for any new…
Funny how I predicted this year not being a blessing, as it has already started off negatively. A war has broken out; retrenchment from a Vtuber agency that shouldn't have happened, not to mention some of them being hit with COVID too. And now I'm having mixed feelings for one of them; I can't tell…
Right now, I've forgotten when I got my 2nd shot; the side effects haven't been getting worse lately, and I seem to be fine regardless. But now, I'm struggling to just get a decent amount of sleep, because my family are inconsiderate. At this point I might as well make myself insomniac, as I feel m…
Almost forgot my own birthday was up. Got so caught up in watching some of the HoloLive EN's Halloween VODs that I nearly forgot to check the date. As for a minor health update; 2nd shot's side effects have been very meh, and I seem to be fine, nonetheless. Anyway; happy Devil's Night, and try not…
Just letting everyone know; the 2nd shot is done. Gonna try and take things slowly from here. Don't want to risk burning myself out, incase the symptoms are anything worse than the 1st shot.
So I am on the path of surviving this pandemic, with my first shot acquired. And now that Winter's being snuffed out, I can rest easy, a little. However, my sleeping schedule has gotten worse, the past few weeks; and it's not because of the vaccine's side effects. Not only is my niece this troubles…
Just to let everyone know that I got my first vaccine shot, today; in case the side effects become a problem later on.
First of all; vaccine still hasn't arrived, and it already feels like my condition might be getting worse. Schedule hasn't gotten better since last time I posted a journal. My motivation to even draw begins to dwindle as my body seems to prefer I sleep more. It's also becoming a lot difficult to ke…
First of all; I'm still alive. Second; vaccine still hasn't arrived yet. Third; going to post only one new journal every season. Right now, I've never been this tired before. Twitch is still ignoring my appeals to have my suspension lifted, and I don't think they're even going to be bothered, even…
Just reminder to you all, that I am still COVID-19 positive. There is still no vaccine in sight. Secondly my condition hasn't gotten worse, at an alarming rate. But the symptoms are still there to remind me that I am sick. As of now I haven't touched my art; since I'm not sure if I'll be alive to f…
I have some bad news, and... I dunno. Bad news is, I've been tested positive for COVID-19. The not-so-bad news is, I'm not deathly ill, yet. For now, my family can forget about putting me through slave labour anymore. If my father just learned to kick my brother-in-law, my eldest sister, and that c…
Was kinda hoping they'd arrive home sooner, but eventually they're back; except for my parents, who will be taking a slightly longer vacation. As much as I want to say I enjoyed myself; I must admit I didn't. This kitten, has deprived me of my sleep for that past week, and I'm finally glad that I d…
And I'm not talking about a buncha cards here. As much as I enjoy being alone in the house, I have three cats, that may ruin my last few days of 2020. We got our old cat my one sister adopted. We got a stray that was recently abandoned by our former neighbor. And a kitten that my eldest sister fool…
I still got a few weeks before the stitches are gone. By then I can't pick up anything heavy, so that I don't tear something in the process. Right now, I've taken the time to pick up my pencil again and sketched some fanart, for a friend. Apparently, I'm cancelling whatever Halloween piece I was pl…
AND FUCK YOU TOO NEW SOMERSET HOSPITAL. IF THERE WAS A MISTAKE IN T.J. PAPIER'S DECISION, IT WAS THIS. To think this is how my life will end one day. Sure the surgery went well, but the fucking staff. I hope they fucking burn one day. Assholes didn't even bother to push me out on wheelchair, and wo…
Spring's having a hard time deciding whether it wants to be hot or cold. A month has gone, and I haven't even touched my pencil yet. Also took the time to get out more, wearing a mask. Mosquitoes are out, and I need to start stocking up on mats. But even now, I feel anxious, leaving the safety of m…
With Winter out of the way; I can start drawing again. However, I'm going to wait week out before picking up my pencil. Since I want the weather to pickup heat soon. Wish I could say the same for those heading in for Winter themselves after a depressing Summer. Here's hoping all my favorite western…
Less than 30 days to go before things begin to heat up again. I can only hope this last month doesn't hit me with anything that may be considered a symptom of this pandemic, like it did last year.
Still cold and struggling to make any attempts at doing art. The only reason I'm uploading nothing for this long is that my drawing hand (which is my right hand) is sensitive to temperatures, and I can't risk my hand going numb, or even worse from the cold. BTW, I'm doing ok, yet I can't say the sa…
Heat is slowly dying out; but I can't say the same about the fatigue and sleep deprivation I've been through, ever since my brother-in-law moved in. As much as I have slowed down terribly, on the work I have; I might have some plans for more Easter related content. I might also want to draw some ne…
Hot weather is not fun to deal with; especially when your country decides to cut the power from you AC, for 2 hours. Right now, I kinda wish load shedding didn't get in the way of my attempts to sketch, because having a PC devoid of power, means I can't read any references on what I want to draw. A…
Another year gone, another year to waste away at my life's decisions.
