So I have a friend online on DA. And we roleplay A LOT and... I'm just annoyed that I do all this stuff for her and she doesn't seem like she's the least appreciative... I mean sometimes she is but other times...like one time where I was upset- she didn't care- I mean before we were so tight because she used to have this crush on this guy and now she kinda drifted apart from him because she didn't like how he was treating her. And she said she didn't like him anymore... Now they're good I guess, but I honestly think he's just leading her on. Because he actually realized he liked all the attention he was getting from her?? I dunno I cannot speak for themselves. But I'm just annoyed cause my friend always comes to me on Viber, and she complains if she thinks he's either being rude to her, or something bad like that. I give her my best advice, and that's all I can give her honestly...

I mean sometimes she tries to take it... But now that they're ok, It just kinda hurts me in a way cause I've been giving her my best and I asked her if that guy and her were okay I guess now. She told me she doesn't contact him as much anymore...But I have a bad feeling she does on DA at least. I guess I will admit I'm a little jealous- cause she used to spam me like crazy with rps and now that they're good he like watches all of her accounts. (But I still don't have a very good feeling about him )

So I made a journal on DA, saying I won't be as active and more active on here... Give myself a good decent break from her I guess... I even told her "if he's making you feel that way, you really don't need toxic people like that in your life" All she said was "I guess..." But they're always going to be good. They're always gunna have those stupid fights/arguments and she's gunna go to me. Next time I'm just going to say "I think this is a decision that's only up for you to decide..." Cause I helped a good portion and I just- sometimes feel like my advice is thrown away. Cause I honestly did help a lot- and sometimes I feel like she doesn't take my advice to the heart most of the time...

But yes, I'ma gunna be more active here friends!

(Not to mention I was feeling down earlier in the year, because she was being mean to me, and the guy she has a crush on, attacked me as well as another calling me terrible names. ) So ya I'm kinda still upset with that and I'm not really okay she's still 'ok' with this guy she likes. :(

But ye I'll be more active on here! <3 I need to post more arts up anyway!!