So... I've got my own room now. The partition that was built recently can now block out the prying eyes of my family. One problem about it, is the wide open gap above it. I can't even sleep from the noise my family makes on the other side, the A/C is almost useless from cooling my side of the room,…
And I've caught another cold. And yet it felt like I was adapting very well for 2 whole months. Also thumbs hurt; can't tell if it's frostbite or the utter pain induced by my Xbone controller's thumbsticks. Even now I'm still struggling to make ends meet, as 2 months go by and I still haven't finis…
I'm kinda lost on what to focus on right now. When it gets cold I'm not even sure I want my hands without gloves all day. But enough of that; like every month schedule; I will be doing 5 of my unfinished requests that I've recently closed due to the ridiculous amount of work I have to do. I still w…
Another month has gone by, and I've got nearly nothing done recently. Since I only finished 2 of the 5 requests, I scheduled to be done last month, I'm gonna have to forget adding another 5 to the schedule, and finish the 3, I left unshaded. As for what to do for May... I dunno. My body's been givi…
Not sure what to make for this month other than starting on sketches for 5 requests. Since I'll be honest here, I'm going to be picking favorites and leave the less appealing requests for last. While this may seem like a dick move to those who asked first in line, as I pick some of those who asked…
As a matter of fact I got to make plans for Emmanuelle, this coming Valentine's Day special. Also, I'm feeling very drained on what I want to do first. There's still some unfinished requests to do. At this point I might have to prioritize favorites and either quit or leave the less interesting ones…
I haven't been wishing everybody a happy 2019, until now. On the plus side, my time without my niece being a pain, has come to an end. And she is worse than ever. Now, what I'm actually forgetting is who I'm suppose to draw for January. I'll have to check that list again. Also, I still haven't touc…
And I don't think it's the heat that's bothering me. You lie down in bed, asking yourself, "what do you plan on doing with your life?" and still do nothing about it. The year's gone by and I'm still clinging onto life desperately trying to make ends meet. Diligence is not my strong suit, yet I'm de…
I haven't made any plans for a Halloween special, yet I have a few characters I'd like to draw for the time being. Since the weather's beginning to warm up, it's about time I wear something less warm.
Had a nasty cold for about a week ago, but I'm feeling a bit better now. Also sketch paper's getting a little expense to buy, and I'm not happy about that. I'll just make do what I can for this month, and see if any progress can be made.
Not kidding. I'm expecting the temperature to be at it's lowest, but this July has been a lot warm lately, that I'm sweating from being overdressed. Not even the Winter ailments have affected me yet; and we're half way past the season already.
A special month has gone by, and yet I still have to catch up to my art stuff. Right now the ailments of Winter hasn't hit me yet, and I feel like I might be able to do something for this month. But I still got a crappy schedule to stick to; just to keep my sanity in check.
It's getting cold and I can only take so much of it before considering my health priorities. Sketching at this time only gets more painful to bear as Winter draws closer. Since my right hand's pinkie and thumb feels kinda swollen from something, I can't tell if it's frostbite, or a bug bite that I…
As of now, I'm making changes to the schedule. With my niece pissing me off every day, I am slowly reaching my limit. I can already feel that urge to rid myself of my niece's existence, and I can already tell it is not going to end well for both of us. Right now my schedule is going to involve me l…
Welp. March's gone, still having trouble keeping up with my schedule. I wanted to do something for April Fools' Day, but I just don't have the motivation for stuff like that right now. What I want to do now is focus on a piece of work that I only finished half way, and wish to finish it. There was…
Since I couldn't do much for February, now that it's gone; I might as well try to think about Easter, and what to do for it. I'm not sure how things will go, because my motivation is really deteriorating with the working environment I'm in. Also, Summer should be dying out by now, I should have les…
You what that means... https://youtu.be/fPiSiAmO1gw?list=FLvwtwxAkbYDSsBgco4NPlJQ Gonna get that ice cream, because it's scorching hot today.
https://inkbunny.net/MrHaxwell Do not worry, I'll still be using this account as long as I live. In the meantime, I'll be heading over there to upload my Fur Affinity exclusives there.
Apparently my OC for April, is going to be continued into May, with the one planned for May. Even now, I'm still converting more than half of my current OC's variations to lineart, while adding color to them. If I manage to finish both characters, I'll be reducing the variations to just 6 (number i…
Starting from February onwards, every month I'll be drawing various forms of one of my OCs. Selected forms will be fully human, kemonomimi, etc. I might not be able to do all my characters, since I've already got too many to do in one year. What I will draw on my OCs are not redesigns, but merely c…
I may have woken up a bit late today, since I could of post it during the time I stayed up. Hoping this year will help me adapt to what hardships lie ahead.
It's been happening a bit often every time I go to bed after playing a bit of Mass Effect (right now, I'm just in it for the achievements). I'm not even fast asleep when this happens; but I seemed to see myself still playing, with the current career, continuing where I left off. And it feels like I…
It's been happening a bit often every time I go to bed after playing a bit of Mass Effect (right now, I'm just in it for the achievements). I'm not even fast asleep when this happens; but I seemed to see myself still playing, with the current career, continuing where I left off. And it feels like I…
My brother got married today, but with a person you'd probably loathe, with a deep hatred. But, if everything goes well; he's room, which I've been sharing for so many years of my life, shall be all mine, and mine alone, for the taking. He better be grateful we all tolerated his arrogance over this…
For the time being; I'm going to have to focus on some reference sheets of my OCs, that have been present in some RPs I've joined in. Since I've hardly referenced most of my characters designs clearly, I'm going to have to put requests/art-trades on hiatus, until I'm done with these "errands" of mi…
The occasional weeping during the holidays, proves it very obvious; my eldest sister's pregnant. My parents and... whoever his name is again... are settling the matters right now. It looks like it could go either way. And if I'm hearing him correctly, he's already married to someone else.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/mainecoonhazard/ http://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=5629923 http://thembrsmntninjakitty.deviantart.com/ (Where I actually started uploading my works. Also most of my sketches are stashed there)